"Am I also a crush?"

After returning to the vast system space, Lu Ze recovered his memory, thinking about the gains of a semester, he felt that the university was really beautiful, although poor, but worry-free.

It's just that he still remembers the girl's face very clearly, and he is still heartbroken, which is a feeling he has never felt in the past twenty-four years.

He has had a girlfriend, or if he doesn't have a girlfriend, there are many people here in Hengdian who are not two people, and they just live together as a partner.

Both men and women were lonely and needed a companion, so Lu Ze was with a 19-year-old woman and ate the same pot of rice.

Actually, it's not true, it's just that the people here have suffered a lot, and they're afraid of getting sick, so they're looking for someone to talk to.

And that female Heng Piao, after sleeping on a kang with Lu Ze for more than three months, said that she was with a big boss, packed her luggage, said goodbye to Lu Ze, and left overnight, and she really never saw her again.

He really hasn't experienced this feeling of liking, and he doesn't know what it's like for men and women to like each other and then be together, after all, a person who is going to starve to death if he doesn't work, love is a bit far away.

A large 3 resurfaced in the space, and a polyp-like voice was heard.

"Enter the second phase of simulation, the second stage is one academic year, please prepare the host, 3...... 2......1......”

The space darkened......

"Son, call me when you get to school!"

Li Yumei waved and shouted on the train platform, but unfortunately Lu Ze, who was in the train, was busy putting his luggage and didn't hear Li Yumei's words at all.

This year was very happy, and he found out his final results through the academic information network, the first in the department, and got a scholarship of 6,000 yuan.

1,000 yuan to buy his sister a pair of beautiful shoes, a pair of shoes is 1,000! But he never felt distressed at all, because his sister stopped studying after only the third year of junior high school in order for his brother to go to school.

What he owes his sister, he can't forget in his life, is not something that money can make up for, because he killed a female doll who longed to study on her way to school.

My sister didn't accept this fact at first, crying and shouting, "Why can't my brother go to school, I can't go to school." ”

This scene is now recalled like a knife piercing the heart, and when I touch it slightly, tears of pain will flow down.

So he got ahead, and then found a suitable job for his sister, and watched her find a wishful husband and let her live happily for the rest of her life, this is Lu Ze's vow.

The train started, he looked at his mother who kept waving outside the window, and wanted to wave to his mother, but the train window couldn't be opened in winter, and others wouldn't let Lu Ze open it, so he couldn't wave it out this time for his mother to see.

As the train moved, his thoughts gradually drifted into the distance, and he took out the architecture books he bought at the bookstore, flipped them gently, stirring the turbid air in the train, and then inhaled them into his lungs.

.......

On the second day back at school, he got up at five o'clock, went to the cafeteria at half past five to put on his work clothes, and there was egg custard this morning, so he had to stir a large basin of egg liquid, add salty salt and oil to warm water, pour it into a small bowl, and then send it to the steamer.

Then he began to fry fried fritters and steamed buns, skilled like a real breakfast shop helper, and his roommate once joked that if he didn't like the construction industry in the future, Lu Ze wouldn't starve to death if he jumped into the catering industry.

The cafeteria at six o'clock in the morning was deserted, and it was just sunrise.

The glass door of the canteen was opened by the cleaning, even if there was a cold wind that could still blow in, the frozen Lu Ze's fingers were cold, and he could only feel warm when he was holding a bowl of egg custard.

Rubbing his palms together and exhaling a breath, the first student to get up to eat arrived, and then the number gradually increased.

"I want a bowl of egg custard, two mushroom buns and a cup of soy milk. ”

The soft voice came, and Lu Ze's thinking stopped a little after he raised his head, but he still reacted immediately, quickly put it on the tray, and then pressed 7.5 yuan on the credit card machine.

Watching her and her classmates leave, the feeling in Lu Ze's heart was indescribable, he did have vanity, and it wasn't until this moment that he was sure that he had vanity.

He didn't want her to see him working in the cafeteria, which made him feel shameless, but he was a little disappointed, because she didn't remember the sneeze and the guy who was scared by her.

But at this moment, he suddenly didn't want to work in the canteen honestly.

He felt that the salary of 800 yuan a month was really not much, he wanted more, at least to know her on an equal footing, he could invite her to watch a movie and have dinner with her.

But what does he have to change all that?

But his current knowledge is completely insufficient, and he is still far behind!

He took the 1,000 yuan scholarship he took with him when he left home and went to the bookstore to supplement his knowledge of various architectural aspects and improve himself faster.

He met a junior senior through his roommate, and then learned about it, and it took him two months to fill his stomach with this knowledge and become a part of himself.

On Saturdays and Sundays, I go to major construction companies as a free intern, and then use the teaching materials of the software used by construction companies.

At the same time, I bought cheap paints and art textbooks, looked for art teaching videos on the Internet, and began to teach myself sketch, structure and color.

Stick figures, pen drawings, marker drawings, until he picked up a pen and could draw a European castle in twenty minutes.

Finally, before the end of the term, I quit my job as a designer assistant in a construction company with no salary, and began to go to the building materials market to learn more about the price, quality, and new materials launched in the building materials market.

It's just that he is dressed rustically, and his appearance doesn't look very old, so that the building materials bosses don't bother to take care of him at all.

He reinvented himself again, with a beard on his chin and a back on his head, looking like a handsome twenty-seven or eighteen-year-old man, so that the bosses would have the slightest interest in talking to him.

He was very tired, there was no day to rest, from morning to night, he was so tired that he was going to vomit blood, but whenever he planned to rest for a day, he would always tell himself silently in his heart: "It's closer, it's closer, it's closer!"

Until that day, he returned to school tired and sweaty, and the only thirteen yuan in the campus card was swiped for another dollar to buy a bottle of mineral water.

In order to have a relationship with the building materials bosses, he bought a box of cigarettes of good grade, so that he also learned to smoke.

In addition, there is a pack of red plums that he usually smokes by himself, and at this moment he took out one and put it in his mouth, and after taking a sip, he took a sip of mineral water, which was one of the few moments when he could rest.

Looking at the students playing football in the sunset on the playground and the classmates running at night with headphones, the smiles on their faces were full of envy, which deeply made Lu Ze envious.

Why....... How easy can they live?

Until a couple walked towards him, the girl showed a happy smile and put her arms around the boy's shoulder, and Lu Ze froze.......

Lu Ze looked at the girl directly, not hiding at all, not hiding it, and then being discovered by the two, at first the two saw a man about twenty-seven or eighteen years old looking at them, and they didn't feel embarrassed, after all, college, it's illegal to fall in love?

It's just that the boy feels more and more wrong, why does this man keep looking at her? This kind of red fruit look makes the boy very unhappy, and a hot-blooded young man wants to teach a man with a beard a lesson.

"What are you looking at?"

Lu Ze didn't answer, still looking at the girl.

"What do you look at you! What do you think we're doing?"

"See you breaking the law?"

In just a few months, Lu Ze has matured a lot, he entered the society earlier than these classmates, even if he was only halfway through, he couldn't afford to fight, because he was poor, but now he still doesn't fight, because he feels that those who fight are stunned.

But today, ...... have a fight?

When you're young, you should go and fight for a girl.

It's not just about fighting, it's not something to be promoted.

Lu Ze's indifferent tone angered the boy even more, and he scolded: "You don't owe a cigarette, right?

The girl was startled by the boy, but she was afraid that the two would really fight, so she quickly dragged the boy away.

Only the shouting and scolding from large to small, and finally dissipated in the air.

Looking at the backs of the two leaving, Lu Ze clenched his fists, and then put it down weakly.

At this moment, his faith collapsed.

“.......”