035 Never Loved
Xia Nian's voice was interrupted by Mo Xize's sudden angry voice, and then the coffee in his hand was thrown at her along with the cup, and the coffee spilled and landed on the shiny floor, and the coffee cup smashed on her forehead impartially.
Xia Nian's heart trembled suddenly, and he couldn't feel the pain on his forehead at all for a while.
The coffee cup fell to the ground and shattered, Xia Nian maintained the posture just now and looked at Mo Xize in a daze, and the blood on Ren's forehead flowed down like that.
……
"I'm sorry. ”
After saying these three words, Xia Nian squatted down on his knees to pick up the broken coffee cup fragments on the ground.
The moment she bowed her head, tears poured out uncontrollably, and the pain that had been suppressed in her heart began to turn over the river and the sea again, like a flood beast trying to break free from her suppression to destroy her and swallow her.
But no, no......
She is no longer the same she she was seven years ago, she can no longer go back to the same her seven years ago, he hates her, he hates her, how can he trust her unconditionally like he did seven years ago, care for her, tolerate her, how can she show her vulnerability, show her helplessness, show her pain in front of him again.
Because, he will no longer believe in her, will no longer care for her, will no longer tolerate her, she will only humiliate herself and make him hate her even more.
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The moment he threw the coffee cup in his hand, Mo Xize knew that he was crazy, and the woman in front of him had completely driven him crazy.
Why did she still brew the same coffee as she did seven years ago, he finally quit the coffee that was exclusive to hers, why did she brew the exact same today?
Didn't she love him? Didn't she never love him? Why did she make this flavor of coffee for him?
The moment he saw the coffee cup hit her forehead, the moment he saw the blinding red running down her forehead, he regretted it, and a breathless pain was swept up from the bottom of his heart by the wind.
However, she looked at him expressionlessly and said the words "I'm sorry" to him.
Damn woman!
How little she cared, how little she cared about what he did to her.
Seven years ago and now, she didn't care about him at all?
In this case, why did his heart still hurt so much, why did his heart hurt when he saw her bleeding, when he saw her crouching in front of him picking up the debris all over the ground?
……
Xia Nian, Xia Nian, you can pick up the broken cup, have you ever thought about picking it up with my broken heart?
Dialing Qin Feng's inner line, Mo Xize instructed, "Call the doctor to come to my office." ”
Pressing the inner line, looking at Xia Nian, who was still picking up pieces on the ground, he strode in front of her, reached out and pulled her up violently, and then dragged her to the sofa and shook her hard.
Xia Nian's whole body was thrown on the sofa, but there was no expression on her face.
"Don't pick it up!" Mo Xize roared.
She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, the blood on her forehead running down her sideburns to the side of her face, continuing downward, dripping onto the edge of her black skirt, the vivid red disappearing traces.
He reached out to wipe the bright red from the side of her face and caress her wounded forehead, but she backed away.
"President, I'm fine. ”
Mo Xize, you hate me, you don't need to blame yourself for hating me, if this little injury is my repayment of the mistakes I made to you back then, then I am willing, even if it is just to make up for one-ten-thousandth of my mistakes, even if it makes you feel a little better, I am willing.
Retracting his hand, Moxiezer suddenly turned and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window.
Lonely wrapped him in a cold and heavy manner, and even the sunlight outside the window was afraid to hide.
She didn't want him to touch her, heh! Now she didn't even want to be touched by him.
She was willing to be with Gu Chenzhi and Luo Ming, but she didn't even want to be touched by him.
Sure enough, she never loved him, never.
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After Xia Nian's wound was treated, he went back to his office to continue working, Mo Xize opened the slides that Xia Nian sent him in the morning, and browsed a few at random and found that the slides arranged by Xia Nian were indeed quite good, simple and clear, clear and focused, so that people could find what they wanted at a glance.
In fact, he had already asked Qin Feng to prepare the slides and let Xia Nian do it, one was to confirm her work ability, and the other was really trying to embarrass her.
Unexpectedly, in one night, on the basis of knowing nothing about this French new energy company, Xia Nian was able to make something at the same level as Qin Feng, which was really beyond his expectations.
He thought that she just relied on the capital that would seduce men to get a job, but he really didn't think that she was much stronger than his previous secretary, much stronger.
However, how can he make her have capital pride in front of him, even if she does so well, he won't let her make a slideshow in front of everyone, he won't let her get a little bit of victory from him.
What he wants is to make her miserable, to make her sad, to embarrass her, to make her regret that she provoked him but gave up halfway.
Xia Nian, Xia Nian, since you don't love me, then I want you to hate me, just like I hate you.
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From morning to afternoon, Xia Nian was basically so busy that she didn't even have time to catch her breath, no matter how strong her work ability was and how efficient she was, but one person completed the work of four people, she really wished that she was a monster with three heads and six arms.
At half past six in the afternoon, Xia Nian received a call from Luo Ming, saying that he and Xiao Zimo were waiting for her downstairs in Huasheng International Building to have dinner together.
Xia Nian raised her head, only then did she realize that it was dinner time, because she was too busy to eat with her daughter for several days, and looked at the work at hand that was almost completed, but it seemed that Mo Xize hadn't gotten off work yet, she hesitated for a moment, and said to her phone, "Wait for me for ten minutes, I'll go down to you after I finish dealing with the matter at hand." ”
After finishing the work at hand, Xia Nian went to knock on the door of Mo Xize's office.
"What's the matter?" said Moxize, who didn't look up.
Xia Nian walked to Mo Xize's desk with a stack of documents and put down the documents in his hand, "President, all the documents you want are here." ”
"Good. Moxiezer still didn't look up.
"If the president doesn't have other instructions, then I'll leave work first. ”
Mo Xize looked up at Xia Nian suddenly, his eyes fell on the white gauze on her forehead, and the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat and couldn't be spoken.
He wanted to keep her, he wanted her to work with him, but when he saw the wound on her forehead, his heart softened again.
After three seconds, he lowered his head and continued to work, "Okay, you can go." ”
If the boss in front of him is not Mo Xize, Xia Nian will say, "Thank you boss, I wish the boss a happy dinner, see you tomorrow!"
However, in the face of Mo Xize, she couldn't say such a habitual sentence.
"Thank you. After speaking, Xia Nian turned around and left.
Mo Xize looked up at her slender back, and the pain in his heart faintly came, can she and him only get along with each other in such a strange tone now?
Since she is now in front of him every day, why is she getting farther and farther away from him, and more and more strange?