Send a single chapter to express my feelings in the past ten days.

In fact, when I was writing the first five chapters, I once asked others to evaluate my book on Zhihu.

The reviews I got were terrible.

Because my novel doesn't have the conflict of the first three chapters, no pleasant slap in the face, no ...... They commented that the book was not to be done.

Fortunately, I still gritted my teeth and came over, and I was really happy that there were still people who liked this book.

I am a glass heart, and if a book friend comments on a book with unfriendly remarks, I will be very uncomfortable, and many inspirations will be scattered.

But what I didn't expect was that for so many days, there was only one book friend who commented that was not very friendly, and it was still a three-no-number, and I decisively blocked it, which did not affect my mood.

Thank you very much for your recognition!

I read everyone's book reviews, and even flip through the discussions between book friends chapter by chapter (the comment background of book friends replying to each other will not prompt)

The comments of many book friends were so interesting that I couldn't help but laugh when I was alone under the covers.

Then there is the update problem that many book friends say.

Actually, I've been working it. But I really can't write that fast. I can only write more than 1,000 words an hour, because I read every description, every line, I read it repeatedly, and often wrote hundreds of words, feeling like shit, deleted and restarted......

If it's fast, a chapter will take more than two hours to write, which is still based on the premise that it does not count the time to conceive.

And when it comes to publishing, each chapter is also cautious, and it takes several times to read it repeatedly before it is released.

The chapters that have been sent out now have been revised at least 3 times per chapter.

Despite this, I sometimes look back and am still not satisfied.

Maybe I'm stupid like this, the online article is not like this, many readers don't care about the reading experience in the details at all, the storyline is OK, and the update is more important.

But I still want to write seriously.

This book is not only for book lovers, but also for myself.

Most of us will probably live a life of mediocrity. Three years after graduation, I worked in the system for three years, and my young ambition has been almost exhausted. But before mediocrity, I still want to pin all my wishes and regrets on the novel, so that the protagonist of the novel can live such a wonderful life for me.

It's a bit hypocritical.

So, I'm going to have to get over myself.

Finally, once again, I would like to express my sincere thanks to all of you. It's your support that keeps me motivated to write.

Finally, thank you for your recommendation votes, support, I will work hard and diligently to finish this book, whether it is a year, two years or three years.

Thank you!