Chapter 177: There is no grass at the end of the world
Then Chen Nianmo handed me a bottle of wine and said, "I'll come to the next one." ”
Before I could react, the next song had already begun, and I was slightly startled when I saw the title, and then I heard a strange sound.
This was originally a playful song, the original singer was a girl, and at this time, Chen Nianmo actually sang with his throat.
The wine in my mouth spurted out in an instant.
I have to say that Chen Nianmo's psychological quality is very strong, and he sang without changing his face and heartbeat, and his voice gradually returned to normal.
After listening to this, I put down my wine, immediately applauded, shook my head and sighed, "Admire, admire." ”
In fact, his voice is accurate, and his voice is not unpleasant, just like that, maybe he just wanted to be funny and liven up the atmosphere.
Chen Nianmo didn't forget my squirting when he started singing, and snorted angrily at this time: "I performed so hard just now, you have to repay it, right?"
As he spoke, he handed me the microphone again, and I reluctantly took it, and was surprised when I saw the title of the song.
The original singer of this song turned out to be a male singer with a strong voice, how can I sing it!
Chen Nianmo saw my reaction next to him and burst out laughing.
I raised my fist at Chen Nian silently, and sang with a broken jar.
I don't know how well I sang this song, but I just saw Chen Nianmo smiling at me all the time.
By the end, I almost finished singing the song by roaring, but when I sang it, I felt that the depression in my heart was released a little.
As soon as I finished singing, I put the microphone in front of Chen Nianmo and said, "It's your turn." ”
Chen Nianmo raised his eyebrows, took it without hesitation, looked at me and smiled and said, "The next song is yours." ”
That's it, you and I sang one by one, and we had fun singing until the end.
The gloom in my heart was suppressed, one song after another, I drank more and more wine, and finally Chen Nianmo and I actually sang a love song together.
Although at this time we are singing out of tune, purely venting our emotions.
Singing and singing, I completely let go of myself and stood up, my body staggering.
On the wine, I accidentally tripped over a chair and fell straight into the arms of Chen Nianmo, who was sitting on the sofa.
Chen Nianmo's voice froze suddenly, and a smell of male hormones rushed towards me.
At this time, we were surrounded by the sound of love songs, and I felt the heat on him, and the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous and hot.
I woke up instantly and immediately got up from Chen Nianmo's body.
Chen Nianmo was also a little embarrassed, changed the topic, and asked, "By the way, when are you going to go back to school?"
The heat on my face had not yet dissipated, and when I heard his question, I was stunned and my expression became a little evasive.
I thought of Zheng Xinguang again, thought of our quarrel today, and the answer to the matter of going to school became vague again.
"When exactly ...... I'm not sure, I'm going to have to discuss it with my mom again, yes, I'm going to have to discuss it again......"
I was vague, and in the end I didn't know what to think, so I inexplicably said "thank you" to Chen Nianmo.
Then we stayed at KTV for a while, and it was getting late.
At this time, Chen Nianmo said, "I'll send you back." ”
I wanted to refuse, but seeing that it was a bit late, I was afraid that my mother would be worried and agreed.
On the way, Chen Nianmo saw that I had regained my quiet appearance, and he also noticed something, and comforted me and said: "Li Juan, there is no grass at the end of the world, it will get better." ”
Hearing this, coupled with the venting of emotions when singing before, the depression in my heart was slightly relieved.
I nodded, smiled slightly, and said to Chen Nianmo, "Thank you for today." ”
When Chen Nianmo heard this, he turned his head, supported the back of his head with his two hands, and said a little uncomfortably: "Thank you, aren't you happy?"
Hearing this, I felt a little more grateful in my heart, and finally a little more angry on my face.
When I led Chen Nianmo to the basement where my mother and I were temporarily staying, Chen Nianmo, who had been talking to me, suddenly became smaller and softer.
He looked a little stunned.
Although we clean this basement every day, it still smells musty because of the objective moisture.
There were very few things inside, the furnishings were very old, and there were a few basins on the kitchen floor, and water leaked from them.
When I think of the power of Chen Nianmo's family, I know that Chen Nianmo, who has been living a prosperous life since he was a child, must not have understood this kind of life.
I also had nothing to hide, so I whispered to Chen Nianmo: "You're right, I've always been a dirt bun and an ugly duckling. ”
Chen Nianmo, who had always spoken unpolitely, was quiet at this time.
Then he turned his head and said to me apologetically, "I couldn't speak before, so don't take it personally." ”
When I heard this, I smiled lightly and didn't care: "I've heard a lot of ugly words, it's nothing." ”
Chen Nianmo was slightly stunned, and I realized in a trance that the way he looked at me seemed to be different.
Then I led Chen Nianmo into the inner room, and as soon as I entered the room, I saw my mother lying on the floor, next to the broken dishes.
"Mom!!"
In an instant, the fragments of these days of life came together, and I realized that the burden was all on my mother, who suffered from epilepsy.
Epilepsy patients want to control their emotions the most, but these days have been full of ups and downs, great sorrows and joys, and my mother's old illness has relapsed.
I panicked, my body trembled, and I knelt helplessly beside my mother, my fingers trembling and patting my mother's body.
"Mom......"
Fortunately, Chen Nianmo was still there, and he learned from my intermittent words that my mother had epilepsy, and immediately took out his mobile phone and calmly dialed 120.
"Hello, please hurry up...... There was a middle-aged woman with a seizure ......"
Then he saw that I was panicked, and comforted me softly: "Li Juan, don't worry too much, Auntie will definitely be fine." ”
I held my mother's hand and said tremblingly, "It's all my fault, it's all my ......"
If it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have suffered so much, and she wouldn't have been emotionally affected by me, which led to her current illness.
At the same time, I felt like I was damn good, thinking about my own business these days, and I even ignored that my mother also had epilepsy.
If something happens to my mother, I'm the murderer of the unforgivable crime!
Chen Nianmo frowned when he saw me like this, and said, "The doctor will be here soon, Auntie is fine, don't think about it." ”
Then, seeing that I didn't want to listen to him, Chen Nianmo went to the kitchen and took a broom and dustpan to sweep away the broken porcelain pieces on the ground.
When he was done, the ambulance came, and the doctors and nurses were a little surprised to see that we were living in such a dilapidated place, and immediately carried my mother on a stretcher.
At this time, Chen Nianmo accompanied me to the hospital.