Chapter 187: Childhood Shadows
Outside, Mrs. Feng showed great concern and love for Feng Yi'an, that was because she needed to maintain her character as a good wife and mother, but after returning home, no one took care of her, so she naturally wouldn't put so much thought on Feng Yi'an.
And Mrs. Feng thinks that she is very busy every day! There are a lot of nannies and aunts at home, so many people can take good care of Feng Yi'an, where do you need her to care about Feng Yi'an?
In addition to spending her time on dressing up and socializing, Mrs. Feng just stared at Feng's father and didn't let him mess around outside.
Feng's father was not a woman in the first place, and after he got married, he would regard the family as his responsibility.
Moreover, Feng's father has always been a macho person, and he has always felt that it is normal for women to be squeamish and lose their temper!
What Mrs. Feng has to do every day is to consolidate her family status, and she knows very well that she can do this now because Feng's father married her. So she must not let another woman ride on her head!
Every time Feng's father needs to go on a business trip for a long time, Mrs. Feng will go with him, so that Mrs. Feng has no time to care about Feng Yi'an.
If Mrs. Feng still ignored him like Feng Yi'an did when she was a child, and didn't ask anything, then Feng Yi'an would have been used to it a long time ago, and she wouldn't feel anything.
But Mrs. Feng likes to take Feng Yi'an out to show off, which gives Feng Yi'an an an illusion that his mother still cares about him!
His mom wanted him to be very powerful, so she was willing to take him out!
However, Feng Yi'an soon discovered that Mrs. Feng was completely two people outside and at home! When she was at home, Mrs. Feng was able to treat Feng Yi'an as nothing and concentrate on her own affairs.
And no matter how much Mrs. Feng showed more love to Feng Yi'an outside, Feng Yi'an's sensitive heart also found that Mrs. Feng didn't really like him, but because he could satisfy Mrs. Feng's vanity.
So much so that Feng Yi'an began to loathing himself, is he very bad? Why doesn't his mother like him at all?
Mrs. Feng didn't expect that these things she did would have much impact on Feng Yi'an, who was still a child.
It was Mrs. Feng who found out that Feng Yi'an was wrong, and after communicating with Mrs. Feng a few times, Mrs. Feng did not change anything, and Mrs. Feng decided to take Feng Yi'an back to the old house of the Feng family and take it with herself.
Because of Feng Yi'an's voice accusation, these past pasts became clear in Mrs. Feng's mind again. It wasn't until then that Mrs. Feng suddenly realized that she might have really gone too far before...
Mrs. Feng licked her dry lips, and for the first time there was guilt in her voice: "Yi'an, Mom didn't mean it!"
I was too young when I was a mother, and I didn't know those things, but you were a first-time child, and I was a first-time mother!
Don't you always have an opinion about your mother because of what happened when you were a child, okay? Mom will try to change. Can you give me a chance?"
Looking at Mrs. Feng's almost pleading look, Feng Yi'an's heart was very calm, he didn't have the kind of happiness he imagined, nor did he have that kind of happiness, as if Mrs. Feng didn't say these words to him!
There are things that you didn't get when you wanted them the most, and when you get used to not having them, they don't seem so precious when they come back up...
Feng Yi'an was very eager for the love of his parents when he was a child, and he often wondered why the parents of other children cared so much about them, but his parents were indifferent to him, was it because he was too bad?
But when he became excellent, when the teachers and friends around him were praising him for how he was so good, he found that his parents' attitude towards him still did not change.
Gradually, Feng Yi'an got used to the attitude of Mrs. Feng and Feng's father, and as he grew older, he began to understand that it was not that he was not good enough, but that some people were born not to be parents.
Feng Yi'an blames Mrs. Feng and his father. But the kind of blame in his heart is for Feng Yi'an when he was a child, not for Feng Yi'an now.
Now Feng Yi'an no longer needs their care, because he has missed the age when he needs his parents to care for him.
If it weren't for what Mrs. Feng just said, Feng Yi'an would not have used those things when he was a child to refute Mrs. Feng.
When Feng Yi'an talked about those things, he found that he was no longer as sad and sad as before.
Probably really saw it, gave up, and didn't care!
Feng Yi'an did not immediately respond to Mrs. Feng. Instead, he looked at Lu Wanwan and said, "When I came, I happened to meet the director of the makeup department, and he took a new plan, which should be discussed with you, you go back to work first." Here I am. ”
Lu Wanwan nodded and didn't say anything more, but the way she looked at Feng Yi'an's eyes was enough to explain everything, no matter what happened, she would stand by his side, don't be afraid, don't worry!
Feng Yixin's head is slightly warm, although he once did not get the love of his parents, but now he can let his children enjoy their childhood!
The kind of ordinary family he once longed for, although he didn't get it when he was a child, but now that he has grown up, he can form such a family with the woman he loves and the lovely children!
After Lu Wanwan walked out of the door, Feng Yi'an let out a long sigh and asked Mrs. Feng: "Mom, have you made enough trouble?" The words I said at the banquet last time were not joking with you.
I tell you in all seriousness, and I hope you can fulfill the agreement between us!"
The agreement between Feng Yi'an, Mrs. Feng and Feng Father is very simple, that is, now that Feng Father and Mrs. Feng Father have interfered in his career, then he can't care about his marriage anymore!
The entire Feng family has been in politics and the army for generations, except for the Feng father's line, the other side lines are basically joining the army, but Feng Father has been very uninterested in this since he was a child.
When he was admitted to university, no matter how his father beat him, he refused to fill in the military academy and insisted on going his own way to study business. After that, Feng's father started his own business from scratch, and Ning'an International was the country that Feng's father single-handedly fell.
After that, the old man Feng seemed to want to open it, so he completely stopped caring about his father.