Early in the morning, Tang Yu went for a walk in the park alone, the sky was not beautiful, it was still sunny when Tang Yu first went out, and it was dark clouds for a while. Tang Yu walked on the leafy road, with a refreshing summer breeze on his back, the car was speeding by, the surroundings seemed a little quiet, red paving bricks, various sculptures symbolizing the spirit of sportsmanship, looking down on the birds erected on the branches, and the gray sky.

When Tang Yu came to the park, the park was basically empty, and probably people went home because they were afraid of the rain. Tang Yu walked into the park, he felt that the plants in the park were still the same as they were back then, yes, Tang Yu is no longer the same as he was back then, but the park is still the park of the year.

The sanitation workers were mrooming the lawn at this time, and the grass and mud machine made a humming sound when Tang Yu passed by, Tang Yu saw that the workers were busy, and he walked into the deeper part of the greener park. Tang Yu walked for a while and sat on a stone bench, looking at the school where Liu Sheng studied back then, Tang Yu finally sighed, how much Tang Yu wanted to study, but he himself was not this material.

The lake in the park rippled, as if Tang Yu's heart did not know the direction of the future, Tang Yu thought, who is not confused in life. At noon, Tang Yu saw his sister watching TV at home, Tang Yu decided to go out for a walk, came to the back door of the community, Tang Yu decided to go to the village by the river, along the bank of the river, Tang Yu was just distracting at this time, and the weather seemed to be a little cold.

Both sides of the river are residential areas or high-rise buildings, Tang Yu naturally can't afford to live in such a good place, after all, with the unique river view, real estate developers don't know how much money to make. After a while, Tang Yu came to a village that he had never been to before, and the village looked like a normal structure, with 2 or 3 floors. At this time, it was raining heavily, Tang Yu stood alone in front of the door of a house, the iron door was knocked by heavy raindrops, Tang Yu was accidentally hit by a big raindrop, and felt as if he had been beaten.

The heavy rain was pouring down, and the rain was suffering, and in the village at this time, Tang Yu felt the unique quietness of summer, and Tang Yu kept thinking about his future. 5 years, the original classmates are already in college, and Tang Yu is still looking for a way out of life, at least, Tang Yu has to have a job, but everything is so beautiful for Tang Yu, who has high Chinese and only worked in factories. The rain became thinner and thinner, and Tang Yu saw that the color of the sky changed from gray to blue, and Tang Yu walked home along the river again. The river is surging, and life is lost. Tang Yu didn't know where his future would go, so he walked under the bridge close to his home, and the rain gradually stopped.

Tang Yu suddenly felt a wisp of warmth flowing on his face, and Tang Yu said, "Ah, it's so dazzling." At this time, the dark clouds dispersed, and the golden sunlight sprinkled into wisps, and the dark clouds seemed to have never come, leaving only the earth shrouded in golden sunlight. Tang Yu's brain recalled the old school life, such a good time. An old woman saw Tang Yu being drenched in the rain, and she said with concern: "Young man, why are you so careless, get wet in the rain, give me a tissue." The old woman handed Tang Yu a tissue, Tang Yu took the tissue sluggishly, and then said thank you.

Tang Yu returned home, and in the living room at this time, Sister Tang Yu was watching a TV series, and Tang Yu bypassed Sister Tang Yu to take a bath. Tang Yu felt the cold water temperature alone, he didn't turn on the water heater, he wanted to be quiet. The memories of the past are like Pandora's box, Tang Yu spent an hour bathing, reminiscing about the beauty of the past. Tang Yu took a bath and sat in the living room watching the TV series "Love Apartment" with Tang Yu's sister, Tang Yu watched it for a while, and his mood improved, it can be said that Tang Yu was healing.

The next day, Tang Yu got up early, after washing, went out for a run, the pedestrians along the way seemed to see Tang Yu in the past, in the park, several grandmothers who knew Tang Yu greeted Tang Yu, Tang Yu smiled slightly, and then nodded.

At noon, Tang Yu cooked at home, Tang Yu fried eggplant in hot oil, and seasoned it with Lao Gan Ma chili sauce. Lean meat fried with white meat, Tang Yu skillfully cut the lean meat, slice the white meat, marinate the lean meat with starch and seasonings, and then stir-fry. The last dish is black chicken soup, the black chicken is cut in the vegetable market, Tang Yu pits the red dates, the wolfberries are watered, and the peeled lumpy Huaishan is added, first boiled over high heat, and then turned to low heat and simmered. After Tang Yu finished eating, he took the initiative to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes. Tang Yu's mother was surprised when she saw the change in her son, but she was embarrassed to say too much.

Tang Yu's mother took out the apple from the refrigerator, Tang Yu saw the apple, Tang Yu said, "Mom, what are you doing?" Tang Yu's mother said: "Tang Yu, you have been a little strange lately, is there something to hide from your mother?" Tang Yu said in a daze: "What can happen?" Mom, I plan to look for a job tomorrow. Tang Yu's mother closed the kitchen door with a smile and ran away.

Tang Yu felt helpless and depressed, Tang Yu thought in his heart: "What's wrong with my mother today?" The next day, Tang Yu and Tang Yu's sister went to look for a job near their home, and they came out of Darun, and Tang Yu was dragged to Aoyuan Plaza. Tang Yu was a little embarrassed, because as soon as he entered the door, the doorman of Aoyuan Plaza kept staring at Tang Yu, Tang Yu followed Tang Yu's sister a little scared, and after asking about various stores for a long time, Tang Yu's sister took Tang Yu to the door of a suit shop. The store manager actually took the initiative to greet Sister Tang Yu, and the store manager chatted with Sister Tang Yu for a few words, and then left Tang Yu behind.

The store manager asked Tang Yu to familiarize himself with the price and size of each suit, as well as the type, and said that another person would come over for an interview in a while. Tang Yu kept remembering the price and size of each suit, but as soon as the other person came, he caught up with the store manager and didn't let Tang Yu have a chance to speak at all. The interviewer is called Tan Jin, this person has dark skin, and he is obviously a little unsuitable for the job of a suit shop, because he came to work part-time, and Tang Yu is also part-time. The other party was doing a vegetable and fruit shopping guide at RT-Mart, because something happened at home, it seemed that a relative was sick and needed money, so he came over.

Tan Jin is also constantly memorizing the size and type of each dress, and from time to time he learns from the store manager and steals teachers. In the end, because Tang Yu couldn't answer the types of clothes, the store manager regretfully said that Tang Yu was out. At 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Tang Yu left the suit shop angrily, he was not convinced, but he really lost.

When he walked out of Aoyuan Plaza, there was a light rain in the sky, and Tang Yu sighed in the rain about his life: why he has always been so weak and fragile. If I had friends, I would at least have a chance to hug and comfort, but it's really like the lyrics say: "Whether I'm really nothing." ”