When Chen Wenjin arrived, he didn't see a commotion below, but when he looked up, he saw a figure standing on the protective wall of the rooftop!

The rooftop of the building here is surrounded by protective walls that are higher than people, and it is difficult to climb up, and people stand on it as if a gust of wind can blow it down.

Chen Wenjin took the elevator up, and the door of the southeast rooftop was not closed.

Chen Wenjin breathed a sigh of relief and shouted, "Xiao Gao—"

Xiao Gao, who was standing on the protective wall, turned his head and said with a wry smile: "I'll let you run." ”

"I'm idle anyway. Are you in the mood to talk? If you still want to be alone, I can wait for you on the water tower. Chen Wenjin was not afraid that Xiao Gao would suddenly jump down, and he didn't look at Xiao Gao's state as if he couldn't think about it.

"Let's sit down on it. Xiao Gao stepped on the protective wall, the void on the right was the void that could kill people, and the left was the ground on the top of the rooftop, so he walked to the iron ladder of the water tower on the raised part of the roof and climbed up.

The two people stood on it, looking around, and the small high soot blown by the wind did not need to be moved.

Xiao Gao was not a person who was very thrill-seeking in his behavior in the past, and he climbed the wall and sat with everyone to play, and he would not take the initiative to propose, nor did he enjoy the sense of accomplishment of challenging and exciting.

Chen Wenjin saw that when Xiao Gao stepped on the wall just now, he calmly didn't know that he was afraid, as if he was too deeply injured, although he didn't have the heart to do stupid things, but he was decadent and self-destructive.

"I heard about it, and Megumi called me. Chen Wenjin thought about it, and it was a safe start.

In the past, Xiao Gao would care about all the words of Hui, and he was even more reluctant to let go of those related to him.

But at this moment, Xiao Gao just smiled when he heard it, took out the cigarette in one gulp, threw away the cigarette butt, and lit it again, with the help of the wind, every puff he took in, it burned very fast.

"Actually, people are quite selfish, and so am I. Xiao Gao suddenly popped out such a sentence, but Chen Wenjin knew that his thoughts must be related to Hui.

"Genes need selfish traits to perpetuate, so spiritually advocate a lot of nobility, just because those anti-human traits are hard to come by. Rejecting selfishness and denying selfishness itself is an act of stripping away reality, the key is only the degree of selfishness, and it is already rare to get like you. Your selfish needs are few, but they are so strong that they can't be satisfied, and no amount of anything else will help you. You can imagine how hard you've been hit, but I'm not sure you're ready to face it. Chen Wenjin saw Xiao Gao's wet eyes, but he was stubbornly silent to digest all the grief, and the refusal was out of control, and the refusal collapsed like this.

Chen Wenjin patted him on the shoulder, and didn't speak for a while, asking Xiao Gao to regulate his emotions.

In this era, there is a saying that men don't flick when they have tears, and men don't shed tears when they bleed.

As a result, it has become one of the criteria for inspection.

There are very few test standards for young men to participate, and the power and money of adults are not what teenagers should have, so the strength without tears, the bravery of daring to shed blood and not afraid of death, these standards occupy a high position.

Xiao Gao smoked a cigarette and lit another cigarette, which calmed his emotions and said, "Actually, I'm also very selfish." The burden of raising the family alone is so heavy, but I am all on him. I studied hard as if I wanted to live up to him, but in fact, I felt a little better on my conscience, but in fact, the main source of motivation for my desperate study was Megumi. I know I'm not the type she likes, and I can only try to make myself the kind she likes on the inside. Her biggest disappointment with you is that you are unwilling to change your plans for the future for her, so I can do the same for her. ”

These thoughts, in fact, even if Xiao Gao doesn't say it, Chen Wenjin also knows that Xiao Gao in this period is filled with Huang Hui's heart.

However, the current blow to Xiao Gao is also shrinking the tall and perfect image of Huang Hui in his heart, and the vacated area can be filled with other things.

As for whether to put it in and give up, or something else, this is what Chen Wenjin is concerned about.

"If you have to carry a load to be the driving force, it's good to have a little more responsibility to the bear. Chen Wenjin didn't want Xiao Gao to pretend to be decadent, and in his memory, Xiao Gao didn't wait for Huang Hui to choose his situation, so he didn't know how Xiao Gao would deal with the situation in front of him.

Chen Wenjin knew that he and Xiao Gao's personalities were not exactly the same, although they had both used the same passion to love Huang Hui, but when he found that he was not worthy of love, he would force himself to cut off, no matter how fierce the means were, he would force himself to let go as soon as possible.

What about Kodaka?

He felt that Xiao Gao was not, otherwise, Xiao Gao would have let go a long time ago.

"Maybe you should think more about the big bear......" Xiao Gao raised his palm and pinched his cheek hard, so as not to lose control of his emotions. "Big Bear is really hard, it's only been a long time, and everyone says he's matured a lot. It's hard and stressful, and of course it matures quickly. He didn't have a few days to rest, and he spent at least sixteen hours a day in the sports car, not counting meals. Many times, I'm embarrassed to ask for money, but when I go out with Megumi, I can't let her pay, right? The bear never said anything else, only gave more, never a lot, and did not say no, and then simply put the cash at home for convenience, who used it, and just took it and wrote it down. Every time I go out to play with Megumi, I feel very guilty and sad when I spend the money that Big Bear has earned so hard! He is a younger brother, but he works hard to earn money to support his family and provide me with food, drink, and entertainment, but what about himself? When he eats, he is obviously unpalatable, and he saves him as long as it is cheaper! What about Peaches? He is also sensible, he doesn't want to buy her clothes or things, and he can buy water without spending money when he goes out to play, and she is so thirsty that her lips are dry and she says that she is not thirsty, not thirsty! And me? Take Da Xiong's money, go with Megumi to stop to eat something and drink some water, and it will cost the two of them a few days of living expenses!"

There are many kinds of brothers, and so are brothers, some relationships such as friends should be clearly distinguished, and some are even like enemies, and some, like Xiao Gao and Big Bear, it will be difficult for them to become clear brothers in the future, because they grow up dependent on each other, and there are many growth processes that outsiders do not understand, and it is difficult for them to distinguish that you are you and I am me.

When he was a child, Da Xiong relied on Xiao Gao to be a father and a mother, and now Da Xiong has assumed the responsibility of supporting his father, what about the future?

"I've told them a few times, and every time Big Bear says, 'One world, two brothers, of course it costs money to chase girls!' What are you talking about? You just have to chase Megumi, and your studies are getting better and better, and I will count on you in the future. I thought, yes, of course it costs money to chase girls, Hui's family has money, and the expenses have always been like that, and she also thinks about me very much, and often doesn't let me pay, what else do you want?" Xiao Gao smiled, lost the cigarette butt, lit another one, and took a puff.

"It's not like I've never thought it would turn me down. If she was willing, she would have said yes, especially since I talked to you before, so I would be more mentally prepared. It's okay to reject me, really, she doesn't like me and I'm in her power. But - I didn't expect it to be like this, and I didn't expect her to be like this...... It's okay to refuse, she can just say it, right? Reject me, it's no problem for her to like anyone, it's all her right. But I haven't given a clear answer here, I'm already with Jiang Zai over there, what does this mean? And then said that it was because she didn't want to hurt me, because she didn't know how to tell me, and that she had worked hard not to hurt me, so she told Jiang Zai not to be at school, and not to tell anyone about what they were already together. ”

"I'm sure she really cares about you, but I think it's more that she herself feels that this is unbearable and shameless, so she will take this kind of procrastination and evasion. "Chen Wenjin is not surprised that Hui will do this, this is her style, in the memory of Hui and Jiang Zai after they were together, they also tried to hide it, although they had broken up at that time, but she was probably worried that Chen Wenjin would retaliate, so she was afraid that he would know. Until later...... encountered trouble that could not be resolved, so I begged him for help again.

"I'm also sure she's really worried that I won't be able to accept it, but that's all......" Xiao Gao took a drag on his cigarette. "I feel like I should accept reality and no more illusions. Megumi just doesn't like me, she can only be my friend, and she can't treat me as a boyfriend. I've known this for a long time, but I don't want to fully accept the reality, so I ...... I have wasted everyone's feelings and wasted Daxiong's efforts, I think I should give up my illusions, reduce the pressure on Daxiong, and transfer the motivation to study hard more at home. Peaches used to study badly, busy with family affairs every day, and will insist on working hard to self-study to make up for the foundation, all her motivation is Big Bear, she doesn't want Big Bear's efforts in vain, because Big Bear won't let her drop out of school anyway, I should be like this, I shouldn't continue to squander Big Bear's hard-earned money for impossible feelings, and I can only be Hui's friend. ”

"Actually, I'm very happy for you when you think so, I don't want to say what I think and evaluate Megumi, just for you, I think it should be like this. Since she is with Jiang Zai, you must also be in the right position. Chen Wenjin thought about it, but felt that Xiao Gao still had a chance in the future. Because he knows what Hui and Jiang Zai will encounter in the future, originally in the future, those things happened between him and Hui, but now he can't and can't get along, then, it is likely to become a matter between Hui and Xiao Gao.

One of the things, as long as it happens, is Xiao Gao's chance, and even just depends on whether he is willing to take that opportunity.

But now, Chen Wenjin won't say anything, and he is not sure if the direction will be the same as in the past.

He didn't want to paint a hope for Xiao Gao, who had already roughly figured it out, for no reason.

"I have to think so! I have wasted so much of Da Xiong's hard-earned money, I am a brother, do I still have the face to say that I have fallen out of love at this time, and I want to die? That is simply too weak, cowardly, too selfish, and too irresponsible! Da Xiong will never agree to work, he has said many times, Da Xiong's attitude is very strong, he said, 'I really came out to do things, at first I thought that sports cars made a lot of money, but I saw more and more customers, and more and more found that he had no big future, and it would be very good to be able to support his family in the future. Only when I read to Momoko can I be a real comfort to him. Xiao Gao took a deep breath, flicked the cigarette butt away, and stood up.

Chen Wenjin looked at Xiao Gao's face with all the pain and regained his strength, and couldn't help but smile, Xiao Gao didn't disappoint, his pain would not get better so quickly, it would hurt him day by day.

However, since Xiao Gao has decided to face it this way, he will stick to it, because this is Xiao Gao's character trait - do not complain of sadness, and disappear alone.