X City, Xiang Home.

Xiang Yourui was a little unwell because he drank some wine that night, so in order not to worry Lin Xinmo, he didn't go to her for several days at home.

When he recovered, he went to look for her, and found that she was a little uncomfortable with him.

It's not that I'm estranged from him, it's just that I'm much more careful with him than before.

And Lin Xinmo's subtle change in attitude towards him, no one else noticed it, only he was at the center of the incident and felt it.

Lin Xinmo is not as comfortable and intimate as before when he gets along with him, although it is true that he is a little busy after cooperating with Oleli Company, and he can't take care of him as much as before.

But Lin Xinmo is indeed a little different from him in many details.

For example, they will not affectionately hold his arm and call him Brother Yurui when they see him, nor will they directly pour him water from the cup she has drunk from, nor will they probe his forehead and ask him if he is hot.

Xiang Yurui didn't know what the problem was, but with his cleverness, he quickly thought that it should have something to do with their conversation that day.

No wonder he didn't come to Lin Xinmo for the past few days, she neither went to him nor called him, he just thought she was busy, but he didn't know that she had misunderstood him, and even stayed away from him in the way she thought was right.

In this regard, Xiang Yourui was a little regretful and angry.

I regretted what I said that day, and I was also angry at my impulsiveness at that time.

He knew before that after some words were spoken, it might cause a huge change in the relationship between him and Lin Xinmo, so he never dared to easily ask the questions in his heart, and he never dared to easily say what he thought in his heart.

That day, he was so angry that he would be so ...... "open-mouthed".

Lin Xinmo has always been a delicate-minded person, and his impulsiveness caused the relationship between him and Lin Xinmo that had only been established for so long to be different from others was almost destroyed.

Xiang Yourui is angry, annoyed, sad, regretful, and helpless.

But he still held on to a little hope, maybe after a few days of getting along with Lin Xinmo as usual, Lin Xinmo's attitude would change.

However, after all, he was wrong, Lin Xinmo was no longer intimate with him, and she no longer accepted his intimacy, she finally officially regarded him as an ordinary opposite sex who was not related.

So after getting along like this for three or four days, Xiang Yourui finally couldn't help but plan to talk to Lin Xinmo.

......

That night, Xiang Yourui waited for her outside Lin Xinmo's studio for a long time and took her back to Pei's house for dinner.

On the way, Lin Xinmo politely told him that he would not be able to pick her up in the next two days, and that she might be very busy, and then said that she might not be able to accompany him to Europe to continue the tour.

For the previous words, Xiang Yourui could selectively ignore them and pretend not to hear them, but for the latter words, he couldn't help asking, "Why don't you accompany me?"

"Because...... The studio has been a bit busy lately, and I probably won't be able to leave. ”

"Then I'll push back the tour a little bit, and I'll come with you when you're done. ”

"Yurui...... Brother, your tour can't be postponed any longer, it's been delayed for a long time. ”

"Then you will accompany me, you promised to accompany me to complete the world tour. ”

"I ...... Brother Yurui, you shouldn't let me accompany you, I thought about it later, there is always me by your side, other girls will definitely misunderstand, the girl you like may not want to be with you because of this, you better not take me with you. ”

At this time, the car had already driven into the courtyard of Pei's house, and Xiang Yourui stopped the car directly and said, "I said, I won't have a girlfriend, and the person I like won't like me." Even if one day she likes me, we won't be together. ”

Lin Xinmo asked anxiously: "Why? Why can't we be together? Is someone not letting you be together?"

Xiang Yourui glanced at Lin Xinmo deeply, "It's not that someone won't let us be together, it's that I can't be with her." ”

In fact, after saying those words to Lin Xinmo, he had already calmed down, and he thought more clearly about the few days when he was recuperating at home.

It's better for Lin Xinmo not to like him now, at least in the future, when he leaves, she can more easily accept a person she likes to continue to live the rest of her life.

Although making her like him is what he has always wanted, he wants to make Lin Xinmo happy even more.

After all, he can't be with others, even if it's those girls he doesn't know, he doesn't want them to be attracted to him, after all, it will be fruitless love.

So, how could he hope that Lin Xinmo would like him?

He would be too selfish to do that.

What's more, Lin Xinmo is still the person he cares about so much.

......

Regarding Xiang Yourui's words, Lin Xinmo didn't understand, "Why can't you be with her?"

Xiang Yourui glanced at Lin Xinmo, and replied with a sigh: "Do you remember when we were in country J, grandpa took me to check?"

Lin Xinmo thought of something, but the information passed too quickly, and she was not sure, so she asked, "Could it be...... Your body ......"

Lin Xinmo didn't ask the last few words, but the meaning was basically right.

Xiang Yurui nodded, "I am in very poor health, I have serious congenital heart disease, and the doctor originally said that I would not live to be 25 years old without changing my heart." However, now that I'm 27 years old, I just don't know how many years I can live, so of course I can't bother other girls, no matter who is with me, it will be painful. ”

Hearing this, Lin Xinmo's eyes widened in surprise, and after a while, tears fell uncontrollably, and he subconsciously muttered in his mouth: "How is this, how can this be ......"

Her Yurui brother is such a good person, it shouldn't be such a fate, he should live well, healthy and healthy, and he should be with the girl he likes.

Why...... Will it be?

Xiang Yourui saw Lin Xinmo crying so sadly, and he regretted telling her about it.

Obviously, before she lost her memory, when the relationship between the two was not as good as it is now, he didn't tell her about it, he didn't want to see compassion in her eyes, and he didn't want her to worry about her.

But now that she was so dependent on him, he told her about it, how cruel was this?

It's all his fault, he doesn't want Lin Xinmo to refuse to go to Europe with him, and he doesn't want Lin Xinmo to alienate him, so he told her about it, it's not good for him.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have told you about it, stop crying, okay?"

Xiang Yourui wiped Lin Xinmo's tears while admitting his mistake.

Lin Xinmo choked up and said, "No, Brother Yurui, you...... You're right, you're good, you're really good, it's me wrong, I don't know anything, and I'm usually ...... Not paying attention to take care of you. I'm going to go to Europe with you, I'm going to go to the world with you, I'm going to accompany you to complete the world tour, I'm going to accompany you to fulfill your dreams, you can live well, live forever, okay?"

Xiang Yourui looked at Lin Xinmo's serious face, and couldn't bear to say silly girl, you don't know what my real dream is, and I can't bear to say that I can't live forever.

Just nodded in response, "Okay." ”

Whatever you say, I'm just afraid I can't do it.