'Wake up' Zong Ze heard someone calling him in a daze, he barely opened his eyes, saw a cangsang face, and looked at him with concern.The middle-aged man saw him wake up and let out a long breath, "Finally woke up, I'm really afraid that you won't wake up, I can't call a car", the man said with some embarrassment on his face, he smiled bitterly, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and walked out of the shed. Zong Ze looked around in a daze, the grass shed surrounded by snakeskin bags on all sides, a straw mat was spread on the ground, and he was lying on it, Zong Ze was a little sad, and then the door curtain was lifted, The middle-aged man walked in with a bowl of instant noodles, "Brother, let's be hungry, let's eat a bowl of noodles" Zong Ze was stunned for a moment, didn't dare to take it, and said "Big brother, I don't have any money", the middle-aged man looked at him fixedly, and said with a wry smile; Although I am a vendor selling instant noodles, I am not so cold-blooded, isn't it just a bowl of noodles', Zong Ze was a little moved, and the middle-aged man forced the bowl into his hand.

The car horn sounded outside the door, the hawker lifted the curtain and ran out excitedly, and after a while he came back happily, laughing, Zong Ze looked at him inexplicably, and the hawker saw Zong Ze looking at him, and said with a sluggish expression; After selling a few bowls of noodles, I was a little excited, and after speaking, I turned my head and my eyes were a little red, and I said to myself; The day is going to get through again, it's getting late again, little brother, you rest first, I'll go to Zhang Luo for some business'.

The cold moonlight faintly penetrated through the tarpaulin, the sporadic vehicles drove slowly, the sound of footsteps accompanied by the shouting of the sound was intermittent, and the hawker's voice was a little empty in the quiet night, and there was a trace of sadness in the gloom.

After about two hours, the vendor walked in with a basket, he smiled innocently, and collapsed on the ground a little tired, he took out a handful of money from his pocket, and counted it very carefully with spit, he counted it twice, folded it one by one, muttered in his mouth, and looked out of the shed with confused eyes, and suddenly he turned his head to look at Zong Ze, "Brother, or you will help me sell instant noodles for two days tomorrow, and earn money for you as a fare", Zong Ze looked at him suspiciously; What about you, I'm going to the hospital tomorrow, I'll be back in one or two days', the hawker was a little shy after speaking, and a little apologetic, 'Little brother, don't blame me for being stingy, I really can't help you, I can't hold it myself' The vendor covered his face and choked a little;' I don't know what happened before, and I can't pay it off in this life as a cow or a horse,' the peddler cried with his shoulders twitching; I'm almost forty years old, in order to sell one more bowl of noodles, I am happy, sell one less bowl of noodles, I am sad, how humble I am in this life, I am struggling to survive, I am not as good as a pig dog, pig and dog are not as good as '.

Zong Ze was stunned, his face a little gloomy; Everything has cause and effect, but there is also impermanence or innocence, do you blame yourself for natural disasters and man-made disasters, as for the evil in the previous life, it is just the aristocratic class in the past. I felt that I was too sloppy, I was really useless, when I was young, I was high-spirited, I thought that the world was mine, and then I gradually found that I was as small as an ant, I couldn't even support my wife and children, if I knew that it was so difficult today, why should I marry a wife and have children, and let them suffer with me'.The vendor's eyes were full of confusion, and he took out a bottle of home-brewed rice wine from the basket, "Brother, you have a cup too", he poured some wine into Zong Ze's empty bowl, the two touched it, cooed, and drank two sips, The peddler led his neck and sang 'Red dust comes, comes, goes, comes and goes', since life doesn't bring it, death doesn't bring it, why am I so sad.

If you forget that you are empty, and that you do not cherish the wealth and health you have, but rather pursue wealth and power that you cannot get, then you are really miserable. Maybe it's fair in the end, but I can't see through it.'

The peddler looked at the roof of the shed in confusion, and muttered, "The rich are becoming more and more vigorous, and the poor are becoming more and more timid and cowardly, nagging.

The moonlight is like frost, through the gap in the door curtain coldly sprinkled into the shed, a cloud of misty mist rises in the shed, an inexplicable ghostly wound, like a butterfly gently hovering, its gorgeous wings flash a charming halo, it is a bright sky, countless meteor showers sparkle crystal crossing.

There was a rush of footsteps from far to near, and a child of eight or nine years old staggered over, and the peddler seemed to realize something, and stood up in a hurry, and heard the boy shout hoarsely; Dad, Mom fainted, save Mom' When the peddler heard this, tears burst out of his eyes, and he slapped his thigh and said in despair; Kidney dialysis, dialysis, thinking about delaying for a few days, why are you so confused', after speaking, while pulling his hair, he whimpered and ran home, and Zong Ze followed.

After a dry land, over a few hills, to a halfway mountainside, there is a bamboo forest, there are two huts and a yard, the kerosene lamp in the house is still on, flickering and crumbling, the hawker drilled into the kitchen, the kitchen has a big stove, hot boiling a pot of water, a Hakka woman collapsed on the ground, the blue cloth skirt was yellow, the hawker hugged the woman and cried, the woman opened her eyes slowly after he pushed and shoved, she smiled and wanted to raise her arm to help the man wipe his tears, But it hung down weakly.The peddler stroked his sleeve with his sleeve, and tears fell on the woman's face like a pearl with a broken thread, and the woman tried to open her mouth 'Child, child', and the peddler yelled, 'No, let's go to the hospital' The woman shook her head and beckoned her to the baby, and the child stood timidly in front of her, and the woman muttered; The baby is going to school, Mom can't delay you, listen to Dad's words in the future', the child helped Mom wipe the tears on her face.

The vendor took out a simple stretcher from the room and said, 'Let's go to the hospital' He held the woman on the stretcher, and the woman didn't seem to want to go, and the vendor was in a hurry; Isn't it money, as long as people are alive and afraid of not paying off their debts, what is the use of money when people die' The child held his mother's hand, 'Mom, I don't want you to die', the family hugged their heads and cried for a while.

The child cried and ran after him, and the peddler turned around and his tendons rose; Xiaobao, you stay at home, we will come back in two days', Xiaobao stopped, standing by the bamboo forest, the wind was rustling, the night was getting thicker and thicker, the lonely thatched hut stood on the mountainside, as if it was blown down by the wind at any time, Xiaobao was a little afraid, he looked at it from a distance, and muttered 'Mom, Mom'.

'When I was working in Dongyuan City, you were drying clothes upstairs in the prime of your life, and a basin of clothes water was splashed on my head, and you hurriedly apologized to me, and all the people upstairs looked at me who was in the soup chicken, and laughed, I was furious, but I saw that you were weak and couldn't help the wind, I tried to calm down, and said lightly; It's okay to shake off your wet hair and pretend to be chic, you pursed your lips and snickered, and looked at me deeply, and that look is still clearly reflected in my mind, so that I will never forget it for the rest of my life. The most regrettable thing in this life is to marry the beloved you, because my poverty has made you and me suffer all the hardships and illnesses of life, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely avoid that basin of laundry water, I really hate myself when I see your appearance'.

The woman suddenly looked up and muttered; I don't regret it, if there is an afterlife, I will still be with you' She looked at the dark sky in confusion, and suddenly raised her ears, 'I seem to hear the sound of suona, the sound is so good, a group of funeral processions are dressed in white, one, two, three, four,... I'm a little dazzled.The woman said, her voice getting quieter and quieter.And listen to the next decomposition.Hug Pu Zhi and ask you.