Chapter 46: No One Will Imprison You
Jiang Tai returned home again.
When he came to wait outside the door, he heard Jiang Xinyi's cold question.
"Jiang Tai, you come in. ”
Jiang Tai heard the order to push open the door, came in respectfully, closed the door, lowered his head slightly, and was silent.
Jiang Xinyi glanced at him: "Jiang Tai, what do you mean today, why do you talk to him like that?"
"You know that Chen Yi is the personal doctor I hired, do you know what you are doing?"
Jiang Tai frowned, lowered his head, and only then did he respond when he heard her angry voice: "What Miss said is that all this is for you." You are currently unstable. And he, living in the middle of nowhere. What if something happens, what if it's the same as last time?"
Jiang Xinyi heard his worried words, and noticed that she was excited for a while, and her tone was heavy.
Her expression eased a little, and she exhaled deeply.
Jiang Xinyi knew that Jiang Tai's intention was to let Chen Yi stay here to facilitate the treatment of his condition.
"Forget it, I don't blame you for this matter, I won't allow this in the future, he is just my personal doctor, not the domestic servant, we have no right to ask him, I don't want it to happen again." ”
"Yes, miss, I will pay attention in the future, there will never be such a thing. Jiang Tai stood respectfully in front of the young lady, bowing his head tightly, feeling guilty in his heart.
Not only did he not think about the young lady, but he caused trouble, all of which he caused.
Jiang Xinyi's gaze slowly turned to him, her expression was a little melancholy, and she was holding back resentment and helplessness in her heart, but she had nowhere to release it.
"I'm too excited about these things, and I blame me for not controlling my emotions well, but blaming you for the matter, maybe I want to go out too much. ”
After Jiang Xinyi calmed down, she also realized her problem, and her soft voice carried a little guilt and helplessness.
She was depressed in her heart, but she shouldn't sprinkle it on Jiang Tai's body.
Instead, it is oneself who is satisfied with resentment on others.
Jiang Tai was able to understand Miss's mind at this time.
He was also thinking along the way.
The intention of Chen Yi's words was that Jiang Xinyi said it too absolutely.
He thought too one-sidedly, but he didn't forgive him.
"Miss, Mr. Chen Yi is right, no one can imprison your freedom, you can go out at any time, but you ......"
Jiang Tai also paused, feeling Miss's melancholy look, realizing that he was redundant to say Miss's words, and immediately closed his mouth.
Jiang Xinyi exhaled lightly, glanced at Jiang Tai, and slowly lowered her head to look at her fingers, constantly rubbing the books in her hands, which had been crumpled by her, but she didn't know it.
Stunned for a moment.
Yes, no one can stop her, let alone imprison her freedom.
It was she who started ......
To be precise, she knew at the beginning that she couldn't reach these people, otherwise the old illness would recur, causing her mentality to collapse and be afraid.
Jiang Xinyi recalled countless days and nights of being riddled with illness.
Although it is said that only the use of medicine can alleviate the condition, it can be for her to fly into the night when no one is silent, and her body is extremely weak and weak, like falling into a cold ice cellar, unable to escape.
Even the breath she exhaled was extremely cold, and this feeling and taste didn't want to appear again.
Now that her condition has been treated, although it is a temporary recovery, after Chen Yi's warning, she is afraid to face the past.
Jiang Tai saw that the young lady suddenly fell silent, and his cold face stared at the front expressionlessly, afraid that the young lady was the same as before,
Because it can't be treated, I give up on myself and hurriedly persuade.
"Miss, since Mr. Chen already has a way to treat the people, you will be fine, but accept his treatment, I think it won't take long for you to recover. ”
"I see, you go down first. Jiang Xinyi looked calm, faintly came back to her senses, her eyes exuded a faint light, smiled shallowly, and beckoned casually.
Jiang Tai's face was simple, and he didn't know what Miss meant?
looked at her scaredly: "Miss, you are." ”
"I'm fine, you go down first, I want to take a break, I've just been treated, and I'm still a little unwell. ”
"What's wrong? Why don't you leave?"
Jiang Xinyi put down the books in her hand at this time, had already gotten up, and was about to compare, but seeing that he refused to go out at any time, she asked casually with a smile in her tone.
Jiang Tai heard his cold tone and indifferent appearance, and after making sure that he ignored it, he nodded slowly: "Yes, miss, then I'll be guarding outside, what's the matter to call me?"
"Well, go ahead, by the way, it's for them to boil the kettle water, and I want to take a hot bath. ”
Jiang Xinyi nodded indifferently and glanced at the clothes on her body.
Fang Cai's acupuncture forced out the cold in his body, and the sweat on his body was very uncomfortable, and he had already wet his clothes, and he had been sweated by the soldiers
It's uncomfortable to stick to my body, and I want to take a hot bath and take a good rest.
Jiang Tai didn't dare to hesitate when he heard the order, nodded his head, and ordered his subordinates to do it.
Soon, the servants boiled a hot bath and came to pour water one after another.
"Miss, hot water is fine, why don't we take a bath for you?" Several servants poured buckets of hot water into the buckets, and in the bathtub, the petals emitted a faint fragrance.
Jiang Xinyi took off her coat, glanced at them, and shook her head coldly: "No need, I can do it myself, I want to be quiet alone, you guys go out." ”
"Yes. The servant nodded respectfully, and then went out to close the door.
Jiang Xinyi looked at the silence in the empty room, and from time to time she could hear the sound of birds outside the house.
Close the curtains and soak alone in the hot water tank.
After the cold air in the cold body is forced out, the body feels a lot more comfortable, and then soak in the warm feet, and every pore is slightly open to absorb the heat.
She's been ...... for a long time
To be precise, he hadn't enjoyed this feeling of warmth for a long time.
What was she afraid of these days? Now she had the answer in her mind.
Jiang Xinyi was afraid of going back to the past, afraid of accidents, and even more afraid of staying alone in a cold place.
The airtight environment is like being locked in a cold ice cellar, with no fresh air and no warm sunshine, and you are really alone.
Now that she is much better, she can enjoy the warmth of the sun, so why should she bother to pursue other things?
As Chen Yi said, no one can imprison his freedom, she can go out whenever she wants, and it is she herself who imprisons her freedom.
I didn't dare to go out, but I blamed others.
Jiang Xinyi's depressed mood was relieved a lot when she thought of this, and she enjoyed a moment of peace.