Chapter 120: Schizophrenia
Did my memory go wrong, or did my mother really smell wrong?
I've always had a good memory, and I can't make mistakes.
In particular, I have always been very sensitive to taste, and I am less likely to make mistakes.
Then the result should be the latter.
The smell on my mother is not right!
Mother is not a young woman, she likes to use all kinds of perfumes, and she always smells the same on her body!
Unless she's not my mother, the smell on her won't change!
When my mother saw me dodging like this, her eyes immediately became a little different, not as calm as just now!
"Doctor, check to see if he's back to normal!"
Mother looked at the tall, middle-aged doctor beside her.
The middle-aged doctor propped my eyelids open with his hand and didn't give me a chance to resist.
In fact, my body is able to do very subtle movements.
The hand that dodged his mother just now just closed his eyes, and his head barely moved!
The smell of a middle-aged doctor made me feel very resistant.
It was an indescribable smell, but certainly not the smell of disinfectant!
The middle-aged doctor looked into my eyes and shook his head gently!
"He hasn't recovered at all, at least one more course of treatment!"
The middle-aged doctor glanced at the nurse beside him.
"You must let him take the medicine on time, and he must not let his second personality fission, otherwise his second personality will swallow the first personality, and by that time, he will really become a madman!"
I listened to the middle-aged doctor's words, and my heart was full of doubts and puzzles.
It seems that this is supposed to be a mental hospital, and I am a patient here!
So what I experienced before has become a dream!
But I don't believe that before, everything was in my fantasy!
I'm more inclined to believe that I've fallen into a huge trap and conspiracy!
All of this must have been done by the Brotherhood!
My coma shouldn't be normal, it could be someone on me. Got the black hand!
It must be so!
"May I ask this doctor, what is the standard for confirming that I have not recovered?"
I looked at him very calmly, looking him in the eye.
The eyes are the windows to the soul, and if he lies, I will be able to see clearly!
I believe I have such an insight!
"My surname is Zhang, Zhang Chenguang. The person in charge of the Beijing Mental Health Treatment Center, I'm sure you definitely haven't recovered, relying on international standards!"
Zhang Chenguang's eyes are very calm, clear and profound, and full of power!
At least judging by the look in his eyes, he didn't seem to show any signs of lying.
However, since he is the person in charge of a psychiatric hospital, he has seen all kinds of strange patients, and he will definitely have psychological qualities that ordinary people can't reach.
It's normal to behave so naturally!
"I don't think I've had a problem and can be discharged right now. ”
I stared at Zhang Chenguang's eyes and said very calmly!
Zhang Chenguang smiled, his smile was a little weird and perfect.
"Excuse me, what's your name?"
Zhang Chenguang suddenly asked this question, feeling a little insulting to my IQ.
"Of course my name is Ge Jianhui, can I call Zhang Chenguang?"
I think he's a bit mentally retarded in this question.
All the medical staff showed strange smiles, only the mother did not smile and sighed, her eyes were full of disappointment!
This gave me a sudden sense of foreboding!
What the hell does this mean?
Am I not Ge Jianhui!
I can't, it's not Ge Jianhui, I'm not Ge Jianhui, who else can I be?
I felt a chill in my heart!
The thought I had before I lost consciousness may have been fulfilled, and everyone was setting a huge trap for me to lose myself!
This is the next stage of their life's trajectory, leaving me in a mental hospital with self-denial!
This is a more terrible result than killing me!
Let a normal person stay in the heap of crazy people, and take drugs every day in a daze.
It's better to die on a day like this.
I am now fully convinced that that so-called mother is not really a mother, and no wonder the smell of his body makes me feel so strange!
"It seems that my name is not Ge Jianhui, so what should I be called?"
I smiled mockingly.
"Your name is Wang Yu, in your fantasy, you deceived more than 10 million people from Ge Jianhui, it's you!"
Zhang Chenguang replied very calmly.
"In other words, all my previous memories are a fantasy, not reality, is that what it means?"
I've also become calm, now that I've come this far, it should be very difficult to leave, and I can only be free by other means!
"That's right, that's all the fantasy of your second personality Ge Jianhui, in fact, the character of Ge Jianhui doesn't exist. ”
Zhang Chenguang sighed, his eyes were a little meaningful.
"It seems that I need to be treated for a while, why my body can't move, it makes me feel hurt, I can take the medicine normally, but I don't want to, in the way I am now. ”
I think it must be that they gave me some kind of drug to make me the way I am now!
"Your second personality is very dangerous, so you must control your body with drugs and not let him hurt others and yourself!"
Zhang Chenguang's serious appearance makes me feel a little funny.
If you follow him, it's my second personality now.
Isn't it that he talks to my second personality and my first personality?
Is he stupid or am I stupid?
"Okay, I see, let me get some rest. ”
I need time to think about what I'm going to do next!
In any case, I don't believe in myself, what a mental illness!
What is the point of living if a person can't even trust himself?
Zhang Chenguang stared at me for a while, nodded slightly, and left with the group of people.
My mother sat on the edge of the bed and watched me, tears streaming down my clothes and my face.
I have to say that her acting skills are really amazing!
But so what?
I don't believe a word he says now, not even a single punctuation mark.
Since they are all liars, then there is no difference!
"Son, don't blame your mother for sending you here, you do have a mental problem, and if you continue like this, there will be very serious consequences. ”
The mother's voice was a little choked.
I nodded slightly, reassuring her not to be sad!
The mother stayed for a while, and was reluctant to leave.
When she left, I closed my eyes.
I've just noticed that there are a lot of surveillance cameras in this room.