Extra 1: 19, I want to kill myself
The next day, when he was about to get off work, Liu Zhiyuan walked to Mai Miao's office again.
Mai Miao is busy. She glanced up at Liu Zhiyuan, who walked in, smiled and nodded to him, which was counted as a greeting.
Liu Zhiyuan leaned in front of the two pots of flowers in front of the window, carefully observed the growth of the flowers, sniffed the fragrance of jasmine, and pretended to say to Mai Miao inadvertently: "Mai Miao, Yan looked for me yesterday." ”
"Ah, what are Shi Yan looking for you, are you going to get back together?" Mai Miao said without raising his head.
"No, she said she didn't want to do it anymore and was going to quit. Liu Zhiyuan said while fiddling with flowers.
"Resignation? Why?" Mai Miao raised her head and glanced at Liu Zhiyuan.
She said that working in the company was uncomfortable, earning little and had no future. Liu Zhiyuan glanced at Mai Miao and said.
"This girl, she wants to change jobs? Today's young people are so ambitious and think about something unrealistic. Mai Miao said a little angrily.
"You're wrong. She is very practical, she asked me to help talk to the company's leaders about giving her this year's year-end bonus in advance, she was afraid that she would not get the bonus if she resigned. Liu Zhiyuan turned around and looked at Mai Miao with a smile.
"What do you want now? Why didn't she tell me, what are you doing with this?"
She said she was embarrassed to see you, she knew that you and her brother were divorcing, and she felt that she couldn't open her mouth to you. ”
"This girl, what's wrong with me? I have nothing to do with her brother, I introduced her to the company, and she should find me if she wants to resign." ”
"yes, that's what I told her. I also think it's appropriate for you to come forward in this matter, and if I come forward, my identity is a little embarrassing. Liu Zhiyuan said embarrassedly.
Mai Miao glanced at Liu Zhiyuan meaningfully, and said teasingly: "What's so embarrassing, everyone knows about your partner." ”
"Didn't you divide it later? Liu Zhiyuan said with an unnatural expression.
"It's been a mess, and no one will laugh at you if you come forward. Mai Miao continued to tease.
"Alright, Mai Miao, don't make fun of me. Shi Yan's matter, you just said that you can't help, right?"
"I'm not going to help you. Mai Miao said seriously.
"Huh, really don't help?" Liu Zhiyuan asked in surprise.
"I'll do Shi Yan a favor. Mai Miao said with a smile.
"Ah, you scared me. Liu Zhiyuan let out a long sigh of relief. "Helping Shi Yan is helping me, because I have promised her to help me find a way. ”
"Is the only way you're looking for me?"
"yes, I think you'll agree to help. ”
"Why?"
"Because you are a helpful person. Liu Zhiyuan said with a smile.
"I was right last time, you're getting better at talking now. Mai Miao teased.
Liu Zhiyuan glanced at Mai Miao embarrassedly and muttered: "Okay, don't praise me, I always feel that your praise is talking back." ”
Liu Zhiyuan came to Mai Miao's desk, lowered his voice and said, "Mai Miao, I can't let you help in vain, in order to express my gratitude, I want to invite you out to dinner tonight, I don't know if you can enjoy it?"
"I received the heart, eat, I won't go, save you some money. Mai Miao said with a smile.
"Mai Miao, I've always wanted to invite you, but ----。 Liu Zhiyuan wanted to speak and stopped.
"What's the matter, what do you want to say?" Mai Miao asked suspiciously.
"Nothing, don't talk about the past. By the way, Mai Miao, Shi Yan said one more thing yesterday. Liu Zhiyuan glanced at Mai Miao and deliberately sold a pass.
"What's the matter?" Mai Miao asked curiously.
She said that Shi Wei left his hospitalized mother a few days ago and ran to find the girl outside. Liu Zhiyuan looked at Mai Miao and said in a low voice.
Mai Miao was stunned for a moment, and Liu Zhiyuan saw a little tear in her eyes inadvertently. After a while, she sighed and said, "I have nothing to do with Shi Wei anymore, and I won't care about his affairs anymore." ”
"Hmm. I know. I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else, I just said it casually. Liu Zhiyuan said apologetically.
"It's okay, I don't care. "By the way, you said you would invite me to dinner in the evening, where will you eat?" Mai Miao raised her eyes and looked at Liu Zhiyuan and asked.
"Here, how about at the Wanbao Hotel? His seafood is very good. Liu Zhiyuan said excitedly.
"Wanbao, okay, I'll go. Mai Miao said in a firm tone.
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Shi Wei didn't find Xiao Xue in Shencheng, so he took the plane back to Binhai in a depressed way.
Coming out of the airport, he went straight to the hospital to visit his mother, who was still in the hospital. Before he went to Shencheng, he didn't dare to see the old lady because he was afraid that his mother would not agree to him going to Shencheng, but just sent her a message and left. The old lady asked him where he was going and what he was doing, and he didn't say.
When I came to the hospital and saw my mother, the old lady began to scold him as soon as they met. scolded him for saying goodbye, scolded him for not caring about his parents' life and death, scolded him for not being filial, and said that there was no filial son in front of the bed for a long time. Shi Wei was scolded by the old lady, so he could only listen and didn't dare to refute.
The old lady scolded that she was tired, and Shi Wei served the old lady to lie down on the bed to rest, and then went out of the ward. He found a bench and sat down, tears streaming down his face. When he went to Shencheng and didn't find Xiao Xue, he was already in pain, and the old lady scolded him again, he was even more painful, and he felt that life had no meaning.
When Shi Wei was sitting on a hospital chair and crying, Sun Dongxu, who had not been in contact for a long time, suddenly sent him a WeChat, which was a link, and below the link, was a line of text: "Shi Wei, look at the video, do you know that woman?"
Shi Wei casually clicked on the link sent by Sun Dongxu, and it turned out to be a link to a pornographic website! The video opened, and inside was a girl performing an erotic performance.
"This kid, what a mess you sent me. Shi Wei angrily prepared to close the link. However, the size and appearance of the girl in the video attracted his attention. When the girl raised her head, Shi Wei saw clearly, that girl turned out to be Xiao Xue!
Shi Wei felt that his head was hit hard by a heavy object, and with a bang, his eyes turned black for a while. Afraid that he was mistaken, he blinked and approached the screen to look closer.
That's right, the girl's hot body, fair and smooth skin, and handsome face are indeed Xiao Xue! She is naked, and she is performing an erotic performance in front of the camera! Just a few seconds later, the screen is obscured by a charging prompt, and a link to charge is displayed on the screen. There is no doubt that this is a site, Xiao Xue, has become the publicity sign of this site!
Shi Wei silently turned off the link, threw his phone on the seat, and covered his eyes with his hands.
Xiao Xue, she actually went to do this? she actually degenerated into a money-making tool!
He can't face this reality, he can't face the girl he loves so much, and he will do anything for money. Sadly, I still have a deep love for her, and I have traveled thousands of miles to find her, and I don't regret being released by her-----
Shi Wei sat on the chair and wept silently. At this time, Shi Wei's father brought the meal prepared from home to his wife, and when he saw his heartbroken son sitting on the chair, he asked him with concern what was wrong. Shi Wei disguised that it was nothing, then said hello to his father, got up and left the hospital.
Shi Wei drove out of the inpatient compound, drove aimlessly for a while, and then turned around and went to a friend's wide hotel.
Dakuan's restaurant is called Wanbao Seafood Fang, not too far from the hospital, and it is a very distinctive seafood restaurant. He wanted to find Dakuan to drink, hoping that the wine would relieve the sorrow in his heart.
Shi Wei came to Wanbao Hotel, and the waiter knew that he was a friend of the boss and came over to greet him warmly.
"Is Dakuan here? I'm looking for him. Shi Wei asked lonely.
"Manager Shi, I'm sorry, our boss is out and not in the store. You sit down first, and I'll give him a call. The waiter said as he let Shi Wei to the empty seat near the window on the first floor.
"You don't have to call, I don't have anything to do, I just want to drink some wine, you can serve me two dishes casually, and have a bottle of xx liquor." ”
"Okay, so that's the old rule, and you're going to eat some seafood?" asked the waiter.
"Yes, anything, hurry up. Shi Wei sat down in his position and commanded.
"Okay manager, right away. The waiter agreed, and trotted to the menu.
Dishes and wine soon followed. Shi Wei ate two bites of food, then poured a glass of wine, and dried it all in one gulp. I ate two more bites of food, poured another glass of wine, and drank it all in one go.
After a while, a bottle of 52-degree liquor bottomed out.
He called out to the waiter: "Waiter, another bottle of liquor, the same as just now."
The waiter brought a bottle of liquor over and asked suspiciously, "Manager Shi, are you still drinking?" ”
"It's okay, open it, I can drink it. Shi Wei commanded impatiently.
When the waiter opened and poured wine for Shi Wei, Shi Wei got up and went to the bathroom.
When Shi Wei got up, he casually glanced out the window. He saw a car parked in the parking space across the window, and a man and a woman got out of the car, and the woman felt a little familiar to him. He didn't pay much attention and continued to walk towards the bathroom.
When he came back from the bathroom and passed the front desk at the door, Shi Wei met two people who walked in from outside. He knew these two people, they were Mai Miao and Liu Zhiyuan, and they were the ones Shi Wei saw through the window just now.
Liu Zhiyuan and Mai Miao drove to the Wanbao Hotel after getting off work, and after getting out of the car, Liu Zhiyuan had the courage to put his hand on Mai Miao's shoulder, Mai Miao resisted a little, but Liu Zhiyuan hugged her arm very hard, so she let him hold it, and the two of them walked towards the hotel together.
The scene of Liu Zhiyuan walking into the hotel with Mai Miao in his arms affectionately happened to be seen by Shi Wei, and he was stunned for a moment.
Mai Miao and Liu Zhiyuan also saw Shi Wei. Liu Zhiyuan was a little embarrassed, and immediately took his hand off Mai Miao's shoulder.
Mai Miao glanced at Shi Wei expressionlessly, but instead approached Liu Zhiyuan and grabbed his arm. The two of them, under the guidance of the waiter, walked upstairs.
Shi Wei suddenly felt that he couldn't stand still, and he didn't know if it was because he was drunk or stimulated. He suddenly lost the mood to drink, so he staggered to the front desk, settled the bill, and walked out of the hotel directly.
He hailed a taxi, told the driver the address of his home, and collapsed in the back seat.
Twenty minutes later, the taxi took Shi Wei downstairs. Shi Wei got out of the car with the help of the driver, and then staggered into the door.
Back home, Shi Wei first ran into the bathroom, hugged the toilet and vomited for a while. Then, back in the living room, slumped on the couch.
In front of his eyes, a scene of Mai Miao holding Liu Zhiyuan and walking in front of him indifferently appeared. There are still a few unpleasant things in the past few days, one by one. He felt his spirit break down.
He took out his mobile phone and posted a circle of friends: "It was a mistake for me to come to this world. This life is over, and we will see you again in the next life. Not long after posting the circle of friends, a call came in, he glanced at it and turned off the phone.
After posting the circle of friends, Shi Wei came to the kitchen and opened the gas valve.
At the moment when he opened the valve, he suddenly realized that his ending today was all caused by knowing Xiao Xue and being infatuated with Xiao Xue. And Mai Miao is the one who is really good to herself. Thinking of this, he returned to the living room, took down the wedding photo of him and Mai Miao, and put it on the side of the sofa. Then he took out a pen and paper and wrote a suicide note.
In the suicide note, Shi Wei wrote his gratitude and apologies to his parents, and also wrote about his guilt for Mai Miao. "I'm sorry, Mai Miao, I'm ashamed of your true feelings. If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't cheat again, and I would live happily with you until the end of my life. After writing, he lay down on the couch, hugged the wedding photo, closed his eyes, and quietly waited for death to come.