I lowered my eyelashes and said softly: "Since you think of me so much, then I have nothing to say, you can go, I don't have to worry about you." ”

Zheng Xinguang's momentum skyrocketed, he looked at me fixedly, and when he could tell that what I said was from his heart, he was furious for a while.

"Okay, okay, Li Juan, I really misjudged you. ”

Suddenly raised his foot and kicked over the trash can on the side of the road, Zheng Xinguang threw down the sentence "You and I both calm down", and turned around and left without hesitation again.

I looked at his back, and tears flowed down my face.

It may not be the worst fight we had, but it was one that made me feel very humble.

Love should be equal, if one party is too humble, there will be no good results.

I crouched on the side of the road and started crying.

This time, instead of lowering my voice, I cried uncontrollably.

I knew in my heart that neither of us wanted to lead to this result, but what Zheng Xinguang said made me feel humble for a moment.

I don't feel worthy of him.

If one party has this cognition, it will bring a big gap between lovers.

And Zheng Xinguang didn't notice this, and what he said brought devastating disasters to me again and again.

I don't know if this time our runaway will end in this way, but I do know that there is an unbridgeable chasm between us.

As long as the chasm persists, he and I will never be truly happy together.

I cried for a long time when I suddenly felt a pair of hands on my shoulders.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I couldn't help but feel a little joy in my heart.

Zheng Xinguang is back again?

When I looked up, my body stiffened for a moment - it was my mother's arrival.

She frowned at me, her words a little sharp, but to the point.

"Crying for Zheng Xinguang again? You have been separated and combined for such a short time, my mother sees it, and it is not suitable between you at all. ”

Then my mother lifted me up, wiped my tears with a tissue in disgust, and said, "You really don't remember to eat!"

When I heard my mother's words, my heart suddenly became even more sad, and tears fell from my eyes.

"Okay, what are you crying about, no one is here. My mother had a great headache for a while, and she couldn't help but reprimand me again.

But when I heard my mother's reprimand, my crying became a little louder.

My mom looked at me with a frown, and then she smacked my head with her hand and said, "Dead Nizi." ”

Then she grabbed my arm and said, "I can't control the small one, but you have to apologize to me for the big one." Let's go, let's go to the hospital, you go to compensate Lao Zheng. ”

As soon as I heard this, I was so frightened that I choked back my tears.

I subconsciously pushed my mother's hand, not wanting her to take me to the hospital, and my shoes dragged heavily on the ground, just not wanting to go.

How can I say that Zheng Xinguang and I also chose to run away from home because we beat Uncle Zheng, and now Zheng Xinguang and I have a conflict, but if I go to apologize to Uncle Zheng by myself, how can this be justified?

My mother ignored me and pulled me straight forward, and when she saw that I was really resisting, she couldn't help but stop.

I was really reluctant for my mother to take me to see Uncle Zheng, and I hurriedly struggled. At this time, I was frightened by my mother's words, and all the struggles disappeared at once.

"Juanzi, in this society, you are nothing without education and ability. ”

This sentence also vaguely corresponds to my feelings about the days when I ran away from home.

I didn't go to school to look for a job, but I couldn't find it.

One is that we are too young, and the other is that it may have something to do with our ability.

In the face of reality, I felt very small.

The reason why my mother wanted me to apologize to Uncle Zheng was because Uncle Zheng was powerful and had a great ability to manipulate our fate.

I was a little shaken in my heart, and finally I lost my resistance and died down.

Because of my emotional instability at this time, my mother did not take me directly to the hospital to see Uncle Zheng, but took me home and rested at Zheng's house for one night.

At night, I couldn't sleep, I sat in bed in a daze.

My mother gently pushed the door in at this time, saw me sitting on the bed, sighed, and said: "Juanzi, don't think too much, Mom knows what kind of thoughts you have about Zheng Xinguang, but there are too many practical factors, and it is impossible for you and him after all." ”

Tears welled up in my eyes again, and I whispered, "I know it's impossible for us, he's so good, and I'm ......"

At this time, my mom was used to my low mood.

She and I both ignored how inferior I was in my relationship now, which was beyond the normal situation.

My mother sighed slightly, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "It's good to know that you are impossible, apologize to Lao Zheng tomorrow, and if he forgives you, this matter will be turned over, and you will completely break your thoughts." ”

I stared blankly ahead for a long time before answering in a very low voice, "Okay." ”

The next morning, we went to the hospital.

Uncle Zheng's head was wrapped in gauze at this time, and he didn't have a good face for either of us.

Even he didn't want to do it, and his words were very ugly.

"Li Juan, you cheap girl, you are really a vixen, and you are fascinated by Zheng Xinguang's muddy boy who did something to beat him up. Pretending to be so pure in front of him, being a -- and building a torii!"

When I heard what he said, I was very angry, but I was not carried away by the anger, knowing that I was mainly here to apologize to Uncle Zheng.

My mom pinched me with her fingernails and motioned for me to calm down.

So I lowered my head and silently listened to Uncle Zheng's ugly words, and didn't say a word.

At this time, Uncle Zheng became more and more angry, and said: "Don't think that I won't dare to clean you up with Zheng Xinguang, sooner or later I will clean you up." ”

Then he scolded my mother and said, "How do you teach children? Just teach this kind of thing? Sure enough, the old ones are not good, and the small ones are not good, I really want to slap you both, it really makes me sick!"

I listened to his endless swearing, and I couldn't help it, and wanted to refute it, but my mother dragged me.

I felt my mother's body trembling, but on the surface she said in a very steady tone, "I'm sorry, I didn't discipline Juanzi well." ”

Then I felt my mom pinching me again, and for a second, I realized that she was asking me and Uncle Zheng to pay for it.

The precedent was in front of me, and thinking of my mother's previous warning to me, I also lowered my head and said, "Uncle Zheng, I'm sorry, I was wrong." ”

How humiliating it is to say this.

I burst into tears.

At this time, the door of the ward was knocked on again, and I looked up and was a little surprised to find that it was Zhang Xueqin.