138 The world is too chaotic, and she is too small
After going back, Xia Nian didn't care about anything, fell into bed and slept in the dark, and didn't get out of bed until the next morning.
When Xia Nian came out of the room after washing, Luo Ming was already standing in front of her, feeling like she had never left.
Xia Nian was not surprised at all when he saw Luo Ming, smiled slightly, and said, "Morning." ”
And Luo Ming couldn't laugh, he looked at Xia Nian, almost about to collapse, she stuffed herself in the room alone for almost a day and a night, not eating or drinking, Luo Luo thought that Xia Nian had repented, she didn't want to marry him anymore, and she didn't even want to see him again, this day and night, he guarded Xia Nian, not leaving an inch, for fear that as soon as he walked away, Xia Nian would flee again.
In the past, Xia Nian, even when her mother passed away, she didn't have to stuff herself in her room alone for a day and a night like you now, without eating or drinking.
When he couldn't help but want to knock on Xia Nian's door anymore, Xia Nian appeared, with a smile on his face, but that smile was so pale and weak, and the calm in his eyes was like a pool of stagnant water.
Stretching out his hand, Luo Ming took Xia Nian into his arms, and he couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, whether it was joy, sorrow, sadness, or pain.
What he has always wanted is the happy, chic and wanton Xia Nian, and he has always thought that he can let Xia Nian return to the happy, chic and wanton she she used to be, but this seems to have always been his wishful thinking, and no one wants to cooperate with him at all.
"Niannian, it's the wedding in a few days, go try on the wedding dress today, okay?"
In any case, Luo Ming wanted to seize the last opportunity, and he worked hard for so long, he didn't want to tell himself at the last moment that he was actually a mess of failure, and everything he did was in vain.
Xia Nian nodded, but his heart was very blank, "Okay, I'll listen to your arrangement." ”
After having breakfast together, Xia Nian and Luo Ming went to the wedding dress shop to try on the wedding dress, in fact, the wedding dress and wedding shoes were flown from Paris six months ago, but because Xia Nian's mother was seriously ill at that time and then passed away, so Luo Ming did not mention the wedding dress to Xia Nian or anything related to the wedding, and when he wanted to mention the wedding dress to Xia Nian later, Xia Nian disappeared.
When Xia Nian appeared in front of Luo Ming wearing a wedding dress and wedding shoes worth tens of millions that were customized for her, Luo Ming was completely amazed by Xia Nian in front of him.
Xia Nian in front of her is as beautiful as a princess in a fairy tale, the wedding dress is draped on her body, it is simply perfect and impeccable, I really don't know, is Xia Nian setting off the wedding dress, or the wedding dress is setting off Xia Nian.
However, why did Xia Nian look at herself so beautiful in the mirror, but there was no smile on the corner of her mouth, and there was no trace of happiness and joy in her eyes, and there was not even a trace of slightness in the stagnant water under her eyes.
There was a violent pain in his heart, and Luo Ming almost felt that it was difficult to breathe.
"Niannian, you are so beautiful?"
Luo Ming told herself that this kind of Xia Nian was only short-lived, and maybe after today, she would get better tomorrow.
Xia Nian looked at Luo Ming and smiled lightly, but didn't say anything.
Not only the wedding dress, there are three other sets of clothes to be worn on the wedding day, and after changing the wedding dress, Xia Nian tried on all the clothes to be worn on the wedding day.
Each piece is tailor-made for Xia Nian, each one is worth a lot of money, and each piece is perfect to be impeccable on Xia Nian, but from beginning to end, Luo Ming did not see the happiness and joy that a bride-to-be should have in Xia Nian's eyes, and she always maintained that shallow smile on her face, like a mask.
Xia Nian spent the whole morning trying on clothes, doing different hairstyles for different clothes, so that everything could achieve the most perfect effect on the day of the wedding.
In the afternoon, Luo Ming took Xia Nian to see the wedding venue, which was a place with green trees, mountains and rivers in the city.
Luo Ming asked Xia Nian, "Do you like it?"
Xia Nian just smiled faintly and replied with two words, "I like it." ”
The next day, Luo Ming and Xia Nian took wedding photos together, and the wedding photos were divided into four parts, one of which was to be completed on a yacht on the sea.
When the photographer asked Xia Nian and Luo Ming to hug each other and make a kissing pose, Xia Nian suddenly thought that she and Luo Ming went to a friend's wedding together, also on the yacht, at that time, Mo Xize didn't know anything, at that time, he obviously hated her and annoyed her, but he could be so domineering and desperate to kiss her.
When Luo Ming's face was close to Xia Nian's face, he suddenly felt that there was something wet on Xia Nian's face, and when he looked sideways, there were already two lines of tears on Xia Nian's face.
"Nian Nian..."
Xia Nian pulled back his thoughts suddenly, and hurriedly raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, "I'm sorry, the wind is too strong." ”
Luo Ming looked at Xia Nian, and his thoughts were like Jin Ge's iron horse again, constantly fighting.
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After taking wedding photos all day, Xia Nian ate something casually, and fell asleep after washing up when he got home.
It's a new day, Xia Nian woke up at nine o'clock in the morning, and when we were having breakfast together, Luo Ming asked her if she had chosen a bridesmaid, and the wedding would be tomorrow, if not, he could arrange it.
Xia Nian seemed to know that he was going to walk into the wedding hall tomorrow, and shook his head and said that he had forgotten about the bridesmaids.
Luo Ming smiled, "It's okay, then I'll arrange it." ”
Xia Nian shook her head again, "No, I'll find Mo Xiaoxi, she should agree." ”
After eating, Xia Nian called Mo Xiaoxi, and went straight to the point without any nonsense.
"Mo Xiaoxi, I'm getting married. ”
Mo Xiaoxi on the other end of the phone was not surprised at all, because she had known the news on TV news media for a long time, although her heart was empty and uncomfortable, Mo Xiaoxi still sincerely blessed Xia Nian and said, "Xia Nian, congratulations, you are so happy." ”
Hearing Mo Xiaoxi's blessing, Xia Nian just smiled bitterly, "Mo Xiaoxi, can you be my bridesmaid?"
"Why did you invite me to be your bridesmaid?" Regarding Xia Nian's request, Mo Xiaoxi was indeed a little surprised.
Xia Nian smiled, "Because in S City, I only have a female friend like you, I have been staying abroad most of the time since high school, so my previous friends have long been unfamiliar." ”
Mo Xiaoxi is very happy that Xia Nian can really regard herself as a friend, but knowing that the man she likes is getting married, the bride is not already very uncomfortable, but she still has to personally witness the man she likes swearing to marry another woman in front of her, isn't this self-inflicted abuse?
However, she really wanted to see Luo Ming, even if she could only stand in front of him and watch him marry another woman, making herself extremely uncomfortable, she was willing.
"Okay, I agree to be your bridesmaid. ”
Xia Nian smiled, but it was all pain.
Mo Xiaoxi loved Luo Ming, Luo Ming knew it, but he gave her all his thoughts.
She loves Mo Xize and wants to give everything to Mo Xize, but in the end she wants to be with Luo Ming.
Why do I not love you when you love me, and two people who clearly love each other cannot be together.
The world is too chaotic, she's too small, she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to.