After Ma Xiaofan arrived at the company, he directly asked the leader for a leave, and did not listen to what the leader said, and turned around and left the company after taking the leave.

"If you have the ability, don't come back if you leave, you are your family when the company is your home, if you want to ask for leave, just leave, do I approve it?" Ma Xiaofan's top boss saw that Ma Xiaofan ignored him, and kept roaring behind Ma Xiaofan. Colleagues in the company also cast strange glances, none of them knew what was going on, and no one stood up to ask.

Standing at the door of the company, looking up at the sky, the morning sun was a little dazzling, but the air felt particularly fresh, Ma Xiaofan suddenly had a sense of relief, looked back at the company, and resolutely took a taxi to the long-distance bus station.

Ma Xiaofan has decided to leave this world, he wants to go to a deep mountain and old forest, find a rare cliff and go down, he doesn't want people to find out, just treat himself as a missing person. Save yourself from grieving your family when you're discovered.

When he arrived at the long-distance bus station, Ma Xiaofan took out all the money on his body and bought a ticket to Shennongjia, in his knowledge, Shennongjia is inaccessible, full of deep mountains and rivers, and no one will find out about ending his life there.

Sitting on the bus leading to Shennongjia, Ma Xiaofan was blank in his eyes, just sitting in a daze. The road of 500 kilometers is particularly long this time, so I was half asleep in a daze all the way, and when the train arrived at the station and heard the shouting of the conductor, Ma Xiaofan woke up with an excited spirit. looked at the old man's mobile phone in his pocket, the time was already 4 o'clock in the afternoon, it didn't matter what time it was, anyway, he went to tie himself up, Ma Xiaofan recognized the direction of Shennongjia and resolutely went.

When Ma Xiaofan came to the periphery of Shennongjia, the sky was completely dark, there was no light around, only a little star in the sky, Ma Xiaofan's heart was extraordinarily quiet, without a trace of fear, so he touched the darkness one step deeper, and one step shallower into the mountain.

I don't know how long I walked, I don't know how far I walked, but there were no more miscellaneous trees around, and the momentum became flat, and it was easier to walk than when I first entered the mountain, and the cries of unknown insects were everywhere, and occasionally the low roar of a wild beast could be heard from a distance. Because Ma Xiaofan wanted to say goodbye to this world, he didn't bring food and water, the surroundings were pitch black, and he couldn't see the mountains in the distance, Ma Xiaofan was really tired, so he casually found a big tree under it, and lay down there without caring about anything and fell asleep quickly.

When Ma Xiaofan woke up, it was already the second day, to be precise, he should have been woken up by the sun, because there was a beam of sunlight shining on his face through the dense canopy where he was lying. Regardless of the aching body and chapped lips, Ma Xiaofan wanted to continue walking forward when he got up, but when Ma Xiaofan stood up, he was dumbfounded. Isn't Shennongjia a mountain that can be seen endlessly? Why can't you see a single mountain where you are? There is a regular barrier around the perimeter, as if you are at the bottom of a cauldron. Look up and see where you are looking for the cliffs?

Because Ma Xiaofan was bent on seeking death, he had nothing in his backpack, only his ID card and his old man's mobile phone, seeing this scene, even Ma Xiaofan, who was bent on seeking death. I'm dumbfounded, how can this be done?

"If you want to die, it's not good to die, God is too unfair to me, I wanted to rush to the mountain of Shennongjia, find a cliff and plunge down a hundred, how can I be in this cauldron? The tree can't climb up by itself, if you hang yourself, you don't have a rope, if you hit the tree headlong and die, it's okay to die at once, if you can't die, then it's troublesome, why do you say my life is so bitter? God can't open his eyes?" Ma Xiaofan cleaned up his mood, sat there and laughed at himself, and decided to find a cliff and plunge down.

After walking a few steps, I found that there was a plant that grew on the ground, with leaves like lotus leaves, Ma Xiaofan didn't know it, there was a large area of dew on the leaves, Ma Xiaofan laughed at himself, he held the leaves and drank some dew, and now he wants to open it, I am looking for a cliff this time to end my life, and I will live before I find the cliff. The dew is very sweet, and there is a faint fragrance in the sweetness, Ma Xiaofan drank a lot, although he was bent on seeking death, but he walked all night. The body is still very tired, so I don't think about it so much, anyway, when I am thirsty, I drink, why do I have to find a cliff.

Habitually took out the HCT mobile phone, but when I took it out, the old man's mobile phone had long been out of battery, and I laughed at myself, threw the mobile phone under a big tree, and then walked in the direction of the sun without looking back. Although I drank some water just now, my physical strength recovered partially, but after walking for most of the night and not eating during the day, no, Ma Xiaofan couldn't walk for a while, "It's really cheap, not only your own life is cheap, but even your stomach is cheap, you can't fight for some anger, let me find the cliff and you will call it again" secretly scolded himself, in order to let himself find the cliff, he could only find something to eat to fill his stomach first, replenish some strength, and then continue to move forward.

Everywhere he walked, Ma Xiaofan looked at things that looked like wild fruits, picked them casually, threw them in his mouth, and didn't care if it was poisonous or not, anyway, he didn't know anything, so he would fill his stomach first. Not to mention, although the berries in this forest are under the tree, they can only receive very little light every day, but the taste in the mouth is still good, it is still very sweet, the stomach is not empty, and the legs are strong, just go and stop, the sky is gradually getting darker again, Ma Xiaofan doesn't know the east and west, north and south now, he simply doesn't know the direction, and continues to walk forward with his head stumbling, anyway, there is no shortage of food and drink in the mountains and forests, he has eaten so many unknown wild fruits, and he has not been poisoned, nor has he encountered any lone insects and beasts, just like this, I don't know how long I have walked, and my legs really can't move at night, I found a big tree and sat down and fell asleep.

Dazed, I don't know how long I have been asleep, Ma Xiaofan felt that his body was particularly cold, and forced his eyes to open a slit, and saw that the surroundings were all gray, and the surroundings were particularly damp, if he looked up carefully, he could also see a trace of light from the dense branches and leaves, which meant that the sky was already bright, but the woods were particularly dense, and he didn't know what time it was.

Sitting there and rubbing his eyes vigorously, patting his face, trying to sober himself up, then staring, adapting to the surrounding light, and finding himself on the edge of a huge pit, he was already in a cauldron, and after walking for a day and a night, not only did he not get out of the cauldron to find the peak, but he encountered a big pit in the cauldron, but the four walls of this pit are not so steep, only about 20 degrees, there are no trees on the pit wall, the bottom of the pit is a pool of water, and the faint cool air is floating up from this pool of water, Ma Xiaofan looked at the water at the bottom of the pit and roughly estimated itFrom your position to the water's edge, if you go down the pit, it will be about several miles, and how deep it must be.

"If this big pit is a sinkhole, it would be fine, I would just plunge down and be a hundred" Looking at the pit wall that said whether it was shaking or not, Ma Xiaofan said to himself, because the sinkholes he saw from the TV were steep on all sides, and they were all bottomless.

If you can't find the peak, then I'll tie myself to a stone and sink to the bottom of the pool, so that no one will find out.

Now that he had made up his mind, Ma Xiaofan even rolled and climbed down to the pit, but he felt that the distance of four or five miles, with his current speed of rolling and climbing, he walked for almost an hour before he reached the edge of the pool.

"TND, where is there 5 or 6 miles of land, it's more than a dozen miles, I just want to find a cliff to understand myself, is it so difficult? The thief is too unfair to me," Ma Xiaofan thought hatefully as he stood by the waterhole.

Sitting on the edge of the pool, Ma Xiaofan thought a lot, thought of his parents, thought of his relatives, thought of his first love, thought of his classmates, and the boss who spoke badly to him all day long, and Dong Feifei, who left him two days ago, had all kinds of nostalgia and reluctance, as well as indignation.

Thinking about it, Ma Xiaofan was already in tears, and he couldn't bear it anymore, so he cried loudly. I cried for I don't know how long, I stood up and wiped my face casually, gritted my teeth and made a decision resolutely