Xiao Xue told Shi Wei that she couldn't reply to the message in time recently, she was a trustworthy person, and she really did what she said.

Although Xiao Xue didn't reply to messages, Shi Wei kept sending messages to Xiao Xue, caring about her grandfather's condition, caring about her, and shouting at her.

However, the message sent has been lost in the sea, and there has been no response. A few times, Shi Wei couldn't help but call Xiao Xue, but no one answered.

In those days, Shi Wei's six gods had no owner, he didn't think about tea and rice, and his liver and intestines were broken. He felt that his spiritual world was empty all of a sudden. However, when he was sensible, he was also very disappointed in himself, constantly reminding himself not to dwell on it. It is strange that a person in his 30s would taste bitter love because of a little girl in her early 20s. However, the matter of feelings is inexplicable, and he doesn't know why he is so affectionate to Xiao Xue. At this moment, his mood was extremely depressed, but no one could describe it.

Time flies, and autumn is beginning in a blink of an eye.

Shi Wei took a walk on the boulevard of the community after work, and the autumn wind brought up pieces of fallen leaves, which made his mood even more desolate. He couldn't help but think of the girl who was far away in Shencheng, and the girl's sweet voice in his ears again: "Brother Shi, do you see how beautiful I look? Do you think my figure is good? Are my breasts big?" "Husband, I miss you." Husband, I want to be with you forever. ”

After returning home, Shi Wei lay on the bed and cried unconsciously. He felt like he was about to suffocate, and he didn't know how to get out of the pain of falling out of love.

Although his reason knew that Xiao Xue might no longer like him, he didn't want to believe such a result. He always felt that the girl would come back to him, and he still had great nostalgia for that girl, and he didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to touch it, and his heart ached at the slightest thought.

During this period, Mai Miao approached Guo Shiwei twice, both about divorce.

Shi Wei's mood was extremely bad, and when he saw Mai Miao's high-spirited appearance, his heart was broken. Although his heart is Xiao Xue now, he still doesn't want to divorce Mai Miao, and still wants to leave himself with the last way out, so he keeps adopting delaying tactics.

Mai Miao was tired of such a tug-of-war, she drafted a divorce agreement, found Shi Wei, and forced Shi Wei to sign.

In order to handle the divorce as soon as possible, Mai Miao drafted an agreement in which the property division clause was very beneficial to Shi Wei. Mai Miao didn't want to be entangled anymore, she just wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible. Under the pressure of Mai Miao, Shi Wei had to sign the divorce agreement.

After Shi Wei signed, Mai Miao returned Shi Wei's bank card to Shi Wei, and made an appointment with Shi Wei, saying that they would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures together.

After signing the agreement, Shi Wei sent a message to tell Xiao Xue as soon as possible. He also withdrew 10,000 yuan from the bank card that Mai Miao returned to him and called Xiao Xue, which was counted as compensation for not paying last month.

To Shi Wei's delight, after receiving the money he called, Xiao Xue actually sent him a message back.

Shi Wei asked Xiao Xue's grandfather about the situation, and Xiao Xue said that her grandfather's condition is relatively stable now, and he can be discharged from the hospital after staying for a while. Shi Wei said that he wanted to go to Shencheng to see Xiao Xue, and Xiao Xue happily said yes. They also discussed which day to book the ticket, and also made an appointment with Xiao Xue to pick up Shi Wei at the airport, and Shi Wei told Xiao Xue the flight number and flight time as soon as he booked the ticket.

decided to go to Shencheng, Shi Wei first sent a message to his mother who was hospitalized, and then went to ask Mr. Li for leave.

In Mr. Li's office, Shi Wei muttered: "Mr. Li, I want to ask you for a leave, I want to go to Shencheng." ”

"What are you doing in Shencheng?" asked Mr. Li unhappily.

"For private matters, I went to Shencheng to see a friend. Shi Wei said cautiously.

"Friend, what friend?" asked Mr. Li suspiciously.

"A friend I knew before. Shi Wei replied.

"Is it the KTV girl you met in the island city?" asked Mr. Li who stared at Shi Wei with disdain.

Hearing the boss ask like this, Shi Wei's face turned red, and he sighed for a long time, and had to answer: "Yes." ”

"I don't understand, you don't cherish the beautiful, capable, and virtuous Mai Miao, and you want to find a KTV lady, what do you think? Did you get kicked in the head by a donkey?" Mr. Li asked angrily.

Shi Wei lowered his head and didn't speak, and after a while, he muttered: "We are true love." ”

"Shit true love, are you a child? Do you think that girl really likes you? Fools know that he wants your money. When people give you a smile, you will treat it as love. I think your university is in vain, and you have lived in vain for more than 30 years. Mr. Li pointed at Shi Wei's nose and scolded angrily.

Shi Wei's face was flushed, and he lowered his head and did not speak.

After a few minutes, Shi Wei asked in a low voice: "Mr. Li, do you agree to my leave?"

"I've said so much, do you still want to go to that girl?" Mr. Li asked with hatred.

"Well, I want to go. Shi Wei snorted.

Li Dongxiang looked at Shi Wei, shook his head helplessly, patted the table, and said: "I've already told you all the good things, since you still want to go, then you can go, I don't want to interfere with your freedom." However, the company has company rules, and if you take leave, you will have to deduct money. I'll tell the finance, your performance pay this month, it's gone. ”

"Well, I know, Mr. Li. Shi Wei agreed and exited Mr. Li's office.

Coming out of Mr. Li's office, Shi Wei returned to his workstation. After returning from the island city, Shi Wei's place of work changed from a separate office to this cramped workstation. He was surrounded by several new employees in their 20s who had just graduated from school.

Shi Wei's dejected appearance, as well as Mr. Li's angry scolding of Shi Wei just now, everyone saw it in their eyes and listened to it, and they inevitably exchanged glances and whispered to each other.

And Shi Wei has become numb to all this. In his heart, there is only the beautiful girl in the distance. He wanted to tell her the good news that he had gone to Shencheng as soon as possible, and he couldn't wait to see her immediately.

Shi Wei returned to his workstation and used his mobile phone to book a ticket to fly to Shencheng that night. With joy, he sent the record of the ticket booking to Xiao Xue.

Shi Wei took a late flight from Binhai to Shencheng. Before boarding, he sent Xiao Xue another message, but until the plane began to taxi, the in-flight notice was to turn off the mobile phone, and he did not receive a reply from Xiao Xue.

When the plane arrived at Shencheng Airport, Shi Wei called Xiao Xue, but no one answered. He sent Xiao Xue multiple messages, but never received a reply.

In order to wait for Xiao Xue's reply, Shi Wei sat in the café at the airport for a long time. However, until more than 12 o'clock in the night, he did not contact Xiao Xue. He didn't want to wait any longer, so he left the terminal and took a taxi to the hotel he had booked.

After getting in the car, Shi Wei made another call to Xiao Xue, and this time, Xiao Xue's mobile phone prompt could not be connected!

"Is she cheating on me?" or is there something she has encountered and she can't contact me?" Shi Wei pondered, but still couldn't figure it out.

Coming to the hotel booked in advance and checking in, Shi Wei returned to the room in despair, and then plunged into bed.

He didn't know why Xiao Xue wanted to release his pigeons, he came thousands of miles away, and she disappeared. He really wanted to find Xiao Xue right away and ask why?

Thinking about his original good life, thinking about what Mr. Li said to himself before coming to Shencheng, and then thinking about his current situation, Shi Wei was very painful. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't, he wanted to shout, but he didn't know who to shout. He felt the feeling of burning inside, and he wanted to hit his head against the wall.

Sleepless nights. The next morning, Shi Wei continued to call Xiao Xue's phone, but it still prompted that he could not be connected. He sent her a lot of messages, telling Xiao Xue that he had arrived in Shencheng and was looking for her, hoping that she would call or reply as soon as she saw it.

However, after waiting for a whole morning, Xiao Xue did not reply, and her phone could not be reached.

What's wrong with Xiao Xue? Where is she? How can I find her? Shi Wei pondered bitterly.

He suddenly remembered that Xiao Xue said that she came to Shencheng to take care of her grandfather who was hospitalized, and he decided to go to the hospital to look for her, maybe he could find her.

He took out his mobile phone and looked it up, there were hundreds of hospitals in Shencheng, so dense that he couldn't even see them, let alone look for them one by one. He thought that when Grandpa Xiao Xue came to Shencheng to see a doctor, he must have gone to a famous hospital. He decided to start with more than 20 tertiary hospitals, in order from near to far, carpet search.

Shi Wei got out of the hotel, ate casually at a street stall, and then followed the map to a nearby tertiary hospital.

This hospital is located in Hongkou District and is the largest hospital in Shencheng. The hospital is divided into the South and North Hospitals, with dozens of specialties. Shi Wei thought about it for a while and decided to go directly to the inpatient department to find out.

When he arrived at the inpatient department, Shi Wei asked the staff at the window of the inpatient department if there was an old man surnamed Xiao who had come to the hospital recently.

"What's your name Xiao? What kind of illness does you live in? How old do you get? When did you move in?" The staff asked a series of questions, Shi Wei looked at a loss, and couldn't answer any of them.

The staff was also at a loss, "You don't know anything, so how do you find someone?"

Shi Wei embarrassedly thanked the staff and left the window.

That's right, I don't know anything, how can I find someone? Shi Wei also became at a loss.

In desperation, he could only squat at the entrance of the inpatient department and wait for the rabbit, hoping to meet Xiao Xue. However, after squatting in the inpatient department of the hospital for an afternoon, there was no trace of Xiao Xue. Those coincidental situations in film and television dramas and novels did not happen to him.

In the evening, Shi Wei dragged his tired body and left the hospital.

There are more than 20 tertiary hospitals in Shencheng, and there are dozens of inpatient departments, looking for someone without knowing anything is tantamount to looking for a needle in a haystack, he seriously calculated it, and had to give up the idea of looking for Xiao Xue in the hospital.

Back at the hotel, Shi Wei remembered that he could go to the public security department for help, and asked the police comrades to help find Xiao Xue's traces. So, he got out of the hotel again, took a taxi, and asked the driver to take him to a nearby police station.

At the police station, a middle-aged police officer received him.

"Comrade policeman, I want to find someone, see if you can help you check. Shi Wei said pleadingly.

"Who are you looking for?" the policeman asked.

"Find a girl, her name is Xiao Xue, and she accompanied her grandfather to Shencheng for treatment. I came to her from Marina and couldn't get through to her. Shi Wei said.

"What's your relationship?" the policeman asked.

"We, friends. Shi Wei replied.

"Friends, does she know you're coming for her?" the policeman asked.

She knows. Shi Wei replied.

"Is your phone always on?" the police officer asked.

"Yes. Shi Wei replied.

"Then you don't have to look for it. If she wants to see you, she will definitely find a way to call you, and if he doesn't call you, he just doesn't want to see you. The police affirmed.

"No way, we, we've always had a good relationship, she wouldn't not want to see me. I'm worried about what danger she's in. Shi Wei said with some anxiety.

"You're pursuing that girl, aren't you?" asked the policeman.

Shi Wei hesitated for a moment and replied, "Yes." ”

"Has she been unable to answer your phone in time lately and will not be able to send information?" the police officer asked.

Yes, she said she was busy, so she didn't reply to the message in time. Shi Wei replied.

"That's right. We've seen a lot of things like this, and the girl doesn't want to pay attention to you anymore, so you don't want to be sentimental anymore and stalk you. The police officer said unceremoniously.

Hearing the words of the police, Shi Wei felt a little hot on his face, and he snorted: "No, no, I don't believe that she doesn't want to pay attention to me, she used to be very good to me." ”

"You know that it was before, here and there, face it. The police stood up, grabbed their hats and wanted to go out.

Shi Wei saw that the police were leaving, so he had to get up, said thank you to the police, and then left the police station.

Walking out of the police station, Shi Wei kept thinking about the words of the police in his ears, he still didn't give up, and continued to call Xiao Xue and send her a message, but the mobile phone still couldn't get through, and the message didn't reply. He felt that the policeman's words were right, and he felt that his heart was about to break.

The depression could not be relieved, he walked aimlessly along the street, and unconsciously followed the flow of people to the Bund of Shencheng.

He wandered aimlessly on the Bund until he came to a place where there were few people, and he stopped. Looking at the boiling waters of the Huangpu River, he had the idea of ending his life.