41, as if the sky we look up to is close at hand (above)
The dream is over, and in the snow-white world, despite stretching out your arms, everything is still empty.
It's as if the sky we look up at is close at hand.
Right and wrong, grievances and grievances are all in one thought. One thought becomes a Buddha, that is, the clouds are passing by, and one thought becomes a demon, that is, the impermanence of the self.
Hatred is both a source of pain and a force to forge ahead. It can make a masterpiece or destroy a masterpiece. Since ancient times, the legendary stories born because of revenge have come to life, making future generations feel very emotional.
But those who listen to the story can't understand the feelings of the protagonist.
The vengeful person controls an empty shell, a walking corpse, whose heart is already dead, or not dead, and on the verge of death. All emotions such as love, admiration, yearning, worship, joy, sorrow, etc., sink under the abyss and do not see the light of day.
They are not without emotion, their emotions are more delicate and sensitive, but under the abyss, they are still wrapped in a thick shell, which they can't see on weekdays. Once someone or something breaks the shell, it is often the outbreak of emotional tide.
As the saying goes: either you die in silence or you explode in silence.
Leaning on Yan Shiyi's shoulder, Yan Li's emotions that had nowhere to vent finally broke out.
But he did not cry, and if a person is accustomed to being strong, there is no reason to be weak. He just screamed, like a hippopotamus in heat, which helped to relax the tense nerves, drive everything out of his mind, and leave the last target.
Yes, if you want to cry, you want to make trouble, you have to hang, you have to wait until all the dust has settled.
After the catharsis, the emotions will be calmed down for a short time. This is when the final choice is made.
The moment Yan Li stepped into the Lingxiao Palace, we all knew that he had already made a choice.
This choice is: to send Ji Tiansheng into the abyss.
No, when she was the empress, we called her Ji Tiansheng, which was a kind of respect, and now she is a woman, a weak woman, and we call her Ji Paper Kite, which is a pity.
"Yan Li, what do you mean by that?" Li Yong stared at Yan Li vigilantly.
"Something is coming to an end, right today, right here. Yan Li's eyes were fixed on Yang Youyun.
"You dare to bring robbers to the palace without permission," Li Yong reprimanded angrily, "Have you still taken Your Majesty into account!"
Yan Li didn't dare to look at Ji Paper Kite's eyes, he just stared at Yang Youyun, now he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to complete the final revenge.
"Looks like he's targeting you. Li Xuanwei sneered.
Yang Youyun sneered and said, "His target is me, but his target is you." ”
Li Xuan was slightly stunned, and suddenly looked at Yan Shiyi. His eyes met, and he seemed to understand something.
Yang Youyun put his hand into his robe and took out a green lotus lampholder: "You finally figured it out, it's yours, as long as the person who faces you feels guilty, he can be killed." With that, he threw it away.
Yan Shiyi didn't take it, let it fall to the ground, chuckled, and said, "I don't need it." ”
"You're here. Li Xuanwei's face was complicated, "I knew you would definitely come, but I didn't know it was today." ”
"The hour has passed. Yan Shiyi said lightly, "Let you live one more year, and count it as your reward for introducing me." ”
Li Xuan smiled and said, "You are really still like that, it was this that attracted me back then, and let me stay in Swallow Dock for two years." I thought you would be the next patron saint of the dynasty. ”
Yan Shiyi said: "You shouldn't stay, and you shouldn't teach me." ”
Li Xuan smiled: "After I made that decision, I knew that one day you would come to me. It's just that I didn't expect this day to come so quickly, so I wasn't prepared at all. Can you change places?" he had already walked towards the outside of the Lingxiao Palace, and also picked up the Qinglian Lantern.
Yan Shiyi slowly followed.
Coming outside, Li Xuanwei said again: "Before I start, I have a question for you." ”
Yan Shiyi did not speak.
Li Xuanwei had already asked: "If you were given a chance to go back to the past, would you choose to go with me?"
"No, it won't. Yan Shiyi said coldly.
"Yes...... Li Xuanwei nodded, "If you say yes, it's not the person I'm looking for." In fact, you've already guessed why I did that. ”
Yan Shiyi did not speak.
Li Xuanwei had no choice but to take care of himself and said: "You refuse to leave Yanziwu with me, I feel that the people of Yanziwu are your bonds, with them, you will never be able to get out, it will be a loss for the dynasty, I can't let it become a reality, so I asked Wang Ba to send someone to kill them...... But I didn't expect to kill a Yan Li halfway, taking my place as a role, leading you on the path of sin...... You're gone, I can't find a robber to guard the dynasty......"
After a pause, he continued, "I often regret that so many innocent lives have been lost at the loss of a single thought. I often fell into a deep self-loathing, but I had to live, live...... Being alive is a pain in itself. ”
He walked up to Yan Shiyi, "Eleven, I don't want to do anything with you, you can kill me with it." Kill me with it, and you'll know that I'm repentant. I am not doing this to ask for your forgiveness, but to hope that the souls of the Swallow Dock can rest in peace. With that, he stuffed the Qinglian lamp into Yan Shiyi's hand.
Yan Shiyi looked at the lamp, then at Li Xuanwei, and said, "You are right, whether the soul of Yanziwu can rest in peace is more on my mood." You gave me an irrefutable reason, I hope you are sincere, so that when you return to the sea of stars, I can still pray for you. ”
"Thank you......" Li Xuanwei smiled reluctantly, "Thank you......"
"Bear it. Yan Shiyi held the Qinglian lamp and stabbed it fiercely.
Miraculously, the body of the lamp actually gave birth to lotus petals halfway, and under the flying of the lotus, it transformed into a sword, and the tip of the sword pierced Li Xuanwei's heart without hindrance.
"Wow!"
Li Xuan spat out a mouthful of blood slightly. Instead, a strange smile appeared on his face, "Eleven...... To live...... Live well......"
He "staggered" a few steps back, cripping blood in small gulps. In the corner of his eye, he seemed to be still looking for something, and he was muttering to himself: Why hasn't it arrived yet?
"Master!" At this moment, a sad cry came from the Lingxiao Palace, and a shadow rushed out and came to Li Xuanwei's side, "Master, how are you?"
"Liuyun, my lovely apprentice......" Li Xuanwei covered his heart and fell into Shen Liuyun's arms, smiling forcefully, "Don't cry, don't be sad, everyone will die...... But you know what...... I hate a man who took Eleven and took you ...... I won't let him die better than ......"
"Master, what are you talking about......" Shen Liuyun cried, "Stop talking, I'll stop the bleeding for you, you can't die, you can't die......"
"It's useless, it's useless......" Li Xuanwei shook his head, "I can't live anymore...... I have a last word to confess...... Hurry up and put your ears down......"
Shen Liuyun endured his grief and leaned down to listen.
Li Xuanwei's lips closed and he said a few words. Yan Shiyi didn't hear a word.
Shen Liuyun's eyes widened in shock at first, and then his lips moved: "No, it's impossible to ......"
Li Xuan vomited blood slightly, and said intermittently: "Remember...... Remembered...... The master went...... Remember......" Before he took a breath, he glanced at Yan Shiyi and showed a very weird smile.
"Master!" Shen Liuyun cried out in mourning.
"Finally, he kept his promise like a man. Yan Shiyi casually threw away the Qinglian lantern and was about to turn back.
Suddenly, there was a strong wind behind him, he turned around and drew his knife, and the purple knife light instantly swept away all his strength, "What are you doing?"
Shen Liuyun stared at him with disgust: "You killed my master, it's you, right!"
Yan Shiyi said coldly and arrogantly: "I killed it, so what?"
"You killed my master, it wasn't Xiao Fan's orders, right?" Shen Liuyun's chest rose and fell rapidly.
"Although he is the head of the dragon, he can't tell me about this. Yan Shiyi said lightly, "If you don't want to die, get out of the way, and if you dare to sneak up on me from behind, don't blame me for being rude." ”
"Okay!" Shen Liuyun's mood suddenly calmed down, an abnormal calm, very weird. "There is a debtor and a debtor, and there is nothing wrong with me seeking revenge on you. ”
"Oh?" Yan Shiyi chuckled softly, "You killed me?"
"How do you know if you don't try!" Shen Liuyun suddenly pounced, and Liuyun followed.
Yan Shiyi held the knife with his backhand.
Shen Liuyun's palm hit the blade of the knife.
Yan Shiyi took advantage of the power of this blow to spin around, and the Purple Night Knife drew a beautiful circular arc of light, slashing towards Shen Liuyun's waist.
If this knife is hit, you can't think twice about it, and you can directly cut it in half.
Shen Liuyun bent back suddenly, his waist was as weak as a bone, and his back was completely attached to his legs and neck, and then he flipped up in the air, his feet stirred the wind and clouds, and kicked Yan Shiyi's neck like a spiral cone.
Yan Shiyi squinted slightly, his body leaned back, his heels shook, and the whole person slid backwards and backwards.
Shen Liuyun did not give up, and forcibly carried another breath of true qi in the air, and a faint cloud and mist emerged from the void, supporting her figure to pursue the past.
Yan Shiyi sneered, sliding non-stop, raising the Purple Night Knife flat, and slightly picking it up.
Purple sword light shot up into the sky.
Shen Liuyun reacted extremely quickly in fright, and his palms suddenly pushed down.
The huge True Qi collided with the sword light.
In the violent explosion, the faint flowing clouds directly disappeared.
Shen Liuyun rushed out of the frenzied airflow, his hair bun was a little scattered, but his expression was still calm, and he fell on a stone lamp base ten zhang away from Yan Shiyi, and looked at Yan Shiyi coldly: "Xiao Fan is under the influence of you that he will become a demon who kills people without blinking." ”
Yan Shiyi said lightly: "Do you know him?"
Shen Liuyun said coldly: "I only know that he is a gentle and kind person, even now. ”
Yan Shiyi said: "I don't deny it. ”
Shen Liuyun said coldly: "I'm going to kill you, keep him away from you, and never be affected by you again, I will teach him to be an upright person again." ”
"Then you can come. Yan Shiyi's eyes gradually changed.