Chapter 1: Why I Live

There are many roles in a person's life, but you never know how different the roles of the people around you are in ordinary life and those in the shadows.

It's like the uncle who plays chess at your door, maybe 10 years ago he was the boss of the whole street. Or like the new pork owner on the street vendor downstairs, you wouldn't think that three or four years ago he was the owner of a company that was about to go public.

Maybe in life, a person is both a father and a subordinate, and at the same time a boss of someone else, and he is also the husband of one person, and of course he may be the husband of another person.

People often say whatever age you should do. When you are young, you should play, when you are older, you should get married and have children, and when you are old, you should stay at home obediently and take care of your children. Doing what should be done seems to be an eternal theme in the lives of Chinese.

A lot of people thought I had to be like my parents, but in the end they all went down the same path. In fact, many times we grow up to understand that many things really cannot be solved by impulse and whim. Your parents' experience will always be your most precious thing. And they will also share these life experiences with you without reservation.

We will make all kinds of mistakes because we are young and immature, some of them are ridiculous, some of them are serious, but it doesn't matter, because our youth is capital. In fact, in other words, it doesn't matter because you are young and have your parents behind you to support you.

Many times we regret something, and we always want to look forward to the opportunity to do it again, but most of the time we actually know in our hearts that the past is the past, and it is impossible to do it again. Life is not like a game, you can save it, you can start from scratch. There are a lot of things that are missed, whether it's opportunities or feelings.

I know a lot of things that I have actually experienced, and real life is often more bloody than what is written in fiction. There is also a rule that the novel can't involve lust, vulgarity, etc., but in real life, it is often the same as sung in the song, life is not only about the blood in front of you, but also about poetry and distant places. Of course, some people are poems and distant wolfberries. But the problem is often that wolfberries are very expensive and people can't afford them, so they can only survive.

Liu Qing, 32 years old this year, is a father of two children and the husband of a gentle and virtuous woman. He knows very well that his duty is to earn more money, and to earn money with all his life, so that he can support his two children and his wife. The two kids were cute and naughty. As the old saying goes, 7-year-old and 8-year-old dogs are disgusted. In Liu Qing's opinion, his child may be two years precocious. Every day, they are noisy and jumping upstairs, so that the downstairs neighbors always come up to remind them of their home. And all Liu Qing can do is apologize, laugh with a smile with someone, send someone back and criticize his child fiercely, of course, this kind of thing is the same as vaccination, and the validity period will pass quickly.

People often say that they stand at thirty, which basically means that when they are 30 years old, their career should need to have certain performance. In today's society, it's too hard to get out of the crowd at the age of 30. The old ones don't retreat, and the new ones keep coming up. For the boss of the company, recruiting new employees is always happier than promoting these old employees. If you can't open it, desperately change jobs, desperately change jobs, and what awaits you may only be a job in the sewer (the lowest level).

Regardless of whether life is good or bad, every Saturday and Sunday, every family basically goes to relax and go out for a while. Maybe for ordinary families, money and career are still not as good as love and affection.

The longest thing Liu Qing's family does is go to the supermarket. In his words, it is also a pleasure to buy or not to shop. A family of 4 sitting in an old Mitsubishi. This car dates back 15 years, and it has been married for 8 or 9 years.

It's no wonder that when people talk about these mechanical and electronic things, they say that little Japan is good. It is indeed durable. Family cars don't use too many bells and whistles, as long as you don't throw people on the road, and the air conditioning makes the acceleration powerful, it is a good car.

Probably the most successful thing in the world when it comes to sales is the shopping card. It's good to give gifts, buy things, and even get him back. Both parties also enjoy convenience and benefits, which can be the best case for both sides. Of course, for Liu Qing, that is which card to go to which supermarket. Generally speaking, as long as you don't take money out of your wallet, you won't feel distressed even if you pay by mobile phone. But if it's really a piece of money that is being taken out like this, then the little people can't stand it.

Pushing the cart, Liu Qing and the children said, "Run slowly, be careful not to fall." The two children laughed as they ran to the toy area, and toys always have an incomparable charm for children.

"If it weren't for looking at the children, I wouldn't have realized that I was almost middle-aged. Liu Qing turned his head and said to his wife with a smile.

"Alas, in the past, I used to call me Sister Fang in the company to respect the position, but now the company calls me Sister Fang to respect age. His wife smiled in response.

"I'm going to wander around here and see if I can use it. Go check on the kids, don't buy something useless. There are several boxes of toys at home. After Liu Qing finished talking about his wife, the children ran in the direction of chasing.

Liu Qing also began to wander around in front of the container. Sometimes his life is like a passerby who has been arranged in advance by an unscrupulous screenwriter. Life is neither brilliant nor bloody, and it is to death.

Liu Qingyi, who wanted to see his wife and children, was stunned for a moment, and a person appeared behind him who he didn't want to see. For men, the last thing they want to see, except for their ex-girlfriends, should be enemies. And Liu Qing is exactly the kind of person who takes revenge on the spot, so the last thing he wants to see is his ex-girlfriend - Liu Hui.

It's not because two people have any bloody feelings because of love and hatred. It's just that the two people who know each other the most, if they are in love, don't break up, because you don't know what to say when you meet him after the breakup.

Liu Qing and his ex-girlfriend can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. The two were classmates from kindergarten until elementary school. Liu Qing established a relationship with him on the eve of joining the army, and they quickly separated after joining the army. After the breakup, Liu Qing was ruthlessly lost for a while. But soon he adjusted his mentality. After all, in the army, you simply can't afford to have too much messy time and think about some messy things.

Liu Qing began to numb himself with high-intensity training. She does 10 push-ups just for the thought of it. If you still dare to think about it, do 10 more squats. Every day I am so tired that I die of a thief, and I sleep in bed. At that time, even his squad leader felt that Liu Qing might want to stay in the army to train so desperately. But he soon discovered that physical fitness was really a thing once and for all. When your training volume is added up and you get used to it. You'll soon have time to think about some of the mess.

He tried to contact her when he was a soldier, but her response was very cold, and he just asked Liu Qing why he didn't scold him? Why? Liu Qing couldn't say.

During that time, he thought a lot of nonsense, and he was confused when he thought about people, and he asked his comrades-in-arms why they were alive and what was the point? His comrades-in-arms told him that when you start thinking about these things, you are already one level above the average person. Because a lot of people don't think about why he is alive. He said, "I used to think about it this way, and I was depressed when I thought about it, but a classmate of mine from college told me that you can try to think backwards, and then you will come to the conclusion that existence is meaning." ”

This sentence seems to Liu Qing to be more like an excuse for people to live.