I'm going to be away for a while, maybe a little long, sorry everyone. As for the purpose, it may be a bit reluctant to say that it is for the sake of livelihood, but there is one sentence that is sincere: this is also to create a better codeword environment.

I sometimes feel humbled. Looking at the authors of those great works full of wisdom crystallization, most of them are carved out of suffering, with the tenacity of getting out of the mud and not stained, such as Mr. Su Shi, the lyricist I admire the most, because his talent is too great, he was jealous and framed, his open-mindedness, I don't know how much malice in the world he accepted, to the Wutai poetry case, with the help of many friends to escape death, two years after being demoted to Huangzhou, he wrote the famous article "Nian Nu Bridge Chibi Nostalgia" At this time, Mr.'s words are already in dialogue with the world, which is a height that I can't reach at present, and in contrast, I am really unsuccessful in making all kinds of compromises just because of the current reluctance.

However, standing at my height, I can only make the choice that I have the ability to make at the moment, to make an inappropriate analogy, Mr. can be an official because he was admitted to the Jinshi, and the Jinshi in ancient times has been changed to the present, which is equivalent to the top of the college entrance examination, and I have not even participated in the college entrance examination.

I can only do what is within my means. The choices I can make within my ability may not be the best, but they must be the most suitable for me at this stage.

So even though it is humble, it is still necessary to do it. So, it's not so much about making a living, it's about getting better.

I occasionally see this kind of argument: do I write for money? My original intention was to leave a little bit of my mark on this world.

Whether it's a thought or a work, I don't want to be left without a trace in a hundred years. But in the process, I gave up a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot for this original intention...... That's a lot!

But what I get so far, very little, very little, very little, very little...... Very little!

I am not an immortal in the end, and my heart will be unbalanced, so I have countless things

"PS (whining)". In the process, I am constantly there

"Commercialization" with

I can't find a balance between the "self", but no matter how many times I struggle, I will eventually come back

In the end, I chose to express what I wanted to express and gave up catering to the market.

I don't want to make money? I gave up so much, put in so much effort, and naturally hoped to get the reward I deserved, but the reality was too skinny.

I want to make money? I can't help readers, I write what readers don't want to read, I know how to write and readers will like it, but I just don't want to.

So, am I really for money? Actually, I also want to know what the answer is. In the end, I don't know if you're still there when you come back, and I hope you're still there, but I know it's a luxury.

The only thing I can promise is that "Alluring Country" will be completed. I wish you all a bright future, and I respect you in white.