Chapter 290: I'm Not Qualified
Since that skipping class, Chen Nianmo has not come to school for more than a week.
Zheng Xinguang and Lin Keer are a pair I definitely don't want to see in the corridor.
But every time Lin Keer saw me, she came up to me with a blank eye, said hello to me, and then pulled Zheng Xinguang to say something ambiguous.
For example, this time, she pulled Zheng Xinguang over and said to me: "Li Juan, I heard that Chen Nianmo is because you didn't go back to school, is this the case? ”
I was a little angry when I heard her pretending to be confused, and wanted to avoid her with a cold face, but Lin Keer pretended to be careless at this time, and bumped into me, knocking me into a stumbling shoulder and causing pain.
At this time, Lin Ke'er, who was half fine, said coquettishly to Zheng Xinguang, who was silent on the side: "Xinguang, I was hit just now and it hurts." ”
I was rubbing my shoulders, but I didn't get Zheng Xinguang to pay any attention, but was pushed away by him.
Zheng Xinguang walked aside to help Lin Ke'er, and said with a very concerned face: "Are you okay?"
I saw them in pairs, and suddenly there were tears in my eyes, and I bit my lip, turned around, and ran upstairs to something else.
But behind me there was still Lin Keer's whispering and Zheng Xinguang's concern, such care was honey to her, but arsenic to me.
I ran like this for a while, but I accidentally bumped into someone else, and I lost the person who silently protected me, so I naturally became the target of bullying by everyone.
The boy who came over to apologize to me last time was even more in collaboration with Li Kai and a few people - when I passed by the playground - deliberately smashed the ball at me.
I couldn't dodge and fell to the ground, and when I fell to the ground, I squinted and found that Zheng Xinguang was playing there at this time.
I also saw Lin Keer handing him water to wipe his sweat, Lin Keer smiled and smiled, although Zheng Xinguang was expressionless, he still took it and let Lin Keer do things to himself.
I also saw that he even glanced at me, but he didn't mean to help me out.
When I saw this, I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
Listening to the ridicule of the boy next to him, I felt even more sad.
Li Kai said: "Now that you are a broken shoe, no one wants you! ”
The boy who was pinched by Chen Nianmo to apologize said: "Yes, she is such a slut." Now that there is no old silence, what kind of prestige can he have. ”
I felt a little uncomfortable, although they repeated those words, but it still had a great impact on my psyche.
After all, I still pushed away those boys who used to want to protect me one by one, Chen Nianmo and Zheng Xinguang have always loved me, but I can't give the same return.
Zheng Xinguang is the regret of my life, I think we can only end up like this, and I am also to blame.
Chen Nianmo was also pushed away by me, and I don't have the luxury of his protection now, so I can only reap the consequences.
I think my heart is very sad at this time, I think Chen Nianmo is not having a good time because of me now, and I don't know how he will get along with me in school in the future.
I had lost my knights, and there was no one to shelter me again, so I ignored the men, and held on, with my arms on the ground and trying to get up.
But as soon as I got up, I felt a fierce pain. I let out a low cry of pain, and my foot seemed to be bent.
I saw that my feet were high and swollen, and I couldn't get up.
At this moment, what I didn't expect was that it was Fang Zhiwen who stretched out his hand towards me.
He came from the side, dismissed the people, hesitated, and then stretched out his hand to me and said, "I'll take you to the infirmary." ”
I had no other way at this point, so I stepped forward and took his hand. Fang Zhiwen helped me and helped me to the infirmary.
The relationship between us seemed to be close again, and Li Kai next to him said in a weird manner: "Be careful, Li Juan is very harmful now! ”
At this time, Fang Zhiwen said coldly: "It's none of your business. ”
As he spoke, he helped me away.
When I went to the infirmary, Fang Zhiwen said to me: "Li Juan, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before, and I will never interfere in the relationship between you and Zheng Xinguang in the future." ”
But he thought about it for a while and said again: "For Zheng Xinguang's choice, I hope you don't blame." ”
I felt a little touched by Fang Zhiwen's help at first, because he still regards me as a friend, how can I be unhappy?
It's just that when he later said that I should forgive Zheng Xinguang, I couldn't help but feel a little sad.
Fang Zhiwen has always been a helper or a relative, and I don't think he cares about the matter between me and Zheng Xinguang, he can understand Zheng Xinguang's choice, so let me let it go.
In fact, I can also understand Zheng Xinguang, if it were me, I would have made the same choice, just like I took Chen Nianmo's mother's card.
I pretended to be strong and said, "I am not in a position to blame anyone. ”
Later, I saw a trace of distress flashing in Fang Zhiwen's eyes, and then he said to me: "You are still the Li Juan I know, don't be presumptuous." ”
When I heard this, I was stunned, and he affirmed me again again. So I pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Why are you helping me?"
In fact, I was very scared in my heart, afraid that he would come back because of sympathy for me, not out of friendship.
At this time, Fang Zhiwen said: "Although most of Chen Nianmo is very muddy, it is also worthy of admiration to do what he wants. ”
Then he said a little gloomily: "At the beginning, because of me, Chen Xi suffered from rumors and died a grievance, but now I naturally want to do more when I see your situation." ”
I suddenly heard him mention Chen Xi and was suddenly stunned, and he was always a little sad when he mentioned the old man.
Fang Zhiwen finally realized the pain of Chen Xi and me now, so he wanted to help me, just like making up for the mistakes at that time across a time and space.
So I said: "We didn't know Chen Xi's pain at the beginning, but now we finally understand it." In fact, Chen Nianmo and I can't continue to be friends, and I don't think there will be a future between us. ”
Fang Zhiwen was a little surprised when he heard this, and then looked at me worriedly, as if he felt that I couldn't withstand so many disasters.
I shook my head and smiled at him.
As he spoke, Fang Zhiwen supported me, carefully step by step, greedily went up the steps of the infirmary, and reminded me from time to time, "Slow down."
I slowly thanked him and went into the office.
The same doctor in the office, the doctor gave me medicine, and when he looked at me, he shook his head, as if he didn't expect me to be in and out of the infirmary so often.