Sun Guanyun wants to give up treatment, can Sun Jikai accept it?

The answer, of course, is no.

These days, although Sun Jikai can't bear to see his grandfather, who was once in good health and existed like a great man in his heart, lying weakly in the ICU with tubes inserted into his body, at least Sun Guanyun is still alive.

Even if it is to live without quality and in pain, at least to live.

Sun Jikai wanted to rush into the ward and yell at Sun Guanyun to ask him what he couldn't think about, what went wrong, and why he wanted to give up treatment if he was alive, but he couldn't.

He could only keep calling, calling his parents, his second uncle and aunt, his cousin, and Sun Guanyun's assistant, asking them to hurry up to the hospital to persuade Sun Guanyun.

Except for Sun Zhengqing (cousin), who did not receive the call, everyone said that they would rush to the hospital as soon as possible.

But Sun Jikai waited left and right, until Sun Guanyun moved from the ICU to the general ward, and only waited for Assistant Wang. The other 4 people who kept saying that they came immediately seemed to have been cut off, and they were not seen for a long time.

Sun Guanyun said that if he gave up treatment, he would give up treatment, he refused any intubation, and he refused to be on a ventilator, gasping for breath in the ward, coughing and scolding all those who tried to persuade him in a hoarse and low voice.

was furious until only Sun Jikai and Assistant Wang were left in the ward.

"Xiao Wang, go get a wheelchair here, I'm going to go to the window to have a look. Sun Guanyun said.

"Okay, Mr. Sun. "Assistant Wang went outside to get a wheelchair.

"Grandpa. Sun Jikai was so anxious that tears were about to fall, he didn't want anything now, he just wanted to persuade Sun Guanyun to return to the ICU as soon as possible.

"What about the others?" asked Sun Guanyun.

Sun Jikai was speechless for a while, and then paused before saying: "My parents and second uncle said that they will ...... now"

"Also, I'm going to die, they must be very busy now, how can they have the time to see a dead man. Sun Guanyun sneered.

"No, it's them...... Maybe ......" Sun Jikai wanted to defend, but he couldn't think of any reason to explain why the four people who said they were going to arrive soon hadn't arrived for more than an hour.

Assistant Wang moved quickly, Sun Jikai and Sun Guanyun pushed the wheelchair into the ward after just a few words, followed by two nurses.

The two nurses carefully helped Sun Guanyun into the wheelchair, Sun Guanyun waved at Assistant Wang's hand to signal him to go out first, and then asked Sun Jikai to push him to the window and look up at the dark night sky.

The night view by the window is not good, most of the sky is blocked by a tall building in front, and the moon and stars cannot be seen clearly.

It was pitch black above the building, and the lights were bright underneath the building, probably because it was too late, and there was no one to be seen on the road, only a few passers-by in a hurry.

"Xiao Kai, what time is it today?" asked Sun Guanyun.

"Number 15. Sun Jikai said.

"Then I'll try to live a little longer, live until the 16th and then die, listen to auspiciousness. Sun Guanyun said with a smile.

"Grandpa!"

"Reluctant?" Sun Guanyun looked at Sun Jikai, but Sun Jikai didn't speak.

"Actually, I can't bear it, I should have died a long time ago, I should have died years ago. At that time, I was just reluctant, I thought that I would have to live with you for another year, and then I dragged it in the hospital. After the New Year, I thought I would have to see you one more day, and then day after day, until now. ”

"Actually, when I first got checked, the doctor told me what the disease would be like in the end, and I was thinking that when I was really sick enough to move and had to lie in bed and have an intubation, I would die. ”

"At that time, I felt that even if I died, I should die with dignity, and if I wanted to die, I should die at home, and I should die while sitting. You can't lie on a hospital bed, drag it half-dead, and finally drag it out until you can't drag it anymore and then die. ”

Saying that, Sun Guanyun sighed, and even the sigh was very heavy.

"It turned out to be like this, I thought I wasn't afraid of death, but in fact I was afraid of death. Sun Guanyun looked up at the night sky where even the stars could not be seen, and sighed, "How can anyone not be afraid of death? Even if I lie on the bed and can't speak, my mouth is open and I can't speak, and every day I open and close my eyes and see only a white ceiling and a white wall, I want to live." ”

"Xiao Kai, isn't the business of Jubaolou not doing well lately?" asked Sun Guanyun.

Sun Jikai hesitated for a moment and said, "It's a little ...... Downturn. ”

Not only is it not very good, but it is simply at a historical low. The Sun family was chaotic because of Sun Guanyun's wish for the two brothers to fight in the Jubao Building, and the people's hearts were uneven, and the lobby and back kitchen were a mess. Whether it is the service or the dishes, the new customers continue to have bad reviews, and the old customers do not want to come again, and the turnover is getting lower and lower day by day.

Sun Jikai ran at both ends of the hospital restaurant during this time, and his hair fell down one by one.

Sun Jikai originally thought that Sun Guanyun would ask this question, and he was trying to fool the past with a draft in his heart, but he didn't expect Sun Guanyun to stop mentioning it and began to care about Jiang Weiguo's physical condition.

"It should be very good, Jiang Feng also posted his grandfather's physical examination report in the circle of friends a few years ago, and I see that the final result says that everything is normal and there is no problem. Sun Jikai said.

"He is in good health, no disasters or diseases, and his life is good," Sun Guanyun coughed twice, "Originally, he was the one I looked down on the most." ”

Sun Jikai was stunned.

"I should have told you that Jiang Feng's grandfather is nominally my junior brother. Sun Guanyun said.

"Did you say that Jiang Feng's grandfather originally seemed to be a registered disciple of Grandpa. Sun Jikai nodded.

"Aren't you curious? Your grandfather has so many personal disciples, and there are countless registered disciples, why I haven't contacted anyone else, but I have been in contact with Jiang Weiguo's old thing for so many years. Sun Guanyun said, without waiting for Sun Jikai to react, he said to himself.

"Your grandfather is a real master, at that time there were no eight major cuisines, only four major cuisines, and your grandfather is a well-deserved first person in Cantonese cuisine. FJ and Liangguang are rich, and Jubaolou is full of customers, and many chefs dream of worshipping your grandfather's disciple as a personal disciple. Only Jiang Weiguo's guy, your grandfather wanted to accept him as a personal disciple, but he refused, saying that he already had a master, and he couldn't worship other masters, and he was only willing to be a registered disciple. ”

"But also, no matter how powerful your grandfather is, how can he compare to his own father, even if his own father is dead, it is also a peak that people can't climb. That's Jiang Chengde, who in our generation of chefs doesn't know Jiang Chengde. ”

"Jiang Chengde?" Sun Jikai was a little confused, and read the name softly, feeling a little familiar but not impressed.

"Jiang Weiguo, an old thing, had a strange temperament and a stubborn temper when he was young, and his talent was just like that, so he was very arrogant. worked as a chef in a state-run restaurant in the countryside, and dreamed of returning to Peking one day to buy Taifeng Lou back. At that time, what I hated the most was him, I felt that he couldn't weigh his own weight, how could I have thought that his luck would get better when he was old, and Taifeng Lou himself sent it to the door. ”

"I used to look down on him, but now it's time for him to look down on me. When I was young, I held my breath in my heart, thinking about Babao chestnut pigeons every day, and I didn't even have time to care about your father and your second uncle, and when I was going to die, they didn't have time to come to see me, and I deserved it. ”

"Wait a minute, if I die, remember to call him first, and then call and tell you that Uncle Sun Maocai, the little uncle, beg him to come back, go back to Jubaolou to help you, and he will agree." Sun Guanyun said weakly, and his breathing began to become a little short.

"Contact information at Assistant Wang and ask him to give it to you, no matter what conditions are offered, as long as you don't give him Jubaolou, you can agree to any conditions, and you must ask him to come back from Hong Kong City. Jubaolou has been in my hands for so many years, and at the beginning I thought about making persistent efforts to create brilliance, so that Jubaolou is not only the first restaurant in FJ, but also the first restaurant in the south and the first restaurant in the country, and it has become like this. ”

"I can't do it, your dad is also an unangry fool, let alone your second uncle. I have already made a will, and the restaurant must be left to you, and I will give most of the money to your second uncle for the sake of fairness. You are a good boy, but it's a pity that you wasted too much time in the early years, and if you want to revive Jubaolou, you can only rely on Sun Maocai now. ”

"I haven't contacted him for the sake of face over the years, but he is your grandfather's close disciple and your grandfather's godson, he has grown up in the treasure building since he was a child, as long as you sincerely ask him, he will definitely come back. ”

As soon as the words fell, Sun Guanyun began to cough violently, and then began to pant heavily, out of breath, and had difficulty breathing.

"Grandpa, go to bed and lie down, I'll have the doctor come and put you on a ventilator." Sun Jikai said that he was about to push the wheelchair to the side of the bed.

"Don't go!" Sun Guanyun said loudly, grabbing Sun Jikai's hand to push the wheelchair and holding it tightly.

"Don't call the doctor, the scenery is so beautiful tonight, it's not a loss to die now, if I die, I will sit and watch the outside die. Sun Guanyun said stubbornly.

"You have to die when you have to die, you have to accept your fate when you have to accept your fate, there is no point in lying half-dead on the bed and dragging it. ”

"What's the difference between that way of living and dying? I can't speak or move, so it's better to talk like I am now, and look outside. You see, how beautiful and flashing the lights are outside, if only you could see the moon. ”

"Then I'll push you down there to see the moon. Sun Jikai couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes.

"No, I guess I can't see it anymore, what time is it?" asked Sun Guanyun.

Sun Jikai glanced at his watch and choked up: "11:57." ”

Sun Guanyun smiled: "Then I will live a few more minutes and seize the time to say two more words." ”

"Xiao Kai, your cousin is a good boy, but his health is not good, even if your second uncle does something excessive in the future, don't break up with your cousin, you are always brothers. ”

"If your dad asks you what I left for him, tell him to wipe his eyes and don't be a man all day long. ”

"Tell your second uncle, if he still has my dad in his heart, don't do those things that are sorry for me and sorry for your dad. ”

"Tell Sun Changning, I regret it, in fact, it was good to hand over the treasure building to him at the beginning, he went to the genealogy of our Sun family and is also a member of our Sun family, who is it from his own family?"

"I'm just jealous of him, jealous of his talent, jealous to death to use that ridiculous game to play. ”

"Little Kai. Sun Guanyun's breathing was louder than his voice, "What time is it?" ”

"It's past midnight. ”

"Don't be like grandpa and me in the future, when you die, you find that there are a lot of regretful things that you don't have time to remedy. Do what you want to do and live happily. ”

"It would be nice if we could keep the treasure building. ”

"I want to sit and die. ”

"Grandpa. Sun Jikai could feel the tears dripping on the back of his hand, but he couldn't feel the tears slipping down his face.

It was as if his cheeks had lost sensation and were extremely numb.

The sound of breathing stopped.

At 0:07 on March 16, Sun Guanyun died at the age of 75.

Although there are still many regrets, he fulfilled his last wish.

Sitting and dying.