Mu Xing sat in her chair, thinking about the unexpected death of the old woman, and at the same time recalling an event that was a nightmare for her. In this way, Mu Xing's thoughts returned.

Because you're not a boy, I don't want to see you in this family — Mu Xing's father (Mu Siran)

Mu Xing looked at the old man opposite, she didn't realize that it was her father at all, she didn't expect that he many years ago, that talented and high-spirited father, would be reduced to what he is now, the traces of the man's years opposite her are doubly reflected in him, the skin is like an eighty-year-old man, and wrinkles are also followed People who study art have a different attitude from others, which comes after many years of physical study, but he is only 45 years old, and he is in the prime of a man's life, but he is really like this, she doesn't know what happened, and she doesn't know what to say, so she has to bring him into the house first. She didn't know where he got his address from, or how he got it. She only knew that she definitely didn't come to see her this time, absolutely not.

She invited the man into the house and asked him: Did you come here? Didn't you find your confidante in the first place? Why didn't you see your confidante, um? Why did you become like this after not seeing him for a few years? The person on the other side had an ugly face, and said "I, I ........" for a long time, and couldn't say why, Mu Xing gave up asking him what happened, rather than relying on him to say it, it was better to rely on his own investigation.

Mu Xing looked at the man in front of him, and remembered that he was given by him for that period of time, and without him, how could he have "Cannon Rose Mu Xing"

Mu Xing knew it when he was very young because Mu Xing was not a boy, not a handle, and there was no way to send him to the end, so he didn't like Mu Xing, when he was a child, his father looked at other boys with envious eyes, that longing, he looked down at Mu Xing, and his eyes revealed dislike and hateful eyes. When she was a child, she didn't know what it meant, but when she grew up a little later, she was exposed to learning something that benefited her for life, and she knew what "patriarchy" was

When she was in junior high school, she saw that other people had parents to send his daughter and son, and she was alone, and she was sad when she saw the picture of other people's harmonious and happy families. When she took the high school entrance examination, other people's fathers gave their daughters a big hug, and she wanted to have them, but she knew that she was not worthy, no matter how good she did, no matter how many times better than others, she knew that he would not say "My daughter is doing really well, doing awesome." The only thing that faced her was the four white walls of the house, and the money for breakfast and dinner for a week. They don't seem to care if there is one more person for my daughter, and there is one less person.

During the freshman year of high school, she had to live in the school, and when she looked at Friday, when her parents came to pick up her flesh and blood, that look made her crazy and made her hate her existence again and again. She looked at the crowd of people, and she walked lonely and desolate on the path. Every time she saw it, she was sad. to the back. Mu Xing except for going to class, she put herself in the dormitory, she looked at the empty room, she cried unscrupulously, she knew that this behavior was not good, but she just couldn't help it, she was sad and could cry at any time, during that time, her face was pale, her lips were white, and she also had dark circles under her eyes, she was called a "female ghost" by their age, and no one went to and from class with her, ate or something.......

She is also indifferent, if you are good to me, I will repay you a hundred times. But it's a pity that no one has been willing to accompany her for two years. As a result, after this high school, she herself felt that there was no hope in life.

One day, she watched the beautiful sunset go down, and she climbed up to the top floor hoping to jump down, and somehow, it seemed that she just wanted to jump off because of the magic barrier. However, she stayed on it for an hour or so before she came down. When she returned to the dormitory and saw that there was no one, she knew that she had studied for the evening, and she escaped the evening self-study. She sat blankly on the bed she had bought herself.

The moonlight fell on the bed, and suddenly the light turned on, Mu Xing couldn't accept the strong light for a while, and closed his eyes.

"Tick, tick" Tears fell on the bed, her heart hurt for a moment, she didn't know what it hurts, she called her roommate, but her roommate was either studying or taking a shower. She fainted in pain in the back.

When she opened her eyes and saw a patch of white flowers, she knew that she had been carried to the infirmary.

She watched the sun shine through the plants into her hands, and she seemed to be healed in an instant, knowing that her state seemed too bad. Even if you dislike yourself, how can you like your own charm?

She has a year left, and the foundation is still good, although she doesn't like the picture of the filial piety of the son, but she is still confident in learning this thing, and it is still 25 days before the next monthly exam, and the effort with it is, now Mu Xing should do.

Since then, Mu Xing has changed his previous appearance and is angry and strong. The teacher was curious about her changes and asked her to come to the office to talk about her heart, but Mu Xing smiled, if she had talked to her before, it might have been a little useful, but now it was too late to talk to her and it also showed their indifference and hypocrisy towards students.

After three years of struggle, she ushered in the college entrance examination She originally thought that she could be liberated, but she didn't expect it to be the beginning of the devil.

She finally ushered in the final step, a turning point.