For example, people know that they are warm and cold when they drink water, no matter what position they are in, they are not as free as they imagined.

The world is not fair, but it is also fair.

From a mountain man to his current position, in addition to a higher status and more wealth, what he has endured is far beyond the comprehension of ordinary people.

The entanglement of love, the test of friendship, and the confusion of human nature are not all things that everyone can deal with calmly.

The so-called return to the basics, the so-called meditation and contemplation, is easier said than done.

No one can do whatever they want, the so-called rush to the crown, the so-called hero, ordinary people only see his heroic appearance, who can understand his inner entanglement.

Lu Shanmin once thought that with a pair of fists, if it was not enough, add a big black head, add Xiao Nizi, and even add Hai Dongqing, a decisive killing, blindly rampage, laughing proud of the rivers and lakes, laughing and drinking blood.

But reality is often not sexual immorality, and you are often not allowed to do whatever you want.

No one can be desperate unless the person has no feelings, no one who cares, or is selfish enough to be desperate.

If it is really like what you have imagined, you can do whatever you want, it can only prove one thing, the protagonist is a selfish person, and the person who writes is also a selfish person, at least, an irresponsible person. In reality, how can there be so many smiles and hatreds.

Zuoqiu didn't want to write like that, and Lu Shanmin really couldn't do that.

Lu Shanmin is not a pedantic person, there is no tendon to drill the tip of the horns, as Hai Dongqing said, the matter has come to this, and it can only be carried out according to the plan. There is no need to repeat the entanglement of heart and soul in this, from beginning to end, he is not a hero, not even a powerful man.

Ten thousand laws change, do not move the heart of the child, not so much his grandfather's requirements for him, but his self-reflection and self-sublimation along the way, today, he can understand himself more clearly, understand the world, as for right or wrong, he doesn't care too much, he is him, he is the same as all living beings, and he is different from all living beings.

It is very important to find a shadow to avenge his parents, but Ye Zixuan's life safety is equally important, not that he ignores the overall situation for a woman, but in his opinion, these are two different things, and it is Nalan Zijian's style to do whatever it takes to achieve the goal, it has never been his way, maybe he was also confused once, but now, he can tell it more clearly. So he couldn't agree to Nalan Zijian's request, and he didn't evacuate the big black head. If he had to exchange Ye Zixuan's life for the appearance of the shadow, he would rather not take revenge.

He even wanted to return to Mazui Village more than once, but he couldn't go back for a long time.

Lu Shanmin gradually adjusted his mentality, since he couldn't do anything now, and he didn't even have the ability to protect himself, he simply stayed in the nursing home to recuperate.

The so-called breakthrough of the limit must first bear the pressure of the limit.

Martial arts climbing, swimming against the current. The closer you get to death, the closer you get to the limit.

The higher you go, the more difficult it is to break through, and every inch you make requires an opportunity for life and death tests. If you get through it, you may go to the next level, and if you can't get through it, you will die.

This is true not only for martial arts, but for everything in the world.

Needless to say than Hai Dongqing, Lu Shanmin also understands what a rare opportunity to fight to the death with Xue Meng.

At the moment of life and death, whether it is physical or spiritual realization, there is a great gain. The opportunity exchanged for life and death cannot be wasted. Only if you are strong enough can you protect the people you want to protect.

Practicing Tai Chi for 20 years, from the beginning of a breath, to a trickle, to the river rushing, now, he has experienced the vastness of the sea, although he has not yet broken through that level, but the feeling of mystery and mystery is becoming clearer and clearer, and now what he needs most is to calm down and grasp that feeling, master that feeling.

Hai Dongqing has always been by Lu Shanmin's side, although this is a secret hiding place, only a few people know that they are here, but with the development of the situation, not only is things not clear, but the fog is getting thicker and thicker, and it is not allowed to be taken lightly.

In the past, in addition to martial arts and revenge, what she thought about the most was to give Haidong a stable and happy life, but gradually, she found that she had not done anything, Haidonglai's life did not go according to her expectations, and revenge was not avenged, and the things she had been pursuing and protecting seemed to backfire. I don't know when it started, but gradually I began to care about other people, although I don't want to admit it, but I can feel the change in mood, which is sometimes very good, but at the same time, it also makes her feel very uncomfortable, and even blames herself, blaming herself for becoming selfish.

Sheng Tian said that the two of them are very similar, she has always been dismissive, but gradually found that the two people began to move closer to the middle from different extremes, from selfish to selfless, from selfless to selfish, getting closer and closer, involuntarily.

She couldn't help but think of a sentence that Dao Yi said at the beginning, "Taoism is naturally the nature of the human heart, and the nature of the human heart, the most commendable thing is to return to the basics, and after deeply experiencing the taste of life, transcending nature is the real nature."

The qi in Lu Shanmin's body was surging majestically, and Hai Dongqing seemed to feel an ethereal understanding.

Going against the current, whether it is an external or an internal family, whether it is self-cultivation or self-cultivation, the least is nothing more than the word sharpening.

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The door of the small hotel opened, "Get out!" With a curse, a figure was kicked out of it and fell to the ground.

The people inside didn't seem to be angry, and rushed out and kicked it violently, "Dog's day, I didn't pretend to be rich for the second generation."

The man on the ground held his head, curled up in a ball, and let it go

The other party beats and scolds, does not fight back and does not fight back.

It wasn't until the other party scolded that he was tired and spit out a mouthful of saliva and left, that he stumbled up.

The man was unkempt, his face was blue and purple, his eyes were dull, and his face was as if he were ashes.

Stumbling out a few steps, he saw half a cigarette butt on the ground, and his dim eyes burst into a faint light.

Picked up the cigarette butt and wiped the cigarette holder, sat on the steps on the side of the road, took out the lighter from his pocket and lit it, took a deep breath, and slowly spit it out, with a little more look on his face.

was expelled from Nalan's family, deprived of all property, even his surname, and hid his courage for so many years, but in the end it was still like this.

Looking back on this short period of one year, from the second son of the Nalan family who no one cared about to suddenly becoming the heir, becoming the chairman of the Xinghui Group, becoming the head of the Nalan family, and then falling to the point where it is now, it is like a world away. The so-called changes in the world are nothing more than that.

A man with a disc hat walked over slowly, sat down beside him, reached out and took the cigarette from Nalan Ziran's mouth, took out another cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth, and lit it for him.

"Although I was deprived of everything, I didn't fall to this point, so why bother to abuse myself."

"You're here to see my jokes."

Zuoqiu shook his head, "There are some things I have wanted to say to you for a long time, but I know that there are many things that I don't experience personally, and no matter how good the truth is, it is useless." ”

Nalan Ziran smiled, "It's really funny, so many relatives of the Nalan family, now seeing me is like hiding from the plague god, you, the traitor who betrayed me, are willing to sit down and reason with me, this world is really interesting."

Zuoqiu lit a cigarette for himself and said lightly: "Do you know why I am willing to help Lu Shanmin?"

"He is a very ordinary person, he has no ambitions, no dreams, his eyes can only see a few meters away, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a mouse. But he is also an ordinary person, coming from Minsheng West Road, walking on thin ice step by step, almost losing his life countless times, but after each blow, he can always become stronger. Whether he is bitter or not along the way, many people will feel bitter, but he himself does not feel bitter, you say it's not strange."

"He never looked down on himself, he didn't look up to himself, he never looked down on others, and he never looked down on others. ”

The cigarette in Nalan Ziran's mouth shook slightly, "What do you want to say?"

Zuoqiu took a deep puff of cigarette, "You have always felt that you are very capable, you feel that you have been treated unfairly, and you have taken obscurity and forbearance as a salary to taste courage." "Do you know what I think?" Zuoqiu smiled, "just moaning without illness."

"You always think that you are the most miserable person, but you don't know that there is no most bitter in this world, only more bitter, just like you now, when have you ever thought that there are such hard days in life."

"Don't you just want to say that I'm far worse than Lu Shanmin, Zuoqiu, it's interesting to humiliate a person who is not even as good as a beggar."

Zuoqiu smiled, "Do you think I'm that boring?"

"You're not only boring, you're shameless".

"The heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically. Zuoqiu looked at Nalan Ziran and sighed, "Look at your current appearance, it's so perfect."

Nalan Ziran glared at Zuoqiu fiercely, "I'm already like this, you still don't let me go, Zuoqiu, you are even more vicious than Nalan Zijian."

Zuoqiu smiled, "Your current appearance is really worthy of the four words "lying salary and rewarding courage."

Nalan Ziran stared at Zuoqiu coldly, "You lied to me once, and you want to come a second time, Zuoqiu, in your eyes, am I really that stupid"!

Zuoqiu pointed to the glass door behind him, "See for yourself, can I get a dime out of you?"

Zuoqiu glanced at Nalan Zijian, and said lightly: "A cup, empty the sewage inside, only then can you have a chance to refill with clean water, you are like an empty cup now, it depends on whether you are willing to refill it with fresh water."

Nalan Ziran looked at Zuoqiu in a daze, the hatred in his eyes gradually disappeared, and a raging desire slowly rose.

"Do I really have a chance to win"?

Zuoqiu stretched out his hands, "You have nothing, you don't even have dignity, does it matter if you win or lose, what if you lose, what can you lose."

"Why are you helping me"?

Zuoqiu thought about it and said lightly: "I said that I felt guilty about you and wanted to make up for it, do you believe it?"

"I don't believe in my parents, my parents, all the gods and Buddhas, I don't believe in anyone." "I don't know what else I can use, but I know that you must be using me."

Zuoqiu smiled bitterly, and after a while, he said lightly: "It's good to know." After speaking, he got up and patted his buttocks, "If you suffer hard, you will be a master, this time, I hope you will not let me down."

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At the capital airport, Nalan Ziying only had a simple suitcase, Nalan Zijian didn't let him stay at Nalan House for one more day, and Nalan Zhenshan's head was swept out of the house as soon as it was full.

Sitting in the waiting room in a daze, it seemed that all the strength of the body had been drained.

was originally the most powerful heir of the Nalan family, but now he has been reduced to a lost dog, a city where he once scolded Fang Xuan, and now he doesn't even have a place to stand.

"It's not a good thing for this gentleman to be depressed at a young age."

Nalan Ziying didn't even have the mind to turn her head to look at the person who spoke, she lowered her head and was silent.

"There is no hurdle in the world that cannot be crossed, as long as people are alive, there is a chance to turn over."

Nalan Ziying's brows furrowed slightly

, the person who spoke obviously had something in the words.

Looking up at the person who spoke, it was a middle-aged man in his fifties, looking at him with a smile.

"Do I know you"?

The man shook his head, "But I know you, the eldest son of the Nalan family, and you can be regarded as a man of the year in the capital."

Nalan Ziying smiled self-deprecatingly, "That was once, and I'm nothing now."

"Nalan Gongzi has changed, I remember the last time at a dance, he was high-spirited and pointed out the country, and I still remember it vividly."

Nalan Ziying recalled carefully, and she had no impression of the person in front of her at all.

The middle-aged man said lightly: "My identity, I can only wait and see the demeanor of Nalan Gongzi from afar, you don't remember that I am normal."

"As I said earlier, I'm not a Nalan boy now."

The man smiled, "Temporary success or failure is not enough to be a hero, Nalan Gongzi doesn't have to be so decadent."

Nalan Ziying smiled bitterly, "What else can I do, it's good to leave this cheap life, what else can I do."

"Hey", the man sighed, "I thought that Nalan Gongzi was the dragon and phoenix among people, but I didn't expect to give up on myself when I encountered a little setback, it's really disappointing."

Nalan Ziying looked at the man with a sigh on his face in a daze, "Who are you?"

"I, a person who can't be smaller, just feel sorry for you."

The decadence on Nalan Ziying's face gradually dissipated, and he asked tentatively: "The dragon and phoenix among people are still ants on the ground, and I am also fatal, I used to be too naïve, I missed too many opportunities, although I am a dragon and phoenix, I don't fly high, although I am an ant now, but the backbone of my Nalan family is still there, and there is a tiger living in my heart."

The man half-squinted at Nalan Ziying, and after a while, he showed an appreciative smile.

"Looks like he's not looking at the wrong person"?

"Who is he?"

"You don't need to know, I'm just going to ask you one question now, would you like to gamble again."

"I don't have a gambling book".

"I have".

Nalan Ziying grinned and showed a smile, and her eyes began to be bloodshot, "It's a big deal, it's a bad life, you're not afraid of losing, what do I have to be afraid of."

The man stared at Nalan Ziying's eyes in a daze, "You have to think about it, this is a road of no return, from now on you are no longer you, and your life is no longer your life."

"I was on a road of no return".

The man laughed and pointed to a student-looking girl not far away, "I slapped her to death with one palm."

Nalan Ziying just glanced at the girl lightly, laughed, got up and walked over, raised her hand and patted it without hesitation.

At the moment when the palm of his hand was about to touch the girl's head, the man grabbed his hand and smiled, "Killing people is to be shot, you really shoot."

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Qinghua University, Ye Zixuan stood on tiptoe to look up at the Huang Jiujin, raised her hand above her head and gestured, her eyes were bulging, and she sighed.

"Wow, you're so tall".

Xiao Nizi held Ye Zixuan's arm, "Sister Zixuan, his name is Da Heitou, and he is the most manly man in Mazui Village."

Ye Zixuan blinked, "You are in the same place as Lu Shanmin"?

Huang Jiujin nodded and said with a smile: "We grew up together."

"Is there a wild boar in your hometown"?

Ye Zixuan looked expectant, not looking like a teacher at all, but like a curious little girl.

Huang Jiujin nodded, "Yes."

Ye Zixuan clenched her little fists excitedly, "Lu Shanmin, that guy really didn't lie to me", and said with some resentment: "But I said that I would catch a wild boar for me as a pet, but I haven't done it yet."

Huang Jiujin looked at Xiao Nizi with inquiring eyes, he didn't know Ye Zixuan before, but when he really came into contact with it, he was still a little surprised, and he always felt that there was something wrong with this girl's head.

Xiao Nizi grinned and said to Ye Zixuan: "The wild boar stinks, next time I go back to my hometown, we will catch the bear blind man as a pet for you."

Ye Zixuan was so happy that her eyebrows fluttered, "Really, this can also be"?

"Hehe, of course you can, when the time comes, let the big black head beat the bear blind man violently, and after subduing it, it will be more well-behaved than the kitten."

Huang Jiujin sighed, sandwiched between the two innocent girls, felt uncomfortable, and looked elsewhere on campus, coming and going were ordinary students, and did not smell the slightest danger.

Protecting Ye Zixuan is much more difficult than protecting Lu Shanmin, Lu Shanmin has enough self-protection ability, even if he is in a desperate situation, he can delay for a while, ordinary people like Ye Zixuan are more troublesome, although he can keenly smell the breath of danger, but how many people can threaten him, I am afraid that if he is not careful, an ordinary person will kill Ye Zixuan, and he can't prevent it, this is what he is most worried about.

Ye Zixuan noticed that Huang Jiujin's gaze swept around, and asked with a smile: "Do you have a student girl you like, I can match you."

Huang Jiujin frowned slightly, and he couldn't understand why Lu Shanmin had such a deep affection for such a girl, this girl's head was obviously a little abnormal.

Seeing that Huang Jiujin didn't answer, Ye Zixuan shook her head insightfully, "You and Lu Shanmin are still the truth", and smiled as she spoke, "But you are not as handsome as him."

Xiao Nizi thought so, "I think so too."