192 Mommy may have amnesia

In the evening, Steve and Lisa take care of Xiao Qi, while Xia Nian goes to Ken's hospital to help.

Busy until more than nine o'clock in the evening, Ken finished the day's work, washed his hands, changed clothes, Ken pulled Xia Nian to his room, made Xia Nian a glass of hot milk, and put his latest dessert baked for Xia Nian in front of Xia Nian.

Xia Nian looked at all that Ken had done for her, and she didn't know how to refuse at all, only eating it all might be the best reward for Ken.

After eating dessert and drinking all the milk, Xia Nian looked at Ken, who had been looking at him, and said with gratitude in his eyes, "Ken, you don't need to prepare these for me in the future, really." ”

Ken looked at Xia Nian and smiled heartily, "You look much better this time, and you're not so thin." ”

Xia Nian looked at Ken's hearty smile, a little helpless, "Ken, you are so busy every day, you really don't need to waste any more time for me." ”

Ken came to Xia Nian, his blue and deep eyes were full of affection, "Smile, I don't think it's a waste to spend time on you, for me, it's a kind of happiness, a greater joy than treating patients." ”

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Ken looked down at Xia Nian and cupped her face, "Smile, be my girlfriend, okay?, you are really the most special woman I have ever met, I can't help but fall in love with you." ”

Xia Nian smiled, didn't dodge, met Ken's gaze, and said, "Ken, you know that I am an amnesiac woman, and I have children, so it is very likely that I am married and someone else's wife, if one day my husband finds me, or I regain my memory, then the only one who will be hurt may be you." ”

Ken continued to look at Xia Nian, holding her face, "So, it's not that you don't like me, but you're just worried that you will leave me one day?"

Xia Nian smiled again, an excellent and kind man like Ken, there should be no woman who doesn't like it, she too, she also likes Ken, but this kind of liking is just like friends and relatives, her heart seems to have been filled with some people or things she no longer remembers the moment she woke up, and she can't tolerate other men, even if this person is Ken, in her heart, there has never been a trace of throbbing.

"Yes, I like you very much, I hope you are always happy, I hope you never be sad, so, we are friends just like we are now, can we?"

"Even if you are really married and are already someone else's wife, but if your husband can't find you for the rest of his life, or you can't recover his memory for the rest of your life, then what are you going to do?"

"I've got Kim, I've got you friends, and I'm going to be happy forever, but I don't want you to get hurt because of me. ”

"Smile, is this really your decision?

Looking at Ken, Xia Nian nodded, "Yes, you deserve a better woman than me, and I will be your friend, forever friend bless you." ”

"Okay, smile, I won't force you, but if you're willing to be my girlfriend someday, please let me know. ”

Xia Nian smiled brightly and nodded, "Okay, I will." ”

......

When Ken sent Xia Nian back to school, Xiao Qi had already fallen asleep, Lisa watched Xia Nian come back, and sent the sleeping Zhengxiang little guy to Xia Nian's arms, even the sleeping little guy seemed to know that he was lying in Xia Nian's arms now, the corners of his mouth turned upward, and he moved in Xia Nian's arms to find a comfortable position, and continued to sleep beautifully.

Xia Nian carried Xiao Qi back to his room, put Xiao Qi on his own small bed and was about to leave, but Xiao Qi's little paws grabbed Xia Nian's clothes tightly and refused to let go.

Xia Nian looked at the little guy in his arms, shook his head and smiled.

Leaning over and bowing his head, Xia Nian kissed the little guy on the left cheek, and then kissed him on the right cheek, and then the little guy let go of his little paws.

Xia Nian stroked the child's hair with a happy smile, "Sleep, baby, Mommy will always be with you." ”

Sleep, baby, Mommy will always be with you.

This sentence, Xia Nian suddenly felt so familiar and familiar, as if he had said it to another person many times before.

Could it be that she has another child?

Thinking of the two Europeans she met in the mall today, Xia Nian's brows frowned slightly, what was she like before she lost her memory? Was she married, did she have a husband? If so, what kind of person was her husband? Does her husband love her? When she is gone, will her husband be sad and sad? Will he look for her?

Inexplicably, Xia Nian's breathing stagnated, and a faint pain began to spread in his heart.

Frowning, Xia Nian glanced at the little guy sleeping on the small bed, put away her thoughts, she didn't want to, everything she guessed was uncertain, now she is living a very good and fulfilling life, she doesn't want her past to be so beautiful, or suddenly an absolutely perfect man appears in front of her eyes to be her husband, she just needs to live like this, safe and happy.

Time is said to be fast, slow is very slow, after another three hundred and sixty-five days and nights, Xiao Zimo ushered in her ninth birthday.

Nine-year-old Zimo is no longer a carefree child, her eyes have melancholy and vicissitudes that adults can't understand, as well as deep pain and longing.

Nine years old, out of nine years, she spent seven years alone with her mommy, one and a half years with her daddy, and only half a year with daddy and mommy.

Before, she didn't know that she had a daddy, so she was very happy with Mommy alone, and later, she knew that she had a daddy, and it was such a rich, handsome and cool daddy, she was even happier and happier, but since her mommy disappeared, although her daddy held her as a baby in the palm of her hand every day, and was the princess that everyone envied, she had never been happy for a day, not even for a moment.

Although today is her birthday, during the day, her father asked her classmates and teachers at school to help her celebrate her birthday, and in the evening, her father held a gorgeous birthday party for her, but she was still not happy at all.

Mo Xize looked at the tears that flowed silently from the boy's eyes, his heart was already numb with pain, and he didn't feel it, but the tears in his eyes were telling him that his heart was very painful, very painful, and his whole person was very uncomfortable.

He hated himself for a while, why would he be Mo Yuanqing's son, if it weren't for Mo Yuanqing, he and Xia Nian wouldn't have been forced to separate again and again.

There was a time when he hated himself, why couldn't he be a little stronger, as long as he gave an order, he could turn the entire earth over, no matter where Xia Nian was on the earth, he could find her without much effort.

Heartache hugged the boy Zimo into his arms, and Mo Xize's choking sound stopped in his throat, because he couldn't let Zimo see his fragile appearance.

"Daddy, I miss Mommy so much, when will Mommy come back?"

"I know, Daddy knows. ”

Mo Xize didn't know how to answer Zimo at all, because he had promised Zimo a thousand times and ten thousand times that he would definitely find Xia Nian, but a month had passed, ten months had passed, and eighteen months had passed, but he still had no news about Xia Nian.

Who can tell him where Xia Nian is?

As long as someone is willing to tell him that he is willing to give everything he has, he only wants Xia Nian, as long as their family can be happily together.

"We've gone to Europe, we've gone to North America, we've gone to so many cities to hold concerts, and so many media have told Mommy that we're looking for her, and we miss her so much, but why doesn't Mommy still refuse to come back, doesn't Mommy really want me?"

"No, no, your mommy loves you so much, how could she not want you, your mommy must still have something to do alone, and she doesn't want to go home for the time being, so she will avoid us, and when she finishes what she wants to do, she will come back." ”

Of course, Zimo knew that Mo Xize's words were just comforting her, but she couldn't help but want to ask every time, because she really wanted to know, why Xia Nian was willing to leave her and her father for so long and not go home, or even give them no news at all, did she forget them all?

Yes, forgot, her mommy had forgotten about them all.

"Daddy, will Mommy fall off the cliff and forget about us, so she doesn't come back and doesn't contact us. Zimo suddenly realized this, raised his head and asked Mo Xize.

Forgot?!

Amnesia?!

That's right, Xia Nian probably lost her memory and forgot them all, that's why she didn't come back for so long and didn't contact them.

"Yes, baby, your mommy probably has amnesia, so she forgot about us, so she didn't know she was coming back. Mo Xize's heart seemed to be suddenly lit by a bright lamp, and he saw hope again, "Yes, amnesia, your mommy must have lost her memory." ”

"Well, Mommy has amnesia, Mommy must not remember us. Zimo also began to get excited, and asked with hope in his eyes, "Daddy, Mommy has amnesia, so how are we going to find Mommy?"

"Photos, we publish photos, we publish photos to media networks so we can find your mommy. Moxize began to feel a trace of irrepressible excitement.

"Well, Mommy will definitely contact us when she sees her picture and sees someone looking for her. ”

"yes, we'll find your mommy soon. ”

"Well, soon. ”

Xia Nian, if you have amnesia, if you don't know the way home, then, don't be afraid, wait for me, wait for me, wait for me to find you, I will definitely find you.