When he came to the ward, An Spy was sleeping, and Xiao Zimo took An Spy's hand and sat quietly watching An Spy.

Because the body is getting weaker and weaker, the time for security spies to clear every day is getting shorter and shorter, and most of the time is sleeping or in a state of half-asleep.

"Mommy, Uncle Locke. The boy called softly.

"Has Grandma never woken up?" Xia Nian asked softly as he walked to the bedside.

Xiao Zimo shook his head, "Grandma woke up and talked to me for a while, and then fell asleep again. ”

Xia Nian nodded and sighed, looking at the yellow and emaciated An Spy, his heart seemed to be pressed by a boulder, and it was difficult to even breathe.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Xia Nian turned around, and it was a nurse standing at the door, the nurse looked at Luo Ming with a beautiful smile, and said, "Mr. Luo, Miss Xia, the doctor asked you to go to his office." ”

Xia Nian frowned, but he lied to himself that he hoped that what the doctor was going to tell them would be good news.

When he came to the doctor's office with Luo Ming, seeing the solemn and even heavy expression on the doctor's face, Xia Nian's heart fell into the abyss.

The doctor sighed, looked at Luo Ming and Xia Nian and said slowly, "Miss Xia, the cancer cells in your mother's body..."

"Doctor, please don't say it. For the first time, Xia Nian rudely interrupted the doctor's words, she stared at the doctor, controlling the tears that welled up in her eyes again, trying not to make her voice tremble, "I only hope that you can do your best to alleviate my mother's pain and prolong her life." ”

The doctor nodded helplessly, "Miss Xia, have you ever thought that in fact, giving up treatment is the best way to alleviate your mother's pain, and using medicine to maintain your mother's life will only make her suffer more physical pain." ”

Xia Nian's heart trembled suddenly, and his body staggered back uncontrollably.

Luo Ming hurriedly reached out and hugged Xia Nian into his arms, looking at her pale face, but he didn't know what to say.

Xia Nian was weak in Luo Ming's arms, his hand tightly grabbed Luo Ming's sleeve, and he felt that it was dark in front of him.

No, you cannot.

How could she give up the treatment of her own mother, how could she watch her mother leave in front of her so quickly.

However, watching my mother endure endless physical pain every day, even painkillers can't work, watching my mother take a lot of drugs in pain every day, watching my mother's two hands being pierced with pinholes everywhere, watching my mother force herself to eat every day, watching my mother getting more and more news day by day, and her spirit is getting weaker and weaker day by day......

Xia Nian didn't know whether he wanted to listen to the doctor, or whether he wanted his mother to live in this world in pain because of his reluctance.

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"Doctor, is there really no way to do it anymore?" Luo Ming's deep voice sounded in Xia Nian's ears.

The doctor sighed and shook his head.

Luo Luo hugged Xia Nian tightly, for fear that she would fall.

"Miss Xia, these days, I believe you have already been mentally prepared, giving up treatment may not be a good thing for your mother, I hope you can think about it and give me an answer tomorrow. The doctor saw the sadness in Xia Nian's eyes, and comforted him earnestly.

Xia Nian slowly gathered his unfocused gaze on the doctor's face with difficulty, the corners of his mouth twitched, but he couldn't say a word.

"Nian Nian. Luo Ming whispered in pain.

Xia Nian looked sideways at Luo Ming again, his face was full of worry and heartache.

The corners of her mouth pulled slightly, Xia Nian showed an extremely sad smile, there were tears in her eyes, but she tried her best to hold back.

As if after a century of silence, Xia Nian slowly asked, "Doctor, if I give up treatment, how long will my mother live?"

"A month at most, two weeks at a minimum. ”

In an instant, the last bit of strength in Xia Nian's body was also drained, his feet were soft, Xia Nian no longer had the strength to support his standing body, and the whole person fainted in Luo Ming's arms.

When she woke up, Xia Nian once again found herself lying on a hospital bed, while Luo Ming hugged her tightly and squeezed into a small hospital bed with her.

Xia Nian didn't dare to move, for fear of waking up Luo Ming, who was holding her, but when she thought of her mother, and when she thought of being together for less than a year, she would have to separate from her mother again, and this time forever, Xia Nian's heart ached again.

She prayed countless times in her heart that if her mother could live a little longer, even if it was a year or half a year, she was willing to exchange ten or even twenty years of her life for it.

However, God will not pity her after all, but will only play tricks on her again and again.

Xia Nian didn't know how long she had been asleep, but she saw the sun shining directly outside the window, it was clear afternoon before she fainted yesterday, but now it is noon, as soon as she realized that she had been asleep for almost a day and a night, Xia Nian couldn't care if she would wake up Luo Ming, who was holding her, and hurriedly took away Luo Ming's hand on her waist and got up to get out of bed to see An Spy.

Luo Ming's hand tightened, and he held Xia Nian tightly.

"Nian, don't move. Luo Ming's gentle voice seemed to be warm but extremely heart-wrenching slowly above Xia Nian's head, "I only know that you are very sad and sad because of your aunt, but have you ever considered yourself for Zimo and me?"

Xia Nian had to quiet down in Luo Ming's arms again, raised her head, and met Luo Ming, who was looking down at her.

Luo Ming's eyes were full of heartache and pity that could not be dissolved, as well as pampering.

Such a look made Xia Nian feel guilty and blame, and even more sad.

She looked at Luo Ming, tears welled up again, and she burst out of her eyes without warning.

Luo Ming raised his hand to wipe away the tears welling up in Xia Nian's eyes, and muttered, "Don't cry, don't cry, my heart breaks every time I see you cry, you know?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Xia Nian wanted to hold back the tears in his eyes, but the more he tried to hold back the tears, the more disobedient they poured out, like a spring, and he couldn't stop.

Luo Ming looked at Xia Nian, his heart ached, he lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows lightly, hugging her tightly into his arms, and couldn't find any words that could really soothe Xia Nian.

After a long time, Luo Ming sighed deeply and said, "Niannian, even for the last time of your aunt, you have to be strong, you have to cheer up, you have to take care of your body, don't let yourself fall down again, okay?"

Xia Nian stopped crying and looked up at Luo Ming again.

Yes, for the sake of her mother's last time, for the people around her who love her, she must also be strong, she must cheer up, she must make herself well, not to mention, she has to deal with Mo Yuanqing, how can she fall.

"Okay, I promise you, I'll be fine. ”

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