With Lin Keer's words, I shuddered.

Then, Lin Keer was not as aggressive as last time, but analyzed the gap between me and Zheng Xinguang with me seriously: "Taking advantage of this opportunity, I advise you to give up unrealistic thoughts."

"Zheng Xinguang was originally the pride of the sky, you are a girl from a poor country, and your identity does not match.

"He has been used to eating and drinking since he was a child, and he definitely can't understand what Tubaozi is thinking in your heart. You've done this to Uncle Zheng now, and he's never been so humiliated, so it looks like he's grieving for you, but it's actually driven by anger.

"And you are even more different from him, you have long been used to rolling in the dark, and at this time these things are only adding another stain to you. You are not equal in your thoughts and experiences......"

Lin Keer was reasonable, and analyzed with me in an orderly manner.

It seemed to be a sincere warning, but those words were hidden needles, and every sentence pierced my heart.

After Lin Keer hung up the phone, I was still frozen on the bed, holding the phone and starting to think about it.

Although Lin Keer said these words with ulterior motives, every word she said was exactly what I had always thought in my humble heart.

From beginning to end, it seemed that everyone was preventing me from being with Zheng Xinguang.

First of all, the relatives around me, my mother, Xu Nuan, and then those with sinister intentions, Uncle Zheng, Lin Keer, and even Han Xinrou, Chen Yueru, and other classmates in school......

They never favored me and him, and even reached out to break me up with Zheng Xinguang.

Even if I like Zheng Xinguang, Zheng Xinguang also likes me, but due to many reasons, I always feel that there is an insurmountable gap between me and him.

At that time, he didn't quite understand why my mom and I were so bullied.

What he doesn't understand is that we are already in deep darkness, and it is common for orphans and widows to be bullied.

He always said that he would protect me, not so much that I was born to cause trouble, but that I would inevitably have trouble if I came into contact with Zheng Xinguang with such an identity.

Although he saved me from one or two disasters, I was still powerless when more disasters struck.

Zheng Xinguang can't protect me, and he can't understand how this kind of thing happens.

Then I thought of what I heard in the hospital, Zheng Xinguang and Uncle Zheng's father and son, Uncle Zheng said such threatening words, Xu Nuan defended Zheng Xinguang loudly, and the whole ward was restless.

The root cause of these things is actually me.

Thinking about it, my heart hurt again.

I tossed and turned, and I couldn't sleep all night.

The next day, I woke up with red eyes open and found that my mother was up by this time.

I don't know when Xu Weiguo left, and there were only two people left in the house, my mother and me, and she looked a little tired.

I didn't dare to let her see what I was looking at, so I picked up the breakfast she had put on the table, hurriedly said "I'm going to school", and stepped out of the hair salon.

As soon as I went out, the sun stung my eyes.

I hurriedly lowered my head and walked into the shadows to go to school.

took a morning class, and during recess, Han Xinrou began to collect money from the seats one by one.

I took out the hundred dollars my mother had given me, unfolded the banknote, and was a little stunned when I thought about last night.

This one hundred yuan, how much pain and tiredness my mother has.

"Ahem, collect the money. ”

I've been staring blankly at the money, and I don't even know when Han Xinrou will come to me.

Hearing her coughing, I suddenly came to my senses and handed her a hundred dollars.

But to my surprise, at this time, she deliberately pretended not to catch it and let the money fall to the ground.

She looked at me in feigned surprise, picked it up from the ground, patted it, and said, "It's so dirty." ”

I clenched my hand on the pen, and my eyes were red.

At this time, Han Xinrou and I had completely torn their faces, so she began to target me everywhere in class.

My heart trembled for a moment, and Han Xinrou trampled not only on my self-esteem, but also on my mother's hard work.

But no one will help me, people are soft-spoken, I was so humiliated by her, I can only endure it.

After that, I had a physical education class, and the two classes were together, and there happened to be Li Kai's class.

Because of Zheng Xinguang's stabbing, Zheng Xinguang never bothered Li Kai, he stopped for a few days and began to float again.

While we were resting, he came running up to me and began to squeeze me with words.

"Zheng Xinguang is not here, and Chen Nianmo is not here, what do you call it like this. Who is the posture of a deep resentful woman?"

When I saw him coming, there was an instinctive look of disgust in my eyes, and I didn't want to talk to him more.

But Li Kai didn't let me go, he blocked my way out, and when he saw that I was silent, he said even more: "Are you unable to live without the nourishment of a man?"

I stared at him with annoyance.

At this time, a classmate next to me heard Li Kai's words, quietly cast his eyes down, and whispered, which made my heart gamble even more.

"Look, Li Kai is scolding Li Juan again. ”

"What is he scolding, maybe he is flirting, right?"

Isolated, my heart is close to my heart.

With my hands around my chest and a gesture of resistance, I watched it all like a hedgehog.

At this time, Li Kai became more and more proud, and also talked about Zheng Xinguang.

He said: "Haven't you been caught up a long time ago, Zheng Xinguang is just like this, treating broken shoes as treasures, and becoming more and more miserable!"

With that, he shoved me to the ground.

"The point is, the broken shoes themselves still regard themselves as treasures. ”

Misfortune is not alone, in the case of everyone watching the excitement, Han Xinrou also ran over.

When she saw Li Kai insulting me like this, her face suddenly became a little more gloating, and she couldn't help but interject.

After Li Kai heard this, he was immediately happy, and continued to say to me, whose face had become pale: "The key is that Zheng Xinguang still thinks that you love him." If you want me to see, just a watery poplar woman like you, no one loves you, and you want those men to slap you. ”

"But no, how have you ever seen a fox who doesn't seduce people?" Han Xinrou said with a giggle.

My face turned pale, and I was ashamed and angry when I heard their insulting words.

I wanted to argue with them, but I found that the spectators around me looked excited, and looked at me with disdain in their eyes - they had already believed Li Kai and Han Xinrou's words.

"Just like this, Li Juan still shows a pretentious appearance every day, so good at seducing men, she must be angry in her bones. "Li Kai saw that so many people came over, and they were even more crazy, talking meat and vegetarian food, and harassing me.

Han Xinrou's eyes flashed with malice at this time, she snorted coldly, and said, "I'm afraid, it's in front of some people that I make a fuss!"

They sang and harmonized, making me a joke for the whole class.

As I heard these words, my face turned red, and I longed to go underground.