The thought stuck in my head and lingered.

My heart is in a mess, as long as I think of Zheng Xinguang laughing and talking to Lin Ke'er now, I feel a piercing pain.

But no, I have already written a review and promised my mother that she will no longer have contact with Zheng Xinguang, so at this time I can only swallow all kinds of thoughts about Zheng Xinguang back into my stomach.

Intellectually, I don't want to become a person I am afraid of because of Zheng Xinguang, but I know very well that I can't let go.

The day passed in such a mess, and after school, Chen Yueru arranged for me to clean up alone, on the grounds that no one wanted to work with me.

Whether this is sowing discord or deliberately targeting me, I no longer want to speculate, so I silently accepted this arrangement.

By the time I finished cleaning, it was already late, and the people in the classroom were almost gone.

I pressed the strap of my school bag in one hand and prepared to go home with some heavy thoughts.

As soon as I arrived at the school gate, I saw Zheng Xinguang and Lin Keer from a distance.

They seemed to be saying goodbye.

I saw Lin Ke'er with a bright smile and said something to Zheng Xinguang in a coquettish voice.

Zheng Xinguang's expression was cold, and he responded without a match.

It seems that Lin Keer took the initiative, and Zheng Xinguang was the colder one.

I couldn't help but stop and look at them from behind.

"Xinguang, did you understand all of the teacher's lectures today? I still seem to have some questions. ”

Zheng Xinguang said lightly: "I don't have any problems. ”

Lin Ke'er leaned closer and said, "Then you can tell me about it tomorrow." ”

The two said a few more words, and then I saw Lin Ke'er wave at Zheng Xinguang and leave with a smile.

Zheng Xinguang glanced at Lin Ke'er, turned around and left with his schoolbag on his back.

When they were all gone, I breathed a sigh of relief and quietly walked up to the school gate.

My heart is a little heavy, and my pace is not so easy.

As soon as I went out, suddenly, for some reason, there was a sound of footsteps on both sides.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that I had been surrounded by several boys.

When I saw their faces clearly, my pupils constricted.

They're the same people who did to me at summer camp!

Tightening the strap of my schoolbag, I forced myself to calm down and said, "Zheng Xinguang will be here in a while." ”

Hearing this, the boys burst into laughter, and one of them said, "Who are you scaring for?

When I heard them say this, my expression was a little gloomy, even though I knew it was a little out of place.

Even they knew that Zheng Xinguang could no longer protect me......

I was a little stunned for a while, and when I reacted, I looked up, but saw that the three people who were arrogant just now had run away.

The low air pressure on my body dissipated instantly, I was stunned for a moment, and turned back with some surprise, is Zheng Xinguang back again?

As a result, I saw Fang Zhiwen with a resolute expression with his fists raised.

I couldn't help but feel a little gloomy, suppressed my emotions, and whispered, "Thank you, Fang Zhiwen." ”

Fang Zhiwen looked at me with concern and said softly, "No thanks." ”

"You may not be all at the moment, I'll send you home. ”

"That's embarrassing, no need. Fang Zhiwen's protection was really beyond my expectations, I hurriedly waved my hand and excused myself.

"It's okay, if you don't let me send it, I'm not too worried about letting you go home alone. Fang Zhiwen said with a smile, his eyebrows were full of concern.

I didn't know what to say for a while, but he said it twice, and I couldn't refuse his gentlemanly gesture again.

Qiang smiled to himself, and I said, "Then I might as well be respectful, thank you." ”

"Li Juan, don't be so polite to me. ”

On the way back, Fang Zhiwen seemed to notice that I was not in a good mood and deliberately told me some interesting things.

After listening to it, I knew his kindness, and I was a little embarrassed, so I took the initiative to find a topic and said, "Fang Zhiwen, why did you go back so late?"

Fang Zhiwen said: "I didn't leave until I finished my homework. ”

Then he looked at me again and asked hesitantly, "Li Juan, Zheng Xinguang, ...... him?"

"Then you write your homework so fast, it won't be math homework, I have never finished my homework so quickly......" As soon as I heard Fang Zhiwen mention Zheng Xinguang, I hurriedly diverted the topic stiffly, but I forced a smile on my face.

Fang Zhiwen was slightly stunned, and then he also realized that I didn't want to talk about this, so he chatted with me along my topic.

I was escorted all the way by him, and when I returned home, my mother looked at me as I entered the door, raised her eyes and asked, "Juanzi, how is class today?"

I replied truthfully, "Some can't keep up." I'll go back to my room and read a book. ”

When I entered the room, I took out the necklace and looked at it in a daze.

I was able to keep up with the teacher's progress before because Zheng Xinguang had been helping me with tutoring, but during my suspension of study, not only did I not accept Zheng Xinguang's tutoring, but also my mind was not on studying, so naturally I couldn't keep up with the progress.

I rubbed the necklace for a moment and put it around my neck.

Looking at the books, I still don't have the heart to review my homework.

I simply moved a bench to the balcony and sat alone looking at the stars in the sky.

Looking at the stars, I was also thinking about him.

Such a beautiful night scene, it seems that once upon a time, Zheng Xinguang and I also lay side by side, admiring together.

At that time, in that open space on the hill in the countryside, we opened our hearts and talked.

He hugged me at the time, and we ......

Thinking about it, I suddenly felt sad again.

It's impossible for me to have such a good time anymore.

I sniffed and persuaded myself to let him go.

At this time, there was a knock on the door of my room, and my mother walked in, saw me looking at the sky in a daze, sighed, and said to me, "Juanzi, Mom will talk to you." ”

This is the first time my mother has talked to me so calmly since I broke up with Zheng Xinguang.

I was stunned and nodded.

My mother said a lot that day, although every sentence did not deviate from the bad points of me and Zheng Xinguang together, but I could also hear that she was persuading me to open up.

Eventually, I nodded and whispered, "Mom, I see." ”

After that, Zheng Xinguang did not come back for many nights.

And when I was in school, I rarely saw Zheng Xinguang.

Until one time when I was having dinner at home, I heard Uncle Zheng say that Zheng Xinguang went to live at my aunt's house temporarily.

We didn't seem to have any intersection overnight, and the previous sweetness seemed to be a dream.

In fact, during these difficult days, I secretly watched Zheng Xinguang, but he didn't know it.

It's a secret of mine alone.

A secret he may never know.