Chapter 270: I'm Not a Saint, Those Years of Experience
Lin Xinmo glanced at Wen Qi, Wen Qi's spirit was already on the verge of collapse.
Lin Xinmo patted Wen Qi and didn't speak.
Directly over Wen Qi, he took the sheet on the bed and stuffed it between the woman's upper and lower teeth.
Tilt the woman's head to one side and lift her chin, then unzip her clothes.
But the woman's limbs were still twitching violently, and Lin Xinmo could only keep pressing her acupuncture points such as the philtrum, jawbone, and Zusanli.
"Can you heal?" Wen Qi asked.
"A little. Lin Xinmo was concentrating on treating Wen Qi's mother, and replied simply.
Wen Qi knew that she had been completely deceived.
This Lin Xinmo is not only not a vase, but also not vicious.
It is estimated that she can be with Ling Xingmo, and she did not do it through rhetoric.
After all, Ling Xingmo, who she had liked for so many years, was definitely not such a superficial person, and she still knew this.
But at first, she just wanted to find an outlet, and she hated the person who snatched Ling Xingmo.
No, it should be said that she hated anyone who could snatch Ling Xingmo.
But she also knew that she would never have the opportunity to stand by Ling Xingmo's side in her life......
"This is the worst illness she has ever had, but you can heal her, she won't die. But why don't you let her die? She doesn't die, she just continues to torture her and me. Wen Qi looked at her mother blankly and said.
It's just that there was a tear left behind when I looked at it.
"Wen Qi, your heart is actually very entangled, you don't really want her to die. You don't have a bad heart, stop pretending to be a bad person. Lin Xinmo said aloud.
Who said that my heart is not bad, I am bad, I am so bad that my heart is already black, not only is my heart black, but my body is also dirty, and I can no longer be saved. Wen Qi suddenly went crazy and said.
I just sobbed again as I spoke.
Shen Jiaying only watched from the sidelines, not daring to say anything, for fear of stimulating Wen Qi.
But Lin Xinmo ignored Wen Qi's sudden madness, and even approached her and said, "If you want to cry, cry out, and if you want to scream, call out." ”
"Get out, don't tell me any big truths here, I don't need you to sympathize with me, I don't need you to comfort me!" Wen Qi said to Lin Xinmo repulsively.
"I'm not a saint, and I don't want to tell you anything, I do want to comfort you, and I do sympathize with you, not just because of your experiences, after all, there are too many people in the world who have experienced pain, but not everyone is as sad as you, because they don't look down on themselves. It's only when you look down on yourself that you really start to be pathetic. ”
Lin Xinmo said so much, and seeing that Wen Qi was not so repulsed, he continued: "Also, you are not dirty, at least your soul is clean." In my opinion, the purity of the soul is far more precious than any cleanliness in the world. ”
Just when Lin Xinmo was about to touch Wen Qi, Wen Qi's emotions began to unstable again, "What do you know? You don't understand anything, you just know that you are talking about the big truth here, a clean soul is a fart, and a clean soul Ling Xingmo will like it? Will he like it?"
It's just that, after saying this, Wen Qi hugged herself tightly like an insecure child and fell into decadence.
Shen Jiaying was very scared when she looked at Wen Qi like this, is this the so-called losing yourself for love?
Then does she still have to stick to the road of pursuing Ling Xingmo?
......
Lin Xinmo didn't look at Shen Jiaying's reaction, just looked at Wen Qi and continued: "I don't know if he will like it, but I know that there is no reason to like someone, he likes you not because of these external reasons of yours, and he doesn't like you because of these external reasons." ”
Wen Qi retorted: "Don't pretend to be a virgin here, okay? Don't continue to talk about these chicken soup for the soul here, okay? If it weren't for these external reasons, why would he like you, why wouldn't he like me?"
"I'm not a virgin, and I won't be lenient with people who have hurt me, I just feel sorry for you from the bottom of my heart," Lin Xinmo paused and continued, "If you think he likes me for these external reasons, then tell me, what are the external reasons why I am superior to many people?"
"At least you're pretty. Wen Qi looked at Lin Xinmo and said.
"Hasn't he seen anyone more beautiful than me?" Lin Xinmo asked rhetorically.
Wen Qi didn't speak, and calmed down.
After a while, Wen Qi began to quietly recount her experiences in those years......
"I grew up living in such a slum, I didn't know who my father was, I only had a mother who sold her body to support me, and I was beaten and scolded every day. ”
"I long for a way out, I long for warmth, I study hard, but you should also know that here in country M, it is basically elite education, even if people in the slums like us work hard, it is difficult to have a way out, I can't see my future path, until one day, I see that man who is high up......"
From Wen Qi's words, Lin Xinmo knew that she had always wanted to change her fate, but because she lived in such an environment, she couldn't twist her arms and thighs at all.
Her mother had no money to pay for her higher education, and she couldn't afford the high school fees, even if she worked hard every day.
Just when she wanted to give up, Ling Xingmo appeared in front of these poor students like a god.
He donated free money to provide opportunities for those who excelled in character and learning to continue their education, and many people in this area received his sponsorship.
However, Ling Xingmo, as a funder, has never shown up.
They all thought that Lin An was the one who funded them.
At that time, Wen Qi was a person who knew how to repay his kindness, and when Lin An came to give them a bursary, she wanted to give him the cookies she had prepared in advance to repay his kindness.
But she saw—
"It's all done, boss. Lin An was talking to another man.
"Isn't there anyone missing?" the man's voice was nice, low and magnetic.
"No, all the eligible people are counted, the funds are handed over to them, and no one will be able to enrich themselves. ”
"Well, let's go. ”
Since then, Wen Qi has known that there is another great good person who really supports them behind them, and she also knows what that person looks like-
The man was handsome, with deep eyes, a high, straight nose, sexy lips, an angular face, and fine hair that shone a light brown glow in the sun.
He has an aura that does not eat the fireworks of the world, noble and cold......
And all of these tugged at Wen Qi's heartstrings.
Wen Qi fell in love with the man.
She began to frantically gather information about him.
She would write to him to express her gratitude to him, and he would reply, although it would be a long time, although it was only a few words, but the letters would express sincere encouragement, and his handwriting was always so strong.
But when she later expressed her love for him in a letter, he never replied.
So, she went to the place where he would appear.
As long as it is a place where he will appear, she will try to squat and guard, like an illegitimate meal, just hoping to see him more, or have more intersections with him.
But he went in and out of some very high-end places, and she was humble and had no chance to contact him.
Often, if you don't even see his face, you will be thrown away by the bodyguards.