Zhao Lifan himself turned into a purple ball of light, floating in this void space, he didn't know what place this was, he didn't know what power pulled him here, and he didn't know how to go back, when to go back, he just hoped that this was a dream, and everything would recover when he woke up from the dream.

The waiting time was long, and he couldn't practice with a ball of light, so he had to replay his past memories over and over again, it was so clear, as if he had experienced it again, and he found that his previous twenty years of experience were not as rich as the last year, with ups and downs, and finally he was imprisoned.

Thinking of the next three years of prison life, Zhao Lifan felt aggrieved, if he really did it, even if it was ten years, he would be willing, but all kinds of signs showed that Wang Xiaoer and Lin Guoqiang were lying, but he had no way, and even Lawyer Ouyang was helpless.

"Forget it, it's just an experience of prison life, and it's an experience that ordinary people can't enjoy!"

Zhao Lifan comforted himself.

"Hey! No, why didn't I get angry when I thought of Wang Xiaoer and them, but more helplessness and emotion, it wasn't like this before, is it a blessing in disguise! That's good. ”

Although Zhao Lifan vowed to control his temper before, he was not sure at all, when he first learned the bad news of his mother's sacrifice, the emotion of destroying everything, now I am afraid to think about it, I hope that after waking up from this dream, I can return to normal as now, and the emotions that get out of control from time to time really scared Zhao Lifan.

Thinking about a lot of things and planning a lot, Zhao Lifan began to get bored, he couldn't help but recall the feeling that he didn't exist before he fused with the ball of light, which was different from the selfless state when he stood on the pile, this feeling was engraved in his heart, Zhao Lifan named it the feeling of selflessness, and began to recall and feel it again.

I don't know how long it took, Zhao Lifan suddenly felt a wave of abnormal movement in his light sphere, which woke him up from his understanding, and he remembered that if he fused with the previous light ball, wouldn't it mean that the dog-like giant beast was in his body, thinking of the terrifying eyes of the giant beast, Zhao Lifan not only became uneasy, but also began to check his body.

He found himself in the middle of his body, the giant beast curled up there with its eyes closed, no longer having the power that he had almost devoured himself, and he could feel that his body was disintegrating the giant beast all the time, although the speed was very slow, basically negligible.

Zhao Lifan also began to blame himself for his carelessness, there was such a guy in his body, and he had ignored him for so long, but Zhao Lifan also felt that the fusion between himself and this light ball body was not complete.

Just as Zhao Lifan was pondering how to further fuse with the ball of light, the giant beast seemed to sense something, its eyes suddenly opened, and a terrifying red light was shot, Zhao Lifan inexplicably thought of his wrongdoing, and immediately became angry, his mind was full of murderous thoughts, and he felt that Wang Xiaoer should die, Lin Guoqiang should die.

Gradually, his anger and desire to kill became more and more victorious, he felt that Ouyang Alan also deserved to die, and later felt that his brother Zhao Liwei and father Zhao Yihai didn't care about him, they all deserved to die, and finally the desire to kill became the idea of destroying everything, he wanted to destroy everything, including his light ball body.

At this point, Zhao Lifan's only remaining sense realized that he was wrong, how could he think like this, everything else was okay, how could he destroy his body, and then recalled the loneliness of the ball of light floating for thousands of years, and the desire to destroy in his heart slowly faded.

But at this moment, the red light in the eyes of the canine giant beast flourished again, and the desire for destruction in Zhao Lifan's heart rose again, he finally realized that his change was related to this giant beast, and quickly forced himself to recall the feeling of loneliness, he had a feeling that if he let this desire for destruction completely swallow his consciousness, then the consequences would be unimaginable, and there would be no more existence of himself in the world.

In this way, Zhao Lifan's heart was constantly eroded by the desire to destroy, and then he was suppressed by that lonely emotion, and then not only the lonely emotion, but also the sad mood that increased after his mother just died, Zhao Lifan also tried to recall the sense of selflessness in the void before after the idea of destruction was lowered.

So the giant beast's eyes lit up, and the desire for destruction in Zhao Lifan's heart flourished, pulling him out of the realization of the sense of selflessness, he hurriedly recalled the loneliness and sadness, suppressed the idea of destruction, and then continued to realize the feeling of selflessness, in this cycle one after another, I don't know how many times the cycle has passed, Zhao Lifan's time to realize the sense of selflessness is getting longer and longer, and the red light in the eyes of the giant beast has slowly dimmed.

Zhao Lifan didn't know that when he realized the sense of selflessness, the decomposition of the light ball on the body of the giant beast would be accelerated. For the last time, Zhao Lifan realized the feeling of selflessness, the body of the giant beast began to tremble violently, and his dim eyes suddenly glowed red again, like a return to the light, but this time Zhao Lifan was not pulled out of the realization.

The red light in the giant beast's eyes did not dim again, but disappeared directly, the trembling of the body also stopped, the original red streamer on the dark red scale armor was gone, and the body form of the giant beast began to slowly become blurred, and the color also changed from dark red to gold.

In the end, the body of the giant beast exhausted the last of its stubbornness, and completely turned into a ball of spherical energy, radiating golden light in the dark red. Zhao Lifan's purple ball of light seemed to have broken some obstacles to its decomposition, and it was much smoother, and the energy mass transformed by the giant beast slowly decreased with the decomposition of the dark red, and the golden light became more and more abundant.

At the moment when the body of the giant beast completely turned into an energy mass, the Heaven-Swallowing Grotto in the deep mountains of Guizhou began to vibrate violently again, and then let out a sigh from the ground, which was filled with unwillingness, resentment and helplessness, and finally completely disappeared between heaven and earth.

Zhao Lifan, who was still realizing the feeling of selflessness, of course didn't know all this, at a certain moment, Zhao Lifan seemed to feel a loud bang in his head, like a morning bell and a dusk drum, and like the last time he stood on the pile, he broke through a certain realm again, and it felt much more obvious than last time.

He woke up from the realization, only to find that this time he was completely integrated with the ball of light, without a little barrier, and immediately knew that the giant beast in his body had become a mass of energy, which was slowly absorbed by himself, but he didn't know that the absorption speed was much slower after waking up from the realization.

Just as Zhao Lifan was about to carefully study the energy mass in his body, a huge suction force came and sucked his mind out. Zhao Lifan slowly opened his eyes, the white light in front of him was so dazzling, he got used to it, and some of it became clear, it was the light tube on the white ceiling, and then the transparent bag of liquid, as if it was an infusion.

"I woke up from a dream!" Zhao Lifan opened his chapped lips and spat out a few words.

It didn't take long for a team of doctors and nurses to come in, and there was also a policeman, and the doctor checked around and told the police that the person was fine, let him rest for two more days, and he could be discharged from the hospital after observation.

After the doctor and nurse went out, the police explained some precautions to Zhao Lifan, usually Zhao Lifan was handchained to the hospital bed, drinking water, getting out of bed is no problem, when he goes to the toilet, the police will help him open the handcuffs, and also tell Zhao Lifan that he has been in a coma for three days, let him rest well.

In fact, ordinary prisoners will not be handcuffed in the ward, it's not that they don't trust Zhao Lifan, but Zhao Lifan's madness in the detention center is too terrible, and now the flag public security system knows that Zhao Lifan can't control himself at all when he is angry, so just in case.

Zhao Lifan was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes, although he had received the death of his mother in the dream, and slowly calmed down his sad emotions, but back to reality, he couldn't help but think of his mother, so he didn't eat or drink for a day, and Zhao Lifan recovered.

Looking at the handcuffs on the guardrail, Zhao Lifan felt that the police were quite humane, and the chains between the handcuffs were relatively long, so that it was convenient for him to get up and move, but there was no trace of anger in his heart, he tried to recall all the things he had been wronged, and he was not angry at all, and even comforted himself that maybe Wang Xiaoer was telling the truth, and he should have this disaster.

Thinking about it, the corners of Zhao Lifan's mouth curled, and he knew if he was blessed! The biggest heart disease in his heart was finally gone, thinking of all the things in his dream, Zhao Lifan said to himself:

"Could it be that my anger and desire to break my meeting have something to do with the canine-like beast in my dream?"

The more Zhao Lifan thought about it, the more reasonable it became, the day he was injected, he entered the void space and saw the giant beast, this time he dreamed that it would merge with the purple light ball, and the giant beast should be destroyed, turned into an energy group, and he returned to normal.

It seems that the void space is closely related to oneself, is it the same as written in the novel, the void space is one's own sea of knowledge, so that everything can be explained. But fortunately, there is a purple ball of light, otherwise he would have been taken away by a canine-like beast. Thinking of this, Zhao Lifan felt a burst of fear in his heart.