"Xinguang, you've been eating for a long time. What's the matter, I don't think the food cooked by my aunt is delicious?" Xu Nuan said, but her face was extremely soft, even with a smile.

I was a little embarrassed by the hand that picked up the vegetables.

How do I feel...... What did she see?

But she didn't say anything, I ate the dishes that Zheng Xinguang gave me, and I was a little panicked for a while.

Zheng Xinguang heard Xu Nuan's words, smiled, and ate a chopstick dish.

Seeing Zheng Xinguang eating, Xu Nuan asked me to eat more slowly, and then said: "Xinguang, don't learn from your father, once you decide, you have to take responsibility." ”

When Zheng Xinguang heard this, he stopped his chopsticks, then nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay." ”

Because of Xu Nuan's words, I was a little moved in my heart, and at the same time, I had a little more affection for Xu Nuan.

When I came out of Xu Nuan's house after eating, I still had some apprehension in my heart.

According to so many days of observation, I know how important Xu Nuan is to Zheng Xinguang, and in a hurry today, I met Xu Nuan for the first time, and I don't know if it left a good impression on her.

What's more, she also saw the relationship between me and Zheng Xinguang.

Although her attitude was nothing, I still felt a little scared in my heart.

So I couldn't help but say to Zheng Xinguang: "You didn't explain it at first, so I was not mentally prepared at all, and I almost showed my ugliness in front of your aunt." ”

Zheng Xinguang just smiled when he looked at me, and when he saw that I was almost annoyed, he said, "It's okay, according to my observations, my aunt has no opinion on you." Besides, the ugly daughter-in-law doesn't always have to ......"

In the second half of the sentence, he saw me waving his fist and hid it without saying anything.

With a laugh, Zheng Xinguang dodged my fist.

At this time, when I heard Zheng Xinguang say this, I was ashamed and ashamed, so I breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and said, "It's good that your aunt doesn't hate me." ”

Zheng Xinguang saw that I cared so much about Xu Nuan's opinion of me, and his eyes softened in an instant.

He coughed lightly and said, "I'll take you home." ”

On the way home, I felt a little more relaxed, and couldn't help but ask Zheng Xinguang, "When do you plan to come back?"

Zheng Xinguang looked at me and smiled: "You miss me like that?"

I stuck my tongue out at him.

Zheng Xinguang chuckled, rubbed my head again, and replied, "After a while, look at my father's attitude, and give you some time to adapt to our state." ”

I was stunned and realized that Zheng Xinguang was talking about our underground love.

Feeling a little moved and a little embarrassed in my heart, I nodded.

Walking all the way, when I got to the place, I waved at Zheng Xinguang and left.

When I entered the community, I subconsciously looked back and was a little surprised to find that Zheng Xinguang was still standing there.

At that point, he waved at me and turned away.

By the time I got home, it was 7 p.m.

My mother asked worriedly, "Juanzi, why did you come back so late today?"

My heart jumped, but I still took out the words I had prepared a long time ago and said, "Mom, it's my turn to be on duty today, and my classmates have left beforehand, so it's a little late." ”

"That's right. My mother didn't have any doubts about this, and brought up another topic and said, "Tomorrow, September 13th, is your father's death." I asked for leave for you, and I will go back to the village tomorrow to pay respects to your father. ”

I nodded, and seeing that my mother didn't mean to speak again, I said, "Mom, then I'll go back to my room and do my homework first." ”

When I got back to my room, after a while, my mother knocked on the door and came in.

"Juanzi, there are no leftovers at night, you haven't eaten yet, you guess you're hungry, right? There's milk and bread here, you put on the mat first. Finish your homework and rest early. ”

I looked at the plate of food in my mother's hand, and my heart suddenly warmed a little, I smiled and said, "Thank you, Mom." ”

"Be polite to your mother. Although my mother's tone was strange, I could also see that there was a smile in her eyes.

Such a peaceful scene surprised and overwhelmed me for a while.

When my mother left, I picked up the bread and took a bite of it, and I didn't feel very hungry, so I put it down again.

The next morning, as I lay in bed in a daze, I felt my mom enter the room.

She seemed to see the rest of the bread on the plate, and there was some concern in her tone.

"What's going on lately, I haven't eaten dinner?"

I was a little weak when I heard this, I didn't touch much bread yesterday, and it wasn't because I had dinner at Aunt Zheng Xinguang's day.

Afraid that my mother would find out that I was awake and not be able to explain to her, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended that I was still asleep.

After a while, the door was gently slammed shut.

At this time, I was completely sleepy, tossing and turning in bed, unable to continue sleeping.

It's a small thing, but it has some problems.

My mother asked me to separate from Zheng Xinguang before, and I agreed on the surface, but I fell in love with Zheng Xinguang, is it really good to hide from my mother in this way?

Then I remembered what Lin Keer said yesterday: You will only ruin him if you are with Zheng Xinguang.

The mood suddenly became inexplicably heavy.

After I got up and had breakfast, my mother took me back to the village to worship.

I stood in front of my father's grave for a long time, silently asking in my heart, "What the hell should I do?"

I asked myself over and over again, but again, I couldn't find an answer.

On the way back, I was feeling a little down.

"Juanzi, don't you want to come back to see your father?" my mother asked, noticing my low mood.

Seeing that I shook her head, she seemed to open up the conversation box and said, "Your father used to hurt you." I remember that at that time, the first thing he did when he came back from work every day was to ask, 'Is Juanzi naughty again today?' and then he lifted you high and took you around in circles. At that time, he was pretending to prick you with stubble, and you liked your dad at that time, and you always laughed so happily every time he teased you, and at that time, your dad was kind to me, no matter how tired he was from work, he would help me wash the dishes every day......"

This is the first time I've heard my mom talk about my dad, she told a lot of stories, and when I heard that my dad used to hurt me, imagining that kind of picture, I felt a burst of warmth and beauty.

"Alas, it's a pity that you weren't born long after......" As she spoke, my mother remembered that my father was gone just a few months after I was born, and wiped her eyes.

I also have some regret in my heart, if my father was still here, my mother and I wouldn't have had such a hard time before.

My mom won't be tormented by those wicked people.

"At that time, your father still wanted us to live in a big house......" Once the memories were opened, it made people feel more emotional, and my mother couldn't hold it back for a while, and told it again.

I wanted to continue listening, but then I heard someone calling me from behind.