"Seriously, sometimes, I feel that life is really tiring, and many times I want to die, but people from the bottom of our society, where can we decide our own fate!"

When Su Xueyan said this, her expression was obviously a little struggling, and her heart was full of helplessness and complaints.

I grabbed her shoulder, face to face with her, stared at her and said seriously: "Silly girl, you have to believe that good people in this world will be rewarded, no one will be like this for a lifetime, fate is in your own hands, if you want to change, you will definitely be able to change!"

Hearing my words, Su Xueyan looked at me and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Change?

"It is precisely because of these fetters of family affection that we will be stronger and stronger, I don't know how to persuade you, but I will prove it to you with practical actions!" I held Su Xueyan's hand and comforted.

Seeing my serious appearance, Su Xueyan was stunned, then nodded with a slight smile.

But looking at her appearance, I know that most of her still doesn't believe it in her heart, after all, a person like me, if it were powerful, would not be so miserable now.

After the two of us ate a little, we came to the river with a few bottles of beer, lay on the lawn by the river, and looked at the stars in the sky, our small village here is not as brightly lit at night as in the big city, on the contrary, it is very quiet at night, occasionally you have birds and cicadas, and the stars in the sky are unusually bright.

I turned my head to look at Su Xueyan who was lying on the side, I was in a daze for a while, Su Xueyan's face was red at the moment, her expression was in a trance, and her originally beautiful face was even more charming, and the big watery eyes in the dark night stared at me intently.

The two of us looked at each other like this, and suddenly she turned over and overwhelmed me.

I was taken aback by Su Xueyan's move, I was at a loss, my hands nervously grabbed the grass on the ground, and my eyes closed slightly.

Su Xueyan's face slowly leaned over, leaned into my ear and whispered softly: "Yang Yun, do you like me?"

The sudden question made me slowly open my eyes, and at this moment I was greeted by a pair of white rabbits, I subconsciously swallowed my saliva, not knowing how to answer.

Don't look at me, I've lived for 18 years, but except for Sister Shuang, I haven't usually had much contact with women at all, even if I was in school before, I'm even more novice in terms of male and female emotions, I don't know if I like this stupid girl or not, but it's certain that at least I don't hate it, and it's a little easy to be with her.

Seeing that I didn't reply, Su Xueyan got down from me, turned to the side, and turned her back.

"Well, I'm sorry, I, I!" I was speechless for a moment, and I sat up with a bewildered expression, I don't know if she was angry.

"It's okay, you don't have to say I'm sorry, you didn't say sorry to me, I was too abrupt!" Su Xueyan didn't turn around when she spoke.

I didn't know how to answer her, so I could only be silent, looked up at the stars in the sky, and suddenly said to Su Xueyan on the side: "Tell me about your family!"

Although I only know that Su Xueyan has a younger sister at home, I don't know anything else.

"My family is my mother and my sister, my mother said that not long after giving birth to me, my dad died, at that time my dad did not leave any money, so the family conditions are very poor, my mother does not take me every day, but also find a way to make money, otherwise I have to drink the northwest wind, and then a few months on the side of the road found the abandoned sister, but my sister still does not know that she was picked up, this mother only told me!"

"My own family is in a difficult situation after adding my sister to make it even worse, my mother has to work late every day, but also to take care of our daily life, basically my mother has no rest time, as soon as she is free, she goes out to make money, just last year, my mother had a serious illness, because she was reluctant to pay for treatment, and as a result, she fell into the root of the disease, and now she basically can't do any gravity work, but she still insists on going to work every day to earn money, I know that my mother does these for me and my sister, in order to make her suffer a little less, I came to work at KTV, although I said that I was despised and bullied, but I thought that I could share more for my motherIt's worth the pain!"

I lay on the lawn and listened carefully to Su Xueyan's words, knowing that it has not been easy for her all these years, and she has never done that kind of thing in a place like KTV, I have to say that Su Xueyan is still very self-disciplined and lucky.

"What about you, I've never heard about you?" Suddenly, Su Xueyan turned her head to look at me and asked.

"I don't have anything to do, I'm an orphan, I grew up in an orphanage when I was a child, and then I ran away, and I was later picked up by Sister Shuang, but Sister Shuang left three years ago, leaving 10,000 yuan for me, and I spent it indiscriminately!"

Hearing that I was an orphan, Su Xueyan said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were!"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter, I'm used to it!"

Fortunately, it's summer, lying on the lawn by the river is still cooler and more comfortable than at home, the silly girl is not in a hurry to go home, I am naturally not in a hurry, and there is no one at home, so it is good to talk to Su Xueyan here.

The wine has been drunk, and it is basically Su Xueyan who drinks it, I have to say that this guy's bar is really good, otherwise there is no way to work in a place like KTV, Su Xueyan suddenly screamed, which startled me.

I saw her stand up and scream at the river for at least ten seconds, and then she collapsed drunk.

I patted her and found that she didn't respond for a long time, I grabbed her clothes and shook them: "Sister, don't sleep, you tell me where your home is first, I'll send you back!"

This stupid girl opened her eyes in a daze and pushed me away and said, "If you don't go back, I won't go back, I want to drink, I still have to drink!"

"Don't drink it, you stupid girl, tell me where your house is!"

Su Xueyan turned her head and looked at me with a red face, and said angrily: "What are you asking my family for, do you want to find out the address of my house and then plot against me?"

Hearing her words, I was speechless for a while, and I really wanted to throw her here and let her lie down.

"Why come to my house if you want to plot against me, it's better to do it now!" Su Xueyan touched her lips with her fingers, smiled sexily and pressed me under her again.

"it!"

Su Xueyan directly opened her sexy red lips, and I only saw a big face suddenly rushing over and kissing me on the face.

"Damn, I'm going to drink with you again, I'm a pig!"