Chapter XVII
I want to be a painter......
How can you have that talent...... Don't make these famous halls, study hard......
I want to be a writer!
Laugh off your big teeth, you can also be a writer, writers are all painstaking, the article is sour and poor, laborious and thankless, and has no future, hurry up and put your mind back......
I want to be a driver......
Do you still want to fly a plane...... At this stage, you have to keep your mind on the right path!
I like that guy......
Do you like to be able to eat, what do you get married without a car or a house, you are not young, you struggle with him, when to have a child, if you miss the best time, it is not good for the child. When is a long-distance relationship a head, and life is unstable...... It's still the person we introduced, the identity and status are worthy of you, no feelings, no feelings everywhere, and if you have children in the future, all your thoughts are on raising children......
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In the past few years, there have always been things that have been interrupted and stifled by wanton interference when you have just tried to do it, and have been extinguished by the ridicule of others who think you are a maverick. Most people are accustomed to huddling together for warmth, but they are afraid that you are different from them, especially afraid that you are on the right side.
Those exhortations and remarks that are considered mainstream are like a huge wheel of inertia, pushing you to integrate into the rolling torrent of the world of ordinary people, killing the person who was in the prime of life in the wind and sand of the years, leaving only a shell, which may be buried in the earth after decades.
You have to study hard, you have to be admitted to a good university, you have to find a good job, you have to divide the house for one year, you have to get equity for three years, you have a great future, you have a bright future, you have to have a car and a house, you should get married, maybe you don't like it so much, but they seem to be very suitable for each other, and the parents of both sides are urging you tightly, so be it, it will be good for (him) her......
Pushed, want to fight but can't break free, want to shout but the world is silent, into the turbulent and noisy world. Suddenly, one day at the exit of the subway or in the car, I saw a passage similar to "When I was young, I always began to be fearless, and at the end of my heart hurt, and after I matured and grew old, I may have avoided the so-called childish injury, but I also missed the courage to start", and I was stunned and cried like rain.
It turns out that it is not only my love that will be lost forever, but also yourself.
Cheng Ran believes that he is talented in painting, he has always thought so, when he was a child, he liked to use different colors of ballpoint pens to paint a scene vividly, in fact, there was no trick at that time, that is, after learning painting classes, he sketched little by little, meticulous and serious is the minimum requirement, and when the concentration reaches a certain level, he will vigorously produce miracles.
But later, this hobby was ruthlessly interrupted by his mother because of the backwardness of his grades, and those who told the future and fate and were still ignorant made Cheng Ran determined to tear up all the painting books and throw all the pens accumulated bit by bit into the trash.
Later, after work, Cheng Ran saw a painter's painting with a ballpoint pen, which was as lifelike as a photograph. The colorful paintbrushes that he abandoned more than ten years ago were like the loss of a beloved toy, and the pain that the passion could never be found again, suddenly exploded in his chest, catching him off guard.
Although I may not be able to regain my talent now, some of the moods and pleasures that have been worn out in the growing maturity and sophistication can be revisited, wouldn't it be a little beauty that might as well be happy?
Running a cultural wallboard newspaper is really a very old thing......
During the school at noon, Li Qi, who had eaten, paced to the office to meet Zhang Ming, the last two classes this morning were his classes, originally he wanted to see Cheng Ran's expression after being called to the political and religious office to fade his divine light...... He had never seen a student who made him so annoyed before, but he didn't expect Cheng Ran, who was gentle, to show his tail when he was about to graduate at the end. If he doesn't beat his arrogance down, he Li Li will not believe in this evil.
However, when I saw Cheng Ran in class, he didn't look disgraced at all, he was full of energy, and he couldn't see the slightest resentment towards himself.
Generally speaking, it is impossible for a student to be scheming to such a point, even if you Cheng Ran does not complain, it does not mean that he has no ideas, but all the students who have been called to the political and educational office to pass Zhang Ming's hands, especially those who have been convicted by Zhang Ming to make mistakes, there is no one who can be as intact as Cheng Ran.
The more Li Chu thought about it, the more angry he became, so he went to Zhang Ming to ask what was going on.
As a result, what Li Shu saw in the office was Zhang Ming sitting on a chair, holding a cigarette between his index and middle fingers, and the ash that had not been shaken off was a long section, and in the ashtray on the table in front of him was a stuffed cigarette butt. Li Chu's heart immediately sank, isn't there something wrong with this Zhang Mingmo's family? And looking at this picture, he probably didn't even go to eat lunch.
"Lao Zhang...... What's the matter, don't eat...... What are you stunned here, is there any document pressed down?"
Zhang Ming suddenly woke up, and Li Chu found that the soul in his eyes was not reluctant.
Looking at Li Chu, Zhang Ming's heart rushed up with an evil fire, Li Chu saw that his eyes were suddenly sharp, and it seemed to be coming towards him, making his scalp numb, but then, Zhang Ming's expression disappeared, but it was always gloomy, which made Li Chu very uncomfortable.
Of course, Zhang Ming would not directly turn his face at Li, although he was angry with him in his heart, but he still suppressed it on the surface, and he didn't know if his facial muscles were trembling. Although it was Li Shu who suddenly provoked such a topping stone for him, it also made him understand the saying that there is no impenetrable wall in this world. How did Cheng Ran know that, if it weren't for today's events, wouldn't he even know how he died? But fortunately, Cheng Ran doesn't seem to know much, 50,000, 70,000 and so on, not all...... This made Zhang Ming feel that there was a buffer.
"How's that student in our class...... These little mongrels, if you don't give them some color, their tails will be cocked to the sky......"
Halfway through his words, Li Chu saw Zhang Ming interrupting with an impatient wave, and his words were cut off in half.
Give him a look at the color...... People are now giving me a dismount! You are a little bastard, you are a dog mongrel! Zhang Ming felt angry in his heart.
Even Zhang Ming's words were extremely solemn, "You listen to me...... Don't mess with that student in your class now, remember what I said, or you'll regret it......"
Li Shu looked at Zhang Ming who said such words in a little stunned. You must know that Zhang Ming is also powerful, his background is not much weaker than him Li Shu, and in terms of the identity of this vice principal, he also has a wide range of contacts, if this sentence is talking about the principal Zhou Tao, or other similar figures, he will recognize it......
A student, you told me not to provoke him, or I will regret it?
The world is a bit chaotic.
Zhang Ming took a deep breath and tried to say in a calm tone, "Cheng Ran in your class, what are your parents doing......
Although Li Qi was extremely suspicious, he still told Cheng Ran about the situation in 1510, but he didn't know much, and Cheng Ran's parents didn't invite him to dinner or give gifts, so how could he know so much content. Let's just say that the family is probably from Huatong Company, and my father should be a junior official of that Huatong Company......
Huatong Company was good back then, but now it is also a unit that is about to collapse, of course people like Li Chu will not take it to heart, how can Cheng Ran's family background also cause Zhang Ming's jealousy?
Zhang Ming only came back at this time, "So...... They are in the house...... Do you have relatives who ...... at the Public Security Bureau?"
"Haven't heard of it...... Haven't heard of it...... Even if there is, the Public Security Bureau is nothing, and your Director Zhang also has someone in the Public Security Bureau......" Li Qi was silent on the surface, and only then did he think about it, isn't that Cheng Ran revealing which relative of his Public Security Bureau, and Zhang Ming's family will ask for something? But you Zhang Ming Public Security Bureau also knows a few people, didn't you just say that something was uneven at the wine table last time...... Can Cheng Ran affect you in this kind of thing?
Zhang Ming saw Li Chu looking at himself, so he put out the cigarette butt in his hand and waved his hand, "It's okay, it's okay...... I'm going to eat...... As for that Cheng Ran, I'm just saying that Zhou Tao set the tone and supported the students to make bets with the teachers...... Strictly speaking, this is not disrespectful to teachers...... It's true that he didn't swear, and the Politics and Education Office didn't remember his mistakes......"
Li Shu looked at Zhang Ming, how has the tone changed, you, the director of the Political and Educational Department, are really a set......