Chapter 137: No apologies accepted
Youyou returned home again, and Aunt Xiao was crying and her eyes were red, I was really afraid that she and the child would have a good time.
Youyou smiled and comforted her, Aunt Xiao's age was about the same as Li Junshuo's mother, but because of the difference in living environment, the two seemed to be ten years apart in appearance.
Aunt Xiao permed her curly short hair, round face, deep forehead wrinkles, big eyes, crow's feet at the corners of her eyes spread to the hairline, round nose, thin lips, and when she laughed, the corners of her lips were always greatly stretched to both sides, which was very warm.
And Li Junshuo's mother is always dressed in a skirt and small high heels, and when she walks, she hears her first. She has been wearing light makeup on her face for a long time, her skin is in good condition, her hands are delicate and soft, and every time she pulls up Youyou with these hands, Youyou has a warm illusion, and because of this, she has been led astray by this illusion again and again.
Youyou looked at the busy Aunt Xiao, it was always simple happiness to be with her, Aunt Xiao trembled when she saw Youyou hurt, she spoke sadly, and tears flowed down instantly without hesitation, this is a pure and simple care, not mixed with any miscellaneous thoughts.
She has also seen Mrs. Li cry, and her eyes will always flash with tears, and then move you with beautiful words, and then take out the prepared clean handkerchief and wipe the corners of her eyes.
Now, as she thought back to the few times she had spent time with Mrs. Lee, she was sure that not once had she ever really seen her tears.
"Youyou, don't sit all the time, lie down, didn't your Uncle Han say, rest well for two days, and you will be able to go to class next week." After Aunt Xiao finished wiping the floor, she saw Youyou sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, and hurriedly stepped forward to instruct.
Youyou smiled and lay down obediently.
Aunt Xiao tucked the quilt for her, reached out and touched her forehead, and then smiled reassuringly: "You sleep well, I'll give you a meal of bone broth in a while, stir-fry two more dishes, and eat it when you wake up." Good boy, sleep. ”
Listening to Aunt Xiao's words, Youyou felt that she was back when she was a child, her mother sat on the edge of the bed and coaxed her to sleep, but there were too few such opportunities, so few that she only remembered the few times that were so precious, she closed her eyes and no longer showed her weakness to others.
If there are tears, then flow them in your heart!
When she woke up at noon, she just sat up and called Aunt Xiao.
Aunt Xiao hurriedly came over and said with a smile: "Do you want to eat now? A good friend of yours came to see you, and you have been waiting for a while, so let's eat together, or wait?"
Yu Yu felt a little heavy on his head, tied his hair up, and asked, "Who is it?"
Aunt Xiao said his name was Li Junshuo.
Youyou nodded, thought for a while, and then said, "Let him come in, and when he leaves, we'll eat again." ”
Aunt Xiao hurriedly went out to say hello and went to the kitchen again.
Li Junshuo walked in slowly, sat on the edge of the bed dejectedly, and looked at the faint pale face.
Youyou saw some wrinkles in his clothes, he probably didn't change them last night, maybe he slept in this clothes. His face was gloomy, his eyes were blank, and his chin showed a small blue-black stubble.
They looked at each other and said nothing.
Li Junshuo saw Youyou's arm with a dressing, his eyes were even deeper, he lowered his noble head, and said weakly: "I'm sorry." ”
Yu Yu did not answer him.
Li Junshuo raised his head again, his face was a little more normal, and then he said solemnly: "I didn't know that my mother would treat you like this, I'm really sorry, I apologize to you for her." ”
Yu Yu tugged at the corners of his mouth, and a soft laugh appeared between his lips.
Li Junshuo stared at her in surprise.
Youyou raised her eyes to look at him, her face turned pale, and said slowly: "I accept your apology, and I know that you are also a victim in these things. But I don't accept your apology on behalf of your mother, her fault is irreparable. ”
Li Junshuo's face was anxious, and he hurriedly wanted to explain.
But Yu Yu said faster: "From the beginning, it was she who asked me to accompany you, and even threatened me with the safety of the unicorn, what can I do when I am weak and powerless? I can only take care of you and comfort you." I admit that during this period, I feel that there are personal reasons to accompany you, but the main reason is your mother's arrangement. ”
"I think she loves you like every mother loves her children, you are of noble birth, but my background is not low, I am not a puppet at the mercy of others, I have my own ideals, my own life, my own lover. ”
As she spoke, her hand slowly rested on her stomach, as if through the quilt, she could feel the heartbeat of another life.
"Who is this kid?" asked Li Junshuo suddenly.
Youyou smiled, smiled very sweetly, but showed a bit of desolation, she said gently: "The child is mine, it belongs to the person I love." But for you, for your mother, as long as it is not yours, this child is extremely lowly and unworthy to live in this world. ”
"So, your dearest mother, noble mother, on such a cold and rainy night, threw me into the filthy, shocking, and unqualified gray hut, and she herself ran away, for she did not know that there was nothing but a snobbish woman with cold feelings and a greedy man with an abominable face. ”
"She fled so fast, ignoring my hoarse cries and cries, that I thought of dying in despair, but, you know, even if they did, they would still be in the face of their interests, and they would separate me from the child. ”
"Li Junshuo. She suddenly called out his name, the first time so solemn, so word-by-word, but completely emotionless, cold as ice.
Li Junshuo looked into her eyes, it turned out that he had only seen gentleness and sweetness in her eyes, but now, such words could not be described, and suddenly, a chill struck, and he straightened up.
"You go, I know you're a good person, I don't want to hate you, I only hate your mother. But when I see you, I think of your mother, and I pray you to do it, but next time, if I really see her, I can't guarantee that I won't do my best to kill her. ”
There was too much anger in her faint voice, and I could tell that in her soft voice, she tried her best to suppress and control this anger.
He came to apologize, but here, he can only represent himself, but except for his true affection for her, he didn't give her a single good thing.
It's just that his true feelings are the last thing she needs.
He stood up with remorse, his eyes red, took two steps back, straightened up, bent down deeply, and with his apologies, and after a while he stood up straight again, having regained his composure.
Looking at his back as he left, Yuyou looked at the hand on his stomach, trembling and clenching it tightly, but she didn't cry anymore.
She told herself not to cry easily.