Su Yucheng was overjoyed in his heart, as if he saw hope, and hurriedly took another deep breath and quickened his pace.

"Are you a scale? Why is it so heavy? ”

Finally about to climb to the second floor, Su Yucheng was already lying in sweat at this time, she never knew that Qin Qilang was so heavy, she felt as if she was carrying a whole piece of iron.

During the whole process, Su Yucheng kept thinking about it, one would complain that Qin Qilang was drunk but troublesome others, and the other would complain why he was so heavy, and the originally short road was forced to be walked by them for twenty minutes.

It's just that at an angle that Su Yucheng couldn't see, Qin Qilang, who was originally unconscious and leaning on her tightly, hooked the corners of his mouth, and his face seemed to faintly reveal a trace of imperceptible arc.

In the next second, Su Yucheng retracted his gaze, and Qin Qilang seemed to be back to the drunk man with a face full of pain and no consciousness.

Finally came to the door of the bedroom, Su Yucheng only felt that she was sweating more tonight than she had shed a week before, only to see that she barely had one hand to free up, and finally opened the door.

"Qin Qilang, if it weren't for Xiaoxian's sake, I wouldn't care about you!"

Finally came to the bedside, Su Yucheng seemed to see the dawn of victory, hurriedly breathed a sigh of relief, and placed Qin Qilang on the bed, while putting down Qin Qilang, he didn't forget to continue to complain.

But when she put down Qin Qilang and planned to leave, Qin Qilang didn't know what was going on, so he fell down with her.

Su Yucheng only felt that the world was spinning for a while, and then she fell down on the soft big bed, and the next second, when she didn't come back to her senses from the scene in front of her, Qin Qilang had already covered herself and pressed over.

"Yuzu, I'm sorry ......"

Qin Qilang buried his chin in her neck socket, hugged her tightly with his arms, and suddenly opened his mouth unexpectedly.

His voice was still a little hoarse, I don't know if it was because he had just drunk alcohol, but the hot air sprayed from the conversation sprayed on her neck like this, and it was a little itchy.

Su Yucheng was stunned in place, and didn't react for a long time.

In Qin Qilang's voice just now, she clearly heard a trace of forbearance hoarseness, as if there was a trace of ...... Abnormal depression.

I don't know how long it has been, but the clock on the wall is ticking and ticking, and every sound seems to be a heartbeat, a response.

Su Yucheng also reacted at this time.

She bit her lower lip tightly and broke free from Qin Qilang's shackles, as if there was a faint hint of humiliation on her face.

"Qin Qilang, you've always pretended, you're not drunk at all!"

It's not a question sentence, but an affirmative sentence, he just pretended to come back from the beginning, and those people also left at his command, and she was the only one who acted with him like a fool from beginning to end.

Qin Qilang sighed softly and got up and sat up.

"Yuzu, I'm not pretending to be drunk, I'm just sobering up. ”

He really drank too much, but when she just went up the stairs, because she really didn't pay attention, she knocked his head three times and twice, so he woke up, and as for the other people who left, it was probably the assistant who created an opportunity for him, and he didn't have to think about it to guess.

But Su Yucheng didn't want to listen to these explanations.

"I don't need to explain, these don't matter, the important thing is what I'm going to say next, I've made up my mind, let's divorce, no matter what, I will fight for Xiaoxian's custody, I know the process will be long, but I have time. ”

She was expressionless at this time, looked at Qin Qilang with a serious face and said slowly.

I don't know if it was the reason for helping Qin Qilang back upstairs just now, or the reason why Qin Qilang was angry, she was a little out of breath at this time, but this could not eliminate her anger.

She hated the feeling of being played.

Qin Qilang's face changed when he heard the word divorce.

"I said that divorce is impossible, Yucheng, I know everything, everything before, including Rui'er, including her asking you for help, I know the truth of everything, and I also know how excessive what I did before, at least you need to give me a chance to make amends, a chance to repay, the ...... I did before"

The reason why he went to get drunk tonight was also for this reason, as soon as he calmed down, he would recall the excesses he had done to her.

He couldn't forgive himself, the suffocating heartache made him feel so painful that he could only choose to numb himself with alcohol so that he wouldn't repeat the memories of the past, the mistakes he had made.

But Su Yucheng smiled, she was also surprised, she was also surprised, she was surprised that Qin Qilang actually knew the truth back then, how much she wanted to tell him the truth, those truths were the culprits that caused all her misery.

But when he really knew the truth, she felt that it didn't matter, that kind of thing that had gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, and when she looked back, she could actually let go.

"Qin Qilang, why should I? Why should I give you a chance to atone for your sins in order to lighten the burden in your heart, to reduce your guilt, and to make you feel easy in the future? Qin Qilang, the wound is healed, but the scar will not disappear, you will always remember these sins, and live in guilt for the rest of your life!"

She said revealing the scars on her wrists, the scars on her ankles, and the scars on her arms.

Those are the ones she has suffered, either directly because of him or indirectly because of him, always, these scars cannot be removed, she is not obliged to choose that she must forgive him, no one is qualified to ask her to forgive.

And most importantly, she is not unsympathetic to him.

Qin Qilang looked at her exposed arm, as if he had seen some pain that he couldn't bear to look at directly, and he ran away from it.

Su Yucheng felt that the pain in her heart was relieved a little.

I saw her looking at Qin Qilang with a smile, and there was obviously a faint arc on the corner of her mouth, but how she looked like sadness.

"Qin Qilang, if you still have a trace of conscience, just let me go, Xiaoxian and I will both disappear into your world in the future, let's divorce, okay?"

She has had enough of the current life, and in the future, she wants to stay away from these rights and wrongs, take Xiaoxian abroad, find a country man, and raise Xiaoxian well.

But Qin Qilang didn't seem to plan to let her go so easily.

"As I said, divorce is impossible. ”

He uttered the words almost word for word very slowly, and no one noticed that his hands were clenched into fists, and he didn't even notice that his nails were sinking into his palms.

Su Yucheng turned her head to look at him as if she had heard some funny joke.

"Qin Qilang, you are simply the most hypocritical person I have ever met, while keeping saying that you want to compensate me, but at the same time you are unwilling to agree to my request, this is what you call atonement?"