Wild Goose Thirty Eight

The girl looked back and smiled, smiling skillfully, Li Du was petrified instantly, waved his hand subconsciously, hurriedly ran downstairs, ran downstairs, only to see Xiaoshan wearing a long green skirt and a little like a cheongsam, her body was delicate and graceful, unobstructed, Li Du dropped his jaw in shock, and couldn't hide the panic in his heart, only to hear Xiaoshan say, "Vice Captain Li, let's have a supper together, don't mind'.Li Du hurriedly replied, "Where, where, I can't ask for it" The two walked out of Dongwan City without answering.

A large row of food stalls on the side of the street, lively and miscellaneous, guessing the sound of boxing and shouting one after another, the two slowly walked to the end of the street, and saw a hotel facing the street, the door of the hotel is a square, a mobile food truck was parked on the square, Xiaoshan pointed to "that house is very comfortable", Li Du echoed.

The two approached the square, and a girl came out from the side holding a cluster of roses in her hand, and the girl suddenly rushed to them, "Big brother, buy a bouquet of flowers and give it to my sister", Li Du was stunned for a moment, only to see Xiaoshan brushing her hair, it was bright and moving, and hurriedly responded, "Buy, buy", the girl drew a flower and handed it to Zong Ze "Ten yuan a piece". muttered in a low voice, "If you can't afford it, you can't afford it, pretend to be a rich man, learn from a rich person to pick up a girl, you save it", and left after speaking.

After saying a self-deprecating smile, he looked back and looked back at Xiao Shanjing and sat down, Li Du hurriedly followed, and then a waiter came up, the waiter diligently handed over a menu, smiling, Li Du opened the menu, shocked, all the seasonal seafood, fried, boiled, boiled, burned, outrageously expensive, how can it be compared with the food stalls in front, I am afraid that his monthly salary is also in vain. He handed the menu to Xiaoshan.

Xiao Shan raised her eyes and looked at the waiter, her middle finger knocked twice on the dining table, the waiter understood and listened carefully, 'boiled prawns, steamed green dragon, pan-fried silver cod, braised black gold abalone, one each', the waiter took notes and repeated it again.

The two of them pushed the cup and changed the lamp, talking about the past in the countryside, full of interest, but talking about the present and the future suddenly a little strange, the past was very clear, very smart, the past is vivid, and now it seems to have become a walking corpse, invisibly tied by a rope, like a donkey pulling a mill, no freedom, no happiness, only heavy gasps and a blank helplessness. You see a whole new world, and suddenly you fall back into jealousy, resentment, comparison, vanity.

When you realize that you are living in the opposite direction, you want to live a Buddhist life, a little simpler and a little simpler, suddenly you find that you can't go back, every expense of life is essential, the most terrible thing is that you do your best, not only do you not get out of the lowest level but also seem to slide into the abyss of no return, you are not even the bottom, you are abandoned by everyone, everything else is extravagant.

The topic of the two became heavier and heavier, and gradually became a little sleepy, at this time came an old man with a smiling face, he was wearing a fancy shirt, light gray pants, and a pair of running shoes, he said hello to Xiaoshan, and then walked leisurely, Xiaoshan was a little stunned, and couldn't remember where he had seen it for a while, so he simply stopped thinking about it, and beckoned the waiter to pay, the waiter smiled and smiled, with a mysterious face. I've already paid for you'.

The two were very surprised and surprised, and hurriedly glanced in the direction of the Hong Kong businessman, but there was no trace, and the two were a little happy and a little lost.

They left the square, Shi Shiran walked to Xiaoshan's residence, and when they got downstairs, Li Du said goodbye to Xiaoshan, Xiaoshan waved his hand to him, Li Du said, "Next time, it's my turn to appease you", Xiaoshan suddenly froze, stunned for a moment and said, "No, we are not suitable, you will always be my brother".

Li Du was petrified in an instant, and suddenly all his thoughts were gone, he couldn't even believe his ears, he stared at Xiaoshan's resolute back, and looked around blankly, 'I don't want a sister, why do you want to be my sister, why do you want to be my sister, why is this, am I too mature, too stable, I don't want to be a brother', Li Du beat his chest and was heartbroken, he seemed to be unable to lift his heavy steps, he wanted to fall down and never get up.

It was raining in the sky, the street lamps were foggy, the long rain line was thin and long, Li Du looked up to the sky and sighed, and one after another thunderbolts came, reflecting his pale face, Li Du could no longer hide it, and let the rain mixed with tears flow freely.

The wind became more and more violent, the shadows of the trees danced like demons, the neon on the street was bright or dark, and the pedestrians gradually became scarce.

The dawn of dawn is gradually dewed in the east, the cool breeze of Xi Xi makes Li Du tremble, he stroked his wet hair and walked to the dormitory with difficulty, and a person who came over was Zong Ze, he saw Li Du hurriedly running over, "I thought you kid was dead, it's good to be alive", Li Du saw that he was a little moved and a little lost when he saw his happy appearance, "It's good if you die, don't worry so much, you won't be a monk anymore", Zong Ze looked at him in surprise, "You think we are alive, in fact, we are already dead, the living is a money-making puppet, and the soul has long been dead, We may be living in a dream', Li Du was inexplicable, 'Boss, what are you playing, God, please spare me, I'm going to become a monk'.

Zong Ze shook his hand at him, "Brother, don't tease, you are a monk now, you have no money and no surplus wealth, the poor jingle rings, you eat poorly, you wear shabby, like a robe, you have no woman, and no woman takes a fancy to you. Zong Ze nodded, "What you said is also "You lack some compassion, more obsession, reluctant, can't let go, can't think about it, you have less realm, similar but not like".

"In the past two years, you have indeed become merciful, especially after visiting the second high monk with me, but your kindness is a bit overkill, just like Mr. Dongguo and the wolf, and the wicked are like giving a murderer a quick knife, giving a robber a fast horse, just helping to abuse, but also a violation of the kind', Li Du looked at Zong Ze in a daze and was puzzled, 'When the Hanshan Zen Master asked the Zen Master; The world deceives me, scolds me, insults me, slanders me, how should I / find the way 'Bear with him, let him, avoid him, hide from him in a few years and see how he / explains / '

If all the laws are equal, cause and effect are not empty, if everyone treats the wicked and forbears and retreats, blindly conniving without a bottom line, then what is the cause and effect, the wicked will never have retribution, since there is no retribution, who believes in the DharmaI am emptiness, emptiness is color, color is emptiness.

Zong Ze saw that Li Du suddenly brightened, his heart was very relieved, the two walked to the dormitory side by side, and saw Gao Shang beckoning to them from a distance.