Chapter 392: This is what I want to do when I am twenty-seven
"A cup of American, a cup of espresso, milk for espresso, no sugar, American, by the way, can the cat be released? Okay...... Thank you then. ”
She still remembers Lu Ze's slightly heavy drinking, of course, in addition to her, there are many people who remember or know, this is not a secret, and it is easy to remember.
She took the cat bag, and the good education made her unable to hear the waiter say that the cat was not allowed to be released, and still violated the rules in her own way, she could only unzip it, reach in, gently knead its paws, and pouted like a child, making a chirping dubbing.
And Lu Ze now also has the opportunity to formally look at today's Gao Peiling, she has not changed much, she is wearing exquisite makeup, but Cartier's necklace, Bulgari's bracelet, Vacheron Constantin's watch, Chanel's bag, and Givenchy in one body have raised her temperament, which is more expensive than when she is with him and wears file clothes.
She didn't get rich after leaving Lu Ze, and she didn't like to wear mid-range clothes.
There was no one in the café at this time, and there was no noise except for the quiet piano music, and the waiter brought the coffee, and the two of them stirred the coffee silently, until the lame man gently bit her finger, and she burst out laughing.
"I'd love to know what my dad told you that night, and no matter how much I asked, he didn't tell me. ”
"Forgot. ”
"Forgot? Did you really forget, or did you forget it on purpose?"
"I forgot. ”
She stared at Lu Ze's eyes for a long time, but finally gave up, not to ask, but to give up looking for the answer she wanted in the eyes of a top actor, because she knew that when Lu Ze acted, no one could see his true emotions.
In addition, she is very smart, combined with what her father said to Lu Ze when she met her parents for the first time, she had actually guessed nine times out of ten, which Lu Ze also understood, but he really didn't want to show it.
"Then how have you been in the UK for more than half a year, I see that your new movie is about to be released, is it time to leave again?
"I'll leave at the end of October, and I'll stay for about two months. ”
"And then stay for another half a year?"
Lu Ze didn't answer immediately, but thought about it carefully, went to the zoo for training for two to three months, and then began to build a group, screen actors, then filming, and finally have post-publicity work, so half a year may not be enough.
"Longer it's a little longer. ”
She nodded thoughtfully, waved at the waiter, asked for a glass of ice cream, pushed the American style aside, scooped a spoonful of ice cream and put it in her mouth, the iron spoon in her mouth was bitten by the tiger's teeth and made a soft click, this is her personal habit, she likes to have a sweet tooth when she is in a bad mood.
"So we really don't fit, and now I feel how inappropriate it is, you're a good man, but I really can't keep it, or I don't want to keep it, so it's right to let it go now. ”
Sweets melted the depression in her heart, she didn't even show how sad she was, after the age of being crazy about love, when she talked about feelings again, she was also surprised that she could be so generous, or, she learned to settle.
Now, Lu Ze realized her change, this change lies in her perception of feelings, she is twenty-nine years old, she has given up what she likes, and she wants to find a suitable one.
"I'm sorry. ”
Lu Ze doesn't know why he wants to say sorry, just like many people say I wish you happiness when they break up, they obviously want the other party to die immediately, but they still grit their teeth and say a hypocritical and high-sounding word, but Lu Ze's sentence is sincere, which is the only difference from wishing you happiness.
She heard it, and then laughed, not a mockery, like a shy smile, and then scooped a big spoonful of ice cream and put it in her mouth, probably freezing to her brain, she covered her temples, her brows were furrowed very tightly, and she waited for more than ten seconds before she relaxed, and dug another spoonful casually, and waved her hand to Lu Ze by the way.
"There's no need to apologize, we just have different aspirations, and it's not a "mismatch", you are very ambitious, but I am a couple, not a husband stone, it is my decision, just like all the decisions I have made over the years, I am not young, I am almost thirty years old, I am going to get old, so I decided to leave you at the age of twenty-nine, just like I wanted to marry you when I was twenty-seven, I did nothing wrong at the age of twenty-seven, and I did nothing wrong at the age of twenty-nine, or it doesn't matter if it is right or wrong, because this is what I want to do the most at that age. ”
Her words are very winding, but the general meaning Lu Ze understands, she is right, maybe at your age to do what you want to do the most, you have never regretted it, it is a complete life, as for whether it is a blessing or a curse, it is fate, and you can't hide it, what do you care about it?
"The last question, what is life like to live in a play?"
"Like ...... Dream after dream. ”
"Life is tiring, isn't it?"
"It's fine. ”
"Maybe it's me who should say I'm sorry, your big boat is not destined to stop in my lake, I can't give you warmth, I still have classes in a while, I'll leave first, coffee please, just as a breakup fee, and finally hug?"
She got up, tidied up her clothes, pulled her hair back behind her head, stomped her feet lightly, as if to make the scene more serious, coughed lightly, ignored the waiter who was watching, opened her arms, and waited for Lu Ze to land.
The two hugged each other, very formal, not close, at least a fist distance between their chests, and their slender hands gently patted Lu Ze's back, leaned against his ear, and muttered.
"In your life, there must be many people who have told you to take care, they will not come back, just like me, but Brother Lu, I hope I am the last ......"
"Take care ......"
Parting, she reached into the cat bag, rubbed the lame head, stepped on the backpack and turned to leave, the pace was not hurried, nodded to the waiter, pushed the door and walked out.
Lu Ze sat back on the chair, saw her slowly walking away through the window, picked up the coffee and drank it slowly, until she drank it all, then got up, picked up the big bag and small wraps, paid the bill, took a piece of mint candy on the counter and threw it into her mouth, and a cool breeze came out.
……
He still didn't go home, he went straight back to the wine house, with peanuts, drank two bottles of beer, and sat until the neon sun, and no one came in to buy wine, but it was okay not to disturb his lyricism.
The cabinet contained vinyl records, all of which he had picked up from the antique store little by little, took out a piece of film, blew the dust that did not exist on it, put it on the record player, and cranked the handle, it began to rotate gently, and the stylus was gently placed on it, and this old record player made in 932 came out with a beautiful melody.
The sound was not small, and it spread to the outside of the street, and passers-by looked towards the inside of the tavern, but they could only see the flashing colored lights in the windows, with a vague artistic conception, attracting passers-by to the direction of the store, and finally, seeing that it was a beer shop, which made all the customers who were about to come to the door stop.
"Da-da-da-da. ”
The wooden stick tapped on the ground, and it happened that a little mouse passing by was standing on the side of the road, his ears moved twice, as if looking for the source of the sound, and finally had an expression, but the old toad glass almost fell off his face, and quickly straightened his glasses and slowly walked towards the door of the store.
It was still very difficult to push the door, but after pushing it open, the song became more and more real, the wind chimes shook, and Lu Ze, who was sitting in the dim light, looked up, and when he saw that it was an acquaintance, he said hello.
"Hello. ”
"Boss Lu, are you back?"
“……”