"Absolutely not! ”

Shen Jinghan used categorical words to express her attitude, it is impossible for her to allow this, everything else is easy to say, but it is absolutely impossible for Lu Ze to go to filming.

Lu Ze sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, he needed a drama to confirm his conjecture, Shen Jinghan obviously didn't understand the meaning of filming for him now, and it was natural to refuse Lu Ze.

Can he get the drama now? Yes, as long as the high-level of Qianshijia agrees, Lu Ze can go to the drama normally, in the past few months when Lu Ze disappeared, Qianshijia concealed the real reason for Lu Ze's disappearance from the outside world, and lied that Lu Ze suffered from stomach disease and fatty liver because of long-term filming, and needed to recuperate for a period of time.

The real news was completely blocked, so even the people in the circle didn't know about it, Song Qingmin also felt that Lu Ze's illness had a lot to do with the filming of "Big Guy", and he called Lu Ze from time to time, but most of the time it was connected by Wang Zixuan or Shen Jinghan.

As for outsiders and Lu Ze's fans, what they can only do now is to build a blessing building for Lu Ze, hoping that Lu Ze will recover as soon as possible and return to the entertainment industry.

There are a lot of mentally ill and addicts in this circle, who choose to hide their problems and come out to make money for one reason or another.

Party A may know that taking off one eye and closing one eye, after all, there are too many such examples, many addicts are pinched the addiction cycle, and after smoking at home, the addiction is over like a person who has nothing to do, what should I do.

People with psychological problems also take therapeutic drugs, suppress the condition, and force a smile outside until the condition is uncontrollable, and after being completely exposed, they withdraw from the circle.

This is a normal thing, as long as it can create benefits for investors, capital will not care about what is wrong with you, until the last bit of value is squeezed out of you and then discarded aside.

This is a very cold-blooded approach, but it is already commonplace in the entertainment industry, and at that time, it doesn't matter if you become stupid or stupid, or you are caught taking drugs, in the end, as long as the investor does not know, you can get rid of the dirty water on your body.

Now Lu Ze has become one of them, but as long as he can maintain his condition and not delay the shooting, no one will care whether he lives or dies, except for his own people.

"I want to film, so that life can be more interesting, staying at home all day and waiting for death, it's a bit too boring. ”

Extinguishing the cigarette butt, Lu Ze was still thinking about his condition, and after answering Shen Jinghan's words, he didn't say a word, he felt that there was nothing wrong with his conjecture, but he always felt that something was not quite right.

"You're not waiting to die! You're healing, don't you know?"

"It has been cured for more than two months, is it effective?"

"You ......"

Lu Ze choked Shen Jing and couldn't speak, she didn't understand why Lu Ze was so stubborn, yes, it seems that the treatment has no effect at present, but it is much better than working on the verge of a mental breakdown, right?

"Aunt Han, I really think I'm waiting for death now, I have to save myself, right? I want to live, staying in this room really makes me depressed, and I'm afraid that one day I will suddenly be unable to stand it. ”

"Then it's good for you to travel and relax, why do you have to film?"

"Aunt Han, help me ......."

The two looked at each other, Shen Jinghan could see a strong survival ** in Lu Ze's eyes, this kind of look was the most worrying, at least Shen Jinghan didn't know how to refuse Lu Ze.

"I ...... I have to ask for Dr. Lin's opinion, I can't agree with you so blindly, and Lu Ze do you know what the consequences will be if you get sick in the crew?"

"I know, I'm ready for that. ”

He needs to confirm his thoughts, and naturally he has the possibility that his ideas are wrong, and when the time comes, he will naturally be kicked out by the crew, and it is natural that the news will be completely exposed.

Lu Ze just wants to try, now he is waiting for death, if it is confirmed that the conjecture is wrong, he will also die, he will die anyway, and he will not lose if he trys.

"Then I'll go and ask Mr. Hu and Dr. Gao, and if they all agree, I'll help you keep an eye on the new script. ”

"Good. ”

Lu Ze is not worried at all that the company's top management will disagree, after all, Lu Ze is no longer valuable in their eyes, can they still force a psychopath to film?

But now Lu Ze took the initiative to ask to film, that is, to take the initiative to prove that he is still valuable, what do they disagree with? Even if Lu Ze really can't film, he was kicked out by the crew, and the news leaked, resulting in Lu Ze's career as an actor being completely scrapped, isn't that the same as now? The company no longer has to look forward to Lu Ze.

Now Lu Ze is the same as being hidden, but this is Qianshijia's last resort, and it is not in the interests of the company, if Lu Ze can shoot, then let him continue to create benefits for the company.

As for Dr. Lin's side, refractory schizophrenia is already a doomed end in his heart, if he doesn't want to inject a large amount of sedatives to cause addiction and suffer in pain for the rest of his life, then he can only bolt Lu Ze up and let him fend for himself.

Lu Ze asked to film, it would not hurt Lin Yuezhu's interests at all, he was sick and injured halfway, or even killed someone It has nothing to do with Lin Yuezhu, this is only a matter of professional ethics, if this matter is forced by the patient, he will naturally not be able to stop it strongly.

After Shen Jinghan left, he also started to act, in fact, he already had a candidate for the new play, that is, the director who had worked with him and also ascended to the throne of actor with his works, Zhuang Yu.

A long time ago, Zhuang Yu asked Lu Ze if he had any intention of working together again, but at that time, Lu Ze was still filming "The King of Fighters", and he was not sure if there was a schedule.

Later, the filming of "Big Guy" was completed, and Zhuang Yu's new work was officially approved, and he asked Lu Ze again if he had a schedule, but at that time, Lu Ze was very tired from filming, so he clearly refused.

Out of trust in Zhuang Yu, Lu Ze believes that his works will not disappoint him and fans, and there is a high possibility of hitting a score of more than 8.0.

Although he had rejected Zhuang Yu twice before, it was a bit shameless to come back and ask Zhuang Yu if there was a shortage of people, but do you still need to think about the importance of life and face?

made a call to Zhuang Yu, and after two blind tones, Zhuang Yu answered the phone.

"What's going on, Lu'er, how is your health lately?"

This is Lu Ze's friend, this is Lu Ze's connections, and it has nothing to do with Shen Jinghan and Qian Shijia, Lu Ze has been mixed for a few years, and the network he has built up is quite wide, and Zhuang Yu, that is really a good relationship, he cares about Lu Ze's body, which makes Lu Ze very warm, and he is sorry for hiding his illness from Zhuang Yu.

"I'm not bad, I'm recovering well. ”

"Ah, that's good, I went to see you with Guiyuan Demon Capital before, but you didn't answer the phone at that time, and you didn't need to do this for closed treatment, right?

"That...... I want to ask Brother Zhuang if the actor of your new movie has been decided?"

Zhuang Yu was reading a book at home, and when he heard Lu Ze's question, he closed the book instantly, with joy on his face, and he was happy when he pulled off his glasses, he had asked Lu Ze twice before, but Lu Ze didn't agree, and he was also very distressed.

After all, when he cooperated before, Lu Ze, an actor, he used it to be comfortable, and in the second movie, when the image matched Lu Ze, he really didn't bother to think about others, but Lu Ze never agreed, which made him really depressed for a few days.

The new movie has really high requirements for acting skills, and his funds are not very much, the new actor Zhuang Yu can't believe it, the salary of the old actor is too high, and Zhuang Yu, who has watched tens of millions of dollars, has a sore head, and he is afraid that he has shallow qualifications and can't suppress the old actor, if it weren't for Lu Ze's illness, he would like to learn from Uncle Liu Huang, and he plans to look at the thatched house.

"What's the matter, you're suddenly interested in my new play?"

"I'm interested, I've been resting for so long, I really feel uncomfortable not filming, but I'm not sure if I can film now, I'm asking the doctor if I can ....... it"

"I'll wait for you. ”

This sentence made Lu Ze's heart blocked, and he couldn't even hold back his words, he was really moved by Zhuang Yu.

"Good ......"

"Then I'll send the script to your mailbox, take a look, the actress is still Zhenzi, if you can shoot it, give me another call, I'll go to the magic capital to see you, and sign the contract by the way." ”

"Okay, thank you, Brother Zhuang. ”

"It's all brothers, thank you, besides, without you, I don't have the confidence to shoot well, I'm waiting for your news. ”

After hanging up the phone, Lu Ze looked out the window and was stunned, got up and walked into the study, turned on the computer, the script had been sent to his mailbox, just by looking at the name, he knew that this play was still a heavy theme.

"Alive".

Flipping through the script, Lu Ze found that Zhuang Yu was not taking the literary route this time, after all, literary films really can't make money in China, and now Zhuang Yu is also the one who signed the company, so he must consider creating benefits.

This time it was a feature film, Lu Ze sat in front of the computer and watched it for more than two hours, and finally finished reading the script, how to describe this script, Lu Ze thought about it and gave two words.

Despair.

This breath of despair has been permeating since the plot unfolded, and it is getting stronger and stronger, the theme is related to illness, and Lu Ze's experience this month is really deeply touched.

In order to survive, the heroes and heroines in the script can be so crazy that they are chilling and cold to the bones, but in the end they are still desperate and can't see any hope.

After watching this movie, Lu Ze answered a phone call, and Shen Jinghan called, informing Lu Ze that he could film, and Lu Ze was not surprised by this.

Throwing the phone on the table, a sigh came from the room.

“......”8)