Chapter 44: She's Changed, He Hasn't
Lin Ya didn't expect Ji Jinghuai to really get together with Si Qing, even when she saw the photo, she still didn't believe it.
Is he taking advantage of her illness to kill her?
She felt that she had a little difficulty breathing, holding the mobile phone in her hand, her fingertips slightly white, "Where is Ji Jinghuai?"
"Jing Huai is not here now, or will you fight again later?"
"Let me ask you, where is he now? Si Qing, you should know my temper. ”
Si Qing was angry when she heard her tone, remembering that she was still arrogant before, and asked her to use money to buy her, she felt very happy in her heart.
She said coldly, "If you can find us, it's your ability." ”
With that, she hung up the phone.
Lin Ya looked at her phone, trying to resist the urge to drop it.
She took a deep breath and exhaled, calming her restless emotions, Ji Jinghuai's betrayal made her feel like she was being slapped on the head.
How dare he do this to her?
Even if the two of them broke up, she didn't want it, why did he get involved with other women without her consent?
She was a little irritable, took out the cigarette from her bag, put it in her mouth, took out the lighter, the flames flickered, the smoke rose, she took a deep breath, and exhaled the smoke.
If she caught them this time, she would have to skin them.
……
Ji Jinghuai came back from the bathroom, Si Qing smiled and pulled him to his side, "Jinghuai, sit here." ”
He shook off her hand indifferently, "Stay away from me." ”
"Hehe, okay. ”
Si Qing obediently stayed away from him, she looked at Ji Jinghuai's cold face, and was unwilling, "Why have you been sullen recently?"
"Don't you know what you know?"
"How can I know if you don't tell me?"
Ji Jinghuai had a cigarette in his mouth, didn't want to pay attention to her, picked up the playing cards on the table and played with others.
"Come, go on. He played cards with the people around him with a big grin, leaving Si Qing aside.
Gu Yuchen, who was next to him, leaned into Ji Jinghuai's ear and whispered to him: "Brother Huai, that woman moved your mobile phone just now." ”
Ji Jinghuai took the mobile phone and looked at it, turned his head and looked at Si Qing again, his eyes were a little cold, and Si Qing couldn't help but shiver.
"You moved my phone?"
"I didn't. ”
"Sophistry?"
Si Qing didn't start and didn't speak, Ji Jinghuai opened his phone and looked at it, but he didn't see anything abnormal.
"You deleted the call log?"
"It's just a scam call. ”
"Since it's a scam call, why delete the record?"
Si Qing was speechless, a little annoyed and angry, stared at him for a long time, turned his head and said angrily: "Anyway, you don't believe what I say." ”
Ji Jinghuai threw his phone aside, not wanting to talk so much nonsense with her.
Time passed little by little, and the door of the private room was suddenly pushed open.
Everyone in the audience looked at the door, and Lin Ya walked in from the outside with her bag, looking very cold, without a trace of expression on her face.
Her gaze wandered in the private room, and finally fell on Ji Jinghuai's face.
With a sneer, she walked to Ji Jinghuai's side and dragged Si Qing, who was sitting next to Ji Jinghuai, from the sofa.
Si Qing looked at her with a surprised expression, she actually found this place.
How terrible this woman is.
"I said I hadn't seen me for a few days, but I was here. ”
"Didn't you say you didn't have to go to see you these days?" Ji Jinghuai was serious.
"If you listen to what I say, then why are you still involved with Si Qing?"
Lin Ya held her head high, with unprecedented arrogance on her face, her eyes stared straight at Ji Jinghuai, Ji Jinghuai saw her look like a teacher asking guilt, and sneered, "Why are you so serious?"
"I have no room for sand in my eyes. ”
Lin Ya said very seriously, her eyes glanced at Si Qing, and added, "No one can take anything away from me, including men. ”
Si Qing stared at her angrily, she couldn't help but look down on people too much.
"What do you mean by that?"
"If you want to rob me of a man, it's up to you?"
"You ......"
Lin Ya reached out and touched her chin, and said with a smile: "Also, some people like to dream about the impossible. ”
"Jing Huai, he doesn't love you at all, why do you keep pestering him?" Si Qing's tone and eyes were extremely serious.
Lin Ya smiled, "What do you love or not? I don't love either." ”
"You don't love him, and you're still tied to him?"
Si Qing seemed puzzled.
Lin Ya turned her head to look at Ji Jinghuai, her eyes burned, and she asked with a smile, "I tied you up?"
"Nope. ”
Oh, dog man.
It's really a matter of seeing people talking about people, and talking nonsense when you see ghosts.
Isn't it very capable?
Lin Ya snorted coldly, turned around and walked out.
"Come out with me. ”
Ji Jinghuai followed her out, and Si Qing hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab him, "Jinghuai, you forgot, we ......"
"You go back first. ”
They?
Lin Ya felt angry just thinking about what agreement they had reached.
"You've been having a good time these days, huh?"
There weren't many people at the door, Lin Ya stopped, took out a stack of photos from her bag, turned her head and slammed it on Ji Jinghuai's face.
Ji Jinghuai subconsciously closed his eyes, then opened his eyes, bent down and picked up the photo on the ground.
It's a photo of him and Si Qing.
"The angle of this photo is very good. ”
"So it's true. ”
"Yes. ”
Lin Ya felt as if the air around her had been suddenly drained away, she looked at Ji Jinghuai, who was a little indifferent in front of her, and felt cold, and she didn't understand why.
It's just a few days.
She pretended to be calm, "So you don't need me now, do you?"
Ji Jinghuai didn't speak, his expression was very serious.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Ya seemed to understand something, she sneered, "Since that's the case, then you can get out, I don't have to be entangled with a man like you." ”
With that, she turned to leave.
Ji Jinghuai's cold voice came from behind him, "Lin Ya, your reaction is too intense. ”
She paused, "What do you mean?"
"I'm just playing with other women, you can't stand it?"
She turned her head to look at him, against the light, she couldn't see Ji Jinghuai's face clearly, but she had a gut feeling that Ji Jinghuai was mocking her.
She didn't speak, just kept her eyes on him, without blinking.
"You're in love with me. ”
He's so confident.
Lin Ya was silent.
In the past, she would just go back, but today she didn't know how to answer anyway.
"You see, you told me not to fall in love with you, you yourself fell in love with me. ”
He also repeated a few words.
Lin Ya sneered and mocked, "What you think is quite beautiful." ”
"Why else would you be angry?"
"I'm angry because my stuff has been touched by someone I hate, and I don't like it. ”
"If you don't like it, why do you care if you've been touched?"
Too lazy to talk nonsense with him anymore, Lin Ya took out a card from her bag and threw it on Ji Jinghuai, her eyes were cold and terrifying, "From now on, the two of us will be strangers, how do you love it, and you can be with whoever you like." ”
Ji Jinghuai looked at her, the corners of his mouth curled, "Really, even if I am with Si Qing, can you accept it?"
"You are with Zhu Bajie, I can accept it. ”
After Lin Ya finished speaking, she turned around and left, Ji Jinghuai picked up the bank card from the ground, and watched her car disappear in front of her eyes, her eyes were bottomless.
……
Lin Ya seemed to be walking very chicly, but after getting into the car, she felt uncomfortable.
Isn't he just a man?
A younger brother, what's so great? She tried to tell herself, don't care.
She slammed on the brakes, the car stopped, she picked up her phone, flipped through the photos she had carefully saved, and pressed the delete button.
What made her feel terrible was that she had obviously thrown off a little white face, but she had a feeling of falling out of love.
Why? She should obviously be the one who holds the initiative, why is she the one who is sad now? Shouldn't it be that Ji Jinghuai is sad that there will be no one to support her in the future?
She really wanted to slap herself hard, and she didn't know what was wrong with the string in her head.
The mobile phone rang, she opened the message and looked at it, it was Lin Guosheng who sent her a message, telling her the address and time of tomorrow's blind date.
The corners of her mouth twitched, she wanted to have a figure, she wanted to be beautiful, she wanted money, what kind of man she couldn't find?
Ji Jinghuai, what does he have? A scumbag who loves money to death.
Thinking of this, she felt a little more comfortable in her heart, took a deep breath, and drove home.
That night, she rarely dreamed of Ji Jinghuai.
In the dream, Ji Jinghuai and Si Qing were entangled in bed, Si Qing lay under Ji Jinghuai, gasping and looking at her with a smile, her eyes were full of ridicule.
She woke up from the bed suddenly, reached out and wiped her forehead, it was all sweat, sweat ran down the bridge of her nose, she rolled out of bed and went into the bathroom.
Holding a handful of water and slapping it on her face, she raised her head to look at herself in the mirror, embarrassed and haggard.
In order not to look too out of shape, she painted herself a heavy makeup that she usually doesn't like to wear, but although it is thick, it is not tacky.
After hastily settling breakfast, she went out, and according to the address given by Lin Guosheng, she entered the door of the café.
The people in this café can't tell who is here for a blind date.
Someone waved at her, she looked at the person who was waving, and frowned, why did she touch him?
Ye Chenglang walked over to her with a smile, "Xiaoya." ”
"Why are you here?"
"Yes, of course...... Blind date. ”
Lin Ya looked at him in surprise, who was the blind date?
Ridiculous, just ridiculous.
She turned around and was about to leave, Ye Chenglang reached out and grabbed her, she shook off his hand suddenly, "I don't care what your purpose is, and no matter how you persuade the old man, I'll go back first." ”
"No blind date?"
"Have you forgotten what happened to your hands?"
Ye Chenglang smiled and said, "It's in the past, why bother mentioning it again?"
Lin Ya reached out and grabbed his hand and took off his white gloves, the fast Ye Chenglang didn't react, and when he reacted, the gloves had been taken off.
The ugly scar was exposed to the air, and Lin Ya felt like a fish in her throat for a while, and her breathing stagnated.
Ye Chenglang looked at her a little sluggish, smiled and took the gloves in her hand, and put them on himself again, "Why do you want to hurt yourself in this way?
"Don't appear in front of me in the future. ”
"Does my presence make you so uncomfortable?"
"Yes, it's uncomfortable. ”
After speaking, Lin Ya turned around and walked out of the coffee shop, this pile, one bad thing after another, made her feel so suffocated.
She finally knew why Lin Guosheng swore that she would definitely like it, it turned out that this person was Ye Chenglang.
Unfortunately, he made a mistake.
Ji Jinghuai, Ye Chenglang.
The two of them seemed to have made an appointment, and at the same time blocked her.
She didn't go straight home, but went back to her old house.
Lin Guosheng obviously didn't expect her to come back so soon, and he was surprised when he saw her, "It's over?"
"Yes. ”
"Do you like it?"
Lin Ya shook her head, "I don't like it." ”
"Didn't you like him the most before?" Lin Guosheng was a little puzzled.
His world was as if it had no feelings.
"I used to like it, but now I don't like it. ”
"Why?"
Lin Ya smiled, "Why can it be? Back then, my dreams were torn apart by you, and now you ask me why?"
"It's not what it used to be, and he's not the poor boy he used to be. ”
"Grandpa, can you not be so funny? You let the dog bite people like this, and now you let me go on a blind date with him, what do you think of me?
Lin Guosheng looked at her, walked up to her on crutches, and sneered, "Aren't you? I said earlier, this is your life." ”
"You don't have a face, I still have a face. ”
"Bastard. ”
Lin Guosheng violently raised his crutches and gave her a hard blow, and the crutches hit her calf, and there were bursts of pain in her calf, which was heartbreaking.
Gu Mei saw that Lin Guosheng had used crutches on Lin Ya, and hurriedly ran to her and protected Lin Ya, "Dad, don't be angry, Xiaoya didn't mean to make you angry." ”
After she finished speaking, she turned her head and looked at Lin Ya again, "Xiaoya, apologize to grandpa." ”
"Apologize, I didn't do anything wrong, why apologize?"
"Don't be hard-mouthed, listen to grandpa, okay?"
Gu Mei now looks like a loving mother, but in Lin Ya's opinion, this big family is so hypocritical.
"I'm just going to say today, don't arrange any more blind dates for me, I won't see you again. ”
Lin Guosheng glared at her angrily, "How can I have such an unfilial granddaughter as you." ”
"You'll have to ask yourself. ”
"Are you really in love with that Ji Jinghuai?"
Lin Ya didn't speak.
Lin Guosheng looked at her, full of sadness, "I've always thought that compared to Ji Jinghuai, Ye Chenglang is much more suitable for you, I would rather you love Ye Chenglang so far than see you fall in love with Ji Jinghuai." Where is he worthy of you?"
In Lin Guosheng's eyes, although he doesn't like Lin Ya's character very much, Lin Ya is excellent, and an excellent person should be matched with an excellent person, and he should not like a gangster who has nothing to do all day long.
"Grandpa, it's useless for you to say this now. ”
She smiled wryly and turned to go out.
Walking to the door, she stopped and said again: "I won't go on a blind date in the future, don't force me anymore, this is the last time I ask you." ”
After she left, Lin Guosheng sat on the sofa with a gloomy and terrible face, Gu Mei looked at the old man's face so ugly, and whispered comfortingly: "Dad, Xiaoya didn't mean to make you angry. ”
"Hmph, this is the child you taught, and she became like this today, and you also have more than half of the credit. ”
Gu Mei pursed her lips, not knowing what to say for a while, yes, it was indeed her fault.
"Dad's lesson is. ”
"Now that she is so arrogant and doesn't listen to her family, what do you say?"
Gu Mei thought about it carefully, and then said, "Didn't Ji Jinghuai stay with Xiaoya because of money? If he was given a sum of money, maybe he would leave willingly." ”
"Okay, you can do it. ”
Gu Mei nodded, "Okay." ”
……
After Lin Ya went home, she took a few bottles of wine from the wine cellar and came out, she urgently needed to vent now, otherwise she would be depressed and uncomfortable in her heart.
An Ran called her countless times, but she didn't answer.
The wine slid down her throat one by one, and it was so hot that it seemed to burn her throat, but she didn't seem to feel it.
The phone is still ringing.
She looked at the ringing phone, distraught, and slammed it up at the door.
The door was pushed open, An Ran looked at the oncoming mobile phone, was startled, and quickly dodged, she looked at Lin Ya with a useless look, and hatred in her eyes.
She's going to ruin herself.
She walked up to Lin Ya and snatched the wine glass from Lin Ya's hand, "You want to drink yourself to death, don't you?"
Lin Ya leaned over and snatched the wine glass in her hand, but she couldn't reach it.
She stumbled up to grab it, and An Ran pushed her to sit on the sofa.
"What are you doing?" Lin Ya glared angrily.
"I want to ask what you want to do?" An Ran stared at her angrily.
The two of them were in a stalemate like this, and neither of them would let the other.
After a long time, Lin Ya was defeated, she reached out and wiped her face, then stood up with her hand on the coffee table, and stumbled towards the stairs, "Forget it, don't drink, I'll go up to sleep." ”
An Ran grabbed her arm, "Look at what you look like now." ”
Lin Ya impatiently shook off her hand and sat on the ground, "Are you bothered? What do you care about me? Everyone doesn't care about me, you just care about me." ”
"I don't care about you, no one knows if you're dead. ”
Lin Ya chuckled, reached out and patted her chest, "You're right, a tool man, no one really knows if he's dead." ”
"Do you know how tired I have been in the past few years? I have to take care of my mother's emotions at home, I have to take care of Lin Guosheng's emotions at the Lin family, and outside, I have to take care of the emotions of customers, I have to be around different people every day, I have to laugh with them, and I have to try to deal with the men who are stuffed into me from time to time at home. ”
She cried.
An Ran looked at her collapsed look in disbelief.
"Are you crying?"
"Why? Can't I cry? Am I not human? Am I not emotional?"
"What the hell is going on?"
Lin Ya reached out and wiped her face indiscriminately, "It's okay, it's just that I suddenly had a nervous and convulsive." ”
She stood up and wanted to go upstairs, but she didn't stand still and almost fell down again, An Ran hurriedly reached out and grabbed her, "You slow down." ”
"I feel like I'm so incompetent. Lin Ya smiled sadly.
"Why?" An Ran looked at her with a distressed expression.
"I seem to be in love with Ji Jinghuai, what should I do?" she was a little dazed.
In Lin Ya's view, there are two saddest things in this life.
One is that two people who love each other are together, and after a long time, she hasn't changed, he has changed.
Another thing is that two people who don't love are in the group to keep warm, and after a long time, she has changed, but he has not changed.
She was honored and seemed to occupy the second kind.