I haven't slept for a long time, when I let go of all the mustard and baggage in my heart, the quality of my sleep this night was surprisingly good, and the survival test of thunder and rain became anticlimactic because of Gao Peng's death.

The next day, I slept until mid-morning, woke up and went to the bathroom to take two cold showers, looked at myself in the mirror with a stubble beard, I wanted to laugh and cry, laughing because I was still alive, and crying just felt that it was too difficult to live,

After cleaning up and refreshing, he walked down from the hotel's own restaurant, Bai Xiaoxuan, Liu Zidong, Zhao Jie and Jiang Shuangcai were all refreshed and sat behind the square table to eat breakfast, and after seeing me come down, everyone looked at each other and nodded with a smile, for three months, the four of us eat, drink, Lazar and slept together, plus this week's life and death, a few of us have reached a considerable ink, look at each other, and a casual small action can reveal the meaning of the heart,

Seeing their expressions, I knew that the person who came to pick us up hadn't shown up yet, and I didn't know why I was relieved.

"You said that if No. 3 doesn't come to pick us up, do we have to drive back by ourselves, can the little broken bread run apart," Zhao Jie handed me a hot meat bun and joked,

"What I'm more concerned about is whether the troops know where we are now," Liu Zidong shook his head with a wry smile, whether the three of us have family background or growth experience, we have more or less gone through some things on the scene, Mazi is different, he is a college student who has just come out of school, so when he saw the killing, this guy was so scared that he didn't sleep for several days,

"In your words, we are also high-ranking soldiers, and it took a lot of effort and energy for No. 3 to teach, don't worry, the troops won't give up on us so easily," I shook my head and quipped, thinking back on the experience of a few months is really like a dream,

"Hurry up and eat, let's go back to Shanghai after eating," Jiang Shuangcai, who was sitting next to him at this time, said coldly, when our eyes were all on him, Jiang Shuangcai's originally hippie smiling face instantly became extremely serious, he raised his arm and looked at his wrist: "In five minutes, this survival assessment will be completely over, and I, as the chief examiner, will personally score each of you at that time,"

"Mr. Jiang, this joke is not funny,,, don't tease, I have a bad heart," I shook my head at Jiang Shuangcai while holding my chest,

"My name is Jiang Shuangcai, I am the director of the Garrison Department, the director of the Recruit Teaching Office, this survival assessment is conducted by me on the spot, and I have a clear grasp of your every move in the assessment this time," Jiang Shuangcai's face was rigorous, a pair of tiger eyes swept away the previous laziness and godlessness, and the side was aggressive.

"," the four of us looked at Jiang Shuangcai in unison, trying in every possible way to find out where the military's monitor was, but I didn't expect a pair of living eyes to be around us, and for a moment I didn't know what expression to make,

"That,,, you know about the things in the public house,,, you ,,, know," I swallowed, asking the question I was most concerned about,

"This is a military secret, your squad leader will tell you in a week, the final assessment results," Jiang Shuangcai glanced at a few of us with a majestic face, and finally put his eyes on me, and said with a straight face: "Don't worry, the army is a well-disciplined place, I will not slander you for anyone, and I will not say a good word for you, which is right and which is not everyone is clear in your heart, thank you very much for the care of you young men this week, I will replace the wine with soy milk, and I will do it first as a respect,"

When I heard him say that he would report this matter fairly, there was only one voice in my heart, "It's over," you must know that when Gao Peng was killed, Gao Peng's voice shouted extremely loudly, saying that he was from the Jiangsu Military Region, but I still didn't hesitate to do it, and the other three people were also like ashes, drooping their heads and no longer talking,

After breakfast, Jiang Shuangcai asked me to get off the highway and drive the car to the armed forces department in an urban area in Hebei Province, saying that it was to contact the plane back.

At noon, we stepped on the plane back to Shanghai, it was the first time to fly so big, not afraid of jokes, even how to fasten the seat belt was helped by the flight attendant, when I just took off, there was a little shock, I felt chest tightness and weakness,

When I officially flew up, looking at the clouds outside the window, I vomited directly for more than two hours, and when I got off the plane, my legs were weak, and I could hardly exert any strength on my body.

Back at the airport, it was No. 3 who drove to pick up the plane, and Jiang Shuangcai was taken away by several other senior officers, on the way back, No. 3 said nothing with a gloomy face, threw a few blindfolds to us and said coldly: "You guys are really good, Lao Tzu has been a soldier for so long, and has experienced at least ten years of survival assessment, and it is the first time I have met a talent like you,"

"Squad leader, you know everything this time," I asked weakly,

"Almost," Three snorted angrily,

"Then what will I do, will anyone else be implicated," I then asked,

"How do I know, after so many survival assessments, the first time I have encountered such a strange person as you, I don't know whether to praise your quick thinking, or should I say that you are appalling, I can't describe the actions of a few of you in words," No. 3 slapped the steering wheel and scolded,

"Actually, this has nothing to do with other brothers, I broke into the disaster, and if you want to kill me, you can just come at me alone," I hurriedly explained,

"Don't talk nonsense, the disaster is everyone's together, we are willing to fight and kill and we will suffer together," Bai Xiaoxuan tugged my arm,

"That's it, that's it, the big deal is to expel me from the army and drive me home, it's okay Brother Kang, let's bear it together," Zhao Jie also hurriedly raised his hand in response,

"You're quite righteous, don't you think that if you say that, other people will be able to escape, you are a group of people, honor must be shared together, shame must be borne together, don't talk nonsense with me now, put on blindfolds, don't say a word to me, shut up," Number Three almost yelled,

Thinking about it, too, when such a thing happens, he, as a squad leader, or an instructor, is estimated to be unable to escape the blame, thinking of this, I muttered "I'm sorry," and then put on a blindfold and stopped talking.

More than an hour later, the jeep stopped, a few of us took off our blindfolds, drooped our heads and walked out of the car, and there were a few tall picket soldiers standing underneath.

"What do you mean, where are you going to take us?" I asked hurriedly, struggling.

"Explain what happened this time," one of the pickets said coldly.

In the end, the four of us were separated and dragged into the confinement room behind the canteen, there is a confinement building behind the canteen, I heard some veterans say when eating in the canteen before, in our army there is a saying "I'd rather die than enter the confinement room", you can imagine the horror inside,

Bai Sensen's walls were written with a few big words "self-esteem, self-reflection, self-encouragement", next to it were small rooms like cages, after pushing me into a room, the two pickets walked away, this place felt eerie, I could vaguely see scratches on the walls that were outlined by something, and I didn't know until a long time that they were carved out of fingernails,

The so-called confinement room is a small hut like a detention center, with a sloping roof, and people can't stand up straight when they stand in it, they need to bend down slightly, and the more they go inside, the more inclined they are.

"It's over, you don't need to be judged, just shut me down," I sat cross-legged on the ground, a little wry smile, it seems that this time to do Gao Peng's thing is indeed a bit big, but I don't regret it, Gao Peng must die, if he mixes up in the army, then the unlucky ones will be my relatives, for my brothers and women to survive better, even if I start over, I will still do this,

After thinking about it for more than ten minutes, a tall figure walked to the door of the confinement room, and asked through the iron fence at the window: "Say, tell me honestly," This person is the "chimpanzee" that we ordered to torture us on the first day we arrived in the army.