Chapter 100: A Shame Before the Snow
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Zheng Xinguang sitting next to me.
I was so shocked that I threw myself into his arms and sobbed quietly.
Zheng Xinguang was stunned for a moment, then wrapped his hand around me and gently patted my back.
He asked softly and gently, "Is it a nightmare...... Or are you not feeling well?"
I hugged Zheng Xinguang tightly, couldn't cry for a while, choked up and said, "Don't ask...... Don't ask anything......"
But I forgot what a sensitive person Zheng Xinguang is.
I've never liked to spray air fresheners in my room on a regular basis, but this time the smell was so strong that there were even a few large balls of toilet paper left in the trash can.
His gaze swept around the room, and without me knowing, Zheng Xinguang had some bad thoughts in his heart.
He helped me up and tried to open my mouth, but he held back when he saw the tears on my face.
He hugged me again and reassured, "I'll be here in the future." ”
Hearing this, I hugged Zheng Xinguang even tighter.
The tip of my nose was slowly filled with the good smell of laundry soap on Zheng Xinguang's body, and the grievances and nausea in my heart slowly faded.
When I gradually calmed down and realized that Uncle Zheng and my mother might be at home, I immediately hurriedly got up from his arms.
Zheng Xinguang couldn't help but say, and pulled me back into his arms: "My dad and your mom are going to a class reunion, and they are not at home. ”
When I heard this, I couldn't help but feel a sweetness in my heart.
We hugged quietly for a while, and I suddenly felt that it was good to hold it like this, and it was extremely reassuring, as if the years were quiet.
After a while, Zheng Xinguang smiled and said, "Are you going to sleep on my shoulder again?"
When I heard his joke, my face was a little red, and I was not very embarrassed.
Just about to get up, Zheng Xinguang wrapped his arms around me again and said, "It's okay, let's hold it for a while, it's okay if I really fall asleep." ”
When I heard this, I was overwhelmed with shame.
wanted not to hug Zheng Xinguang but was a little reluctant, so in the end he could only put his chin against his shoulder and buried his face in shame.
But then we didn't stay silent, but chatted.
I deliberately wanted to forget the unhappiness that happened before, and said to Zheng Xinguang: "Since they are not at home, I will cook for you that night." ”
"What?" Zheng Xinguang raised his eyebrows exaggeratedly when he heard this, "I can be regarded as having experienced the few times you did it before." ”
My face turned red suddenly, and I couldn't help but say, "Those few times were not because of ......"
As soon as I mentioned this, I thought of Uncle Zheng again, and my expression darkened.
But now is a rare time to be alone with Zheng Xinguang, I don't want to let the previous things be ruined, so I hurriedly changed the topic and said: "This time, I will definitely be able to be ashamed!"
Zheng Xinguang saw the change in my expression, quietly glanced at me, and after a while, he also smiled softly and said, "Okay, then I'm looking forward to it." ”
He looked at me with a doting look.
As soon as I said it, I immediately went to wash the vegetables and choose the vegetables, and then started cooking on the fire.
I was frying eggplant, and suddenly, Zheng Xinguang put his arm around my waist and hugged me from behind.
My body stiffened suddenly, and then I realized that it was Zheng Xinguang behind me, and then I relaxed.
He whispered, "Seeing you cooking for me, I really hope that it will continue like this in the future." ”
I was shocked by his words, and I turned my head to look at him, and I was a little moved.
But there was a faint sorrow in my heart.
That kind of thing happened yesterday, and I was a little scared, afraid that once Zheng Xinguang found out, we would drift apart.
However, with the food in my hands and Zheng Xinguang by my side, I didn't let myself be immersed in meaningless worries anymore, and quickly devoted myself to cooking.
Zheng Xinguang was not idle next to him, helping to hand over the dishes and serve the dishes, and from time to time asked me if the stir-fry was hot or not.
It was a great pleasure to cook this time, and not only that, but I felt like I was finally playing at the level I had done this time.
When we all sat down at the table, I didn't move with my chopsticks, and let Zheng Xinguang taste them first.
Zheng Xinguang coughed, looked at me, and deliberately hung my appetite with chopsticks that stayed in mid-air for a moment before falling.
He took a piece of minced meat and eggplant and ate it.
"How's it going?" I looked at him expectantly.
After Zheng Xinguang ate it, he looked at me quietly, and just when I was about to feel uneasy, he laughed evilly and said: "Sure enough, one plus one is greater than two, and I have more credit, and this dish has more points." ”
"Go. I laughed and scolded, but my heart was so happy that I even ate a little more.
After eating, Zheng Xinguang came to my room again, ready to help me with my homework.
Hearing his intentions, my heart moved, and I jokingly called, "Teacher Zheng." ”
When Zheng Xinguang heard this title, he raised his eyebrows, but accepted it calmly, and said, "The teacher needs to be paid for lecturing. ”
As she spoke, he leaned down and kissed me.
He took me in his arms and kissed me tenderly and tenderly.
I was kissed by him, and I was a little emotional for a while, and finally involuntarily stretched out my arms, put my arms around his neck, and kissed him back.
Zheng Xinguang felt my response, and his body trembled for a moment, and then he hugged me tighter, his hands rubbing against my back.
In the depths of his love, he kissed me harder.
I felt his breath mess up, and I felt the heat press on me.
But Zheng Xinguang didn't do anything, just kissed me and hugged me tightly.
From the unsteady breath to the gradual subsidence of the flames, Zheng Xinguang endured it and did not touch me.
When my mother came back, I thought about it, pulled her into the room, and said, "Mom, my classmates in the class helped me sign up for the Autumn Games, and I am not very proficient and need Zheng Xinguang's tutoring." And then I can't keep up with math and need ......."
When my mother heard this, she didn't get as angry as I thought, but patted me on the shoulder and said, "Mom didn't let you have contact with him, but she didn't want you to think about things you shouldn't have, and I was afraid that you would be hurt by then." ”
Originally, before telling my mother, I was a little apprehensive in my heart, and I was ready to accept her thunderous anger, but I didn't expect my mother to mind, and even thought about me.
Tears couldn't help but fall, and I hugged my mother tightly and was silent for a long time.
My mother thinks so much about me, but I, as a daughter, have deceived her again and again.
Although I want to be with Zheng Xinguang in my heart, I always feel guilty in my heart.
My mom was slightly stunned when she was hugged by me, then she reached out and patted me, and said, "Silly boy, why are you crying?"
I choked up and asked softly, "Mom, if I lie to you one day, will you deny me as a daughter?"
My mother sighed lightly: "How can it be, you were born from the ghost gate in October, when I was pregnant." ”
Hearing this, I tightened my mother's rope, and a moment of sour feelings crossed my heart, and I silently enjoyed this precious - warm moment.