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Tomorrow is the day when An Yao and Pang Fei leave Niutou Mountain and leave the three provinces of Tiger Hunting.
Tonight, An Yao and Pang Fei couldn't sleep.
Having lived here for so long, with so many memories and pasts, it must be false to say that there is no reluctance at all.
Even if I arranged a lot of things properly before leaving, when I was about to leave, I realized that there were still many things that I hadn't done well.
For example, let Qi Feng take over the three provinces of Tiger Hunting, can he manage all this, such as whether Yan Xiaoyan can bear the burden of Niutou Mountain, such as ......
I didn't dare to think about it, the more I thought about it, the more I thought about it, the more I felt as if too many things had not been arranged, and when they left, they completely threw the burden on those people.
There was even a moment when both of them had the idea that otherwise, they would not leave!
However, this idea was quickly dispelled.
Because, as long as they thought of Fairy Yuyao and their people, Pang Fei and An Yao felt a panic in their hearts.
They are afraid that those people will disturb their peaceful and quiet life, and they are even more afraid that their behavior will affect the relatives and friends of both parties!
Pang Fei and An Yao were both scared, scared, as if they didn't have so much energy to bear those frightes and fears anymore.
So the best thing to do is to get out of here!
Give yourself a peaceful life and avoid causing trouble to your family.
It's just that when I think of never seeing each other again, I am still very reluctant in my heart.
"There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in this world, and you don't have to think too much about it and put too much pressure on yourself. Pang Fei said with relief.
An Yao stopped talking, just hugged Pang Fei's arm.
This night, they slept very late.
Even, if it weren't for Pang Fei's persuasion, An Yao would be reluctant to sleep.
Because if you look at it a little longer, from tomorrow onwards, you won't see it again.
What should come will finally come, and it can't be stopped.
The dawn still came as scheduled.
Pang Fei has also prepared all the vehicles and is now waiting for An Yao.
As for An Yao, she looked at everything here reluctantly, and in the end, there was only a deep sigh.
"Goodbye!"
When she said this, An Yao had already made a final farewell with a touch of reluctance in her psychology.
took Nannan, Pingping and Xiao Lingzi into the car, but suddenly, Xiao Lingzi didn't know what was going on, jumped out of the car again, and shook his hand like the wind.
She doesn't want to leave here!
Because there are a lot of memories of her and Lele here, it carries all her beauty.
Since he was picked up by Lele, she has been living here, and the bits and pieces of her and Lele and all the memories are in this villa.
Six years, six whole years.
She has no nostalgia or fond memories of other places, only here!
Once gone, forever!
She will never be able to go back for the rest of her life.
She could try to restrain herself from being as close to Lele as before, but she really couldn't restrain herself from staying away from this place that belonged to the two of them with fond memories.
Xiao Lingzi can't do it, she really can't do it.
She has been in this house for almost seven years, and she may not have said as much as others have said in a month.
But today, she said more than she had accumulated in the past seven years.
"Uncle Pang, Aunt An, I beg you, don't take me out of here, I don't want to leave, I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to stay here. ”
"I beg you, I beg you. ”
An Yao was stunned for a while, never expecting that at this last moment, Xiao Lingzi would suddenly change her mind.
Looking at her pitiful and begging for herself, An Yao said that she was not soft-hearted at all, it was fake.
However, she, Pang Fei and Nan Nan are all gone, leaving Xiao Lingzi here alone, and they are not at ease!
Besides, Xiao Lingzi is not the same as ordinary children, and this An Yao is even more uneasy.
She also tried to persuade Xiao Lingzi, "Xiao Lingzi, it's not that I don't want to leave you behind, it's that I'm worried that you will not live well here alone......"
Before An Yao's words were finished, he was interrupted by Xiao Lingzi, "I'm not afraid! I'm not afraid of anything! I'm not afraid of a bad life, I'm not afraid of being bullied by those people, and I'm not afraid of other people's strange eyes, I'm just afraid of leaving here, and I don't even have anything to recall." ”
"Time is a terrible thing, and slowly, it will make many, many things become vague shadows in your mind, and then fade until they finally disappear. I'm so scared that one day I won't be able to remember the bits and pieces I was with Brother Lele at all, and I'm so afraid that I will forget what Brother Lele looks like. ”
"And here, every inch of this place, there are memories of the two of us, I was going to a strange place, there was nothing in that place, only me alone, that feeling, I really felt scared when I thought about it. ”
"Aunt An, do you understand this feeling? Just like when Uncle Pang is in danger and is not at home, you are worried that he will worry about him, you should have a deep understanding of that feeling. I'm now engulfed in that feeling every day, and once I leave here, I'll probably be even more scared and uneasy than I am now. ”
"Aunt An, if you really want it for my good, let me stay, I beg you!"
Xiao Lingzi said, "Bang" twice, and kowtowed twice at An Yao.
An Yao hurriedly stopped her!
Xiao Lingzi's words really went to An Yao's heart.
An Yao can understand that feeling too well, but she never expected that Xiao Lingzi had never come out of that uneasy emotion, but she was too sensible and didn't want everyone to worry about it, so she hid that feeling in her heart and didn't let others find out.
She's not even ten years old!
Her maturity has far exceeded what she should have at her age!
If he really takes her away, for decades to come, Xiao Lingzi will have to spend this kind of thought.
Is this really a good thing for her?
No!
No!
An Yao knew too well what Xiao Lingzi needed now.
She may have struggled hard, and even left with An Yao, but at this last moment, she still couldn't convince herself.
An Yao reached out and stroked Xiao Lingzi's hair a few times, and said distressedly, "Okay, I promise you." But you also have to promise me that you must take care of yourself. Live well and don't let others bully you. Although you and Uncle Pang are no longer there, we are not without people in Niutou Mountain. If someone bullies you again, you will go to Uncle Qi Feng and them, you know?"
Xiao Lingzi cried out with a "wow", and threw herself into An Yao's arms, "Thank you, thank you...... Mom!"
This mother, An Yao's heart couldn't help but tremble.
This is the first time that Xiao Lingzi has been in this family for so many years, and he has called An Yao like this.
At that moment, An Yao's eyes couldn't help but moisten.
This girl, in fact, understands everything in her heart, but what happened to her since she was a child made her character cringe and tremble.
She was afraid of everything, and her right foot understood that An Yao and Pang Fei were good to her.
While An Yao is trying to help her, she has actually been trying to integrate into the family.
She is a very good and hated girl, but it's a pity that she was reincarnated in the wrong person!
An Yao was distressed, and her nose was sour.
"Take good care of yourself!" said a final goodbye to Xiao Lingzi, and An Yao finally reluctantly got into the car.
The little girl pouted, and she also looked reluctant, "Brother Lele is not here, and Sister Xiao Lingzi is no more, we have to leave our home to go to a far away place, well, why can't I be happy at all." ”
An Yao reached out and rubbed the little girl's head, not knowing what to say.
It's just that the little girl can't be happy, and An Yao is also uncomfortable now.
Lele and Xiao Lingzi, she treats them as her own!
But this time, Xiao Lingzi stayed here alone, Lele was put in the academy, and he could only take care of Pang Jinchuan in the future.
It's hard to meet with the two children all of a sudden, can An Yao feel good in her heart?
If you say that you are not at ease with Xiao Lingzi, then you will have more guilt and self-blame for Lele and An Yao.
She has always told Lele that Lele is her biological child, but now, she has left her biological child behind and is going to a far, far away place.
She's really unqualified as a mother!
Seeing that the atmosphere in the car was very gloomy, Pang Fei had no choice but to play a cheerful song to mediate the atmosphere, "It's done, let's go." ”
The car swooped out, crossed the familiar road, passed through the Niutou Mountain checkpoint, and soon, it was about to leave Rongcheng......
"Hey!" An Yao sighed heavily, and her mood didn't improve at all.
Especially, thinking of what Xiao Lingzi said when she hugged herself at the end, she felt even worse in her heart.
After so many years, Xiao Lingzi called herself a lifelong mother for the first time, and for the first time said so many things to her, she had to separate before she had time to talk to Xiao Lingzi properly.
Regretful!
What a pity!
As for Nannan, she suddenly cried out with a "wow", but An Yao and Pang Fei were startled, "What's wrong?"
"My huskies, my huskies, I will never see them again. Woowoo...... I'll think about their ......."
An Yao listened, laughed, laughed and laughed, and tears came out.
Those huskies were bought when they were very young, and they have been with them for several years, and now they have grown up and established a deep relationship with them.
People, the most afraid is parting, whether it is with people or animals, there are always too many reluctant feelings.
An Yao is like this, Nan Nan is like this, in fact, Pang Fei, why is it not like this......