Li Junshuo was about to leave, but his mother just called to say that there was something at home.

"Li Junshuo, there are some things I need to explain to you. Yu Yu stopped him.

He froze at the door, he didn't want to listen, he had expected her to say something he wanted to hear, but now what she said must not be what he wanted to hear.

But he still had a glimmer of hope.

"We can only be partners in the future, if you ever liked me, thank you!"

Li Junshuo turned his back to her, his eyes were full of loss, he nodded, and said in a suppressed voice, "I know." ”

Li Junshuo resolutely walked out of the building, in fact, only he knew that he had escaped.

He missed her!

Perhaps, from the very beginning, he missed her.

It's just that he's still so stupidly pestering her.

He finally slumped his shoulders and slowly sat into the car, his eyes losing all vivid color.

When he returned home, he saw his mother sitting on the couch in annoyance, and his father and Merlin sitting opposite him, and he was going upstairs to rest.

"Junshuo, Merlin is sad, why do you have to go upstairs without even saying hello? Is it polite?" Mr. Li has always been proud of his son, but now he feels more and more naïve about his son.

Li Junshuo stood at the top of the stairs, saying hello, he didn't even want to say a word.

No wonder my sister rarely goes home after she gets married, and when he gets married, she doesn't bother to go back to this home.

Yes, he wants to get married, not because he wants to get married, but because he wants to leave this family.

After this thought rushed into his mind, he suddenly understood why he was so eager to get married.

He turned around, his eyes full of loneliness, but how could the parents on the other side notice his upright waist and slumped back?

"Merlin, you're back. Seeing Merlin, he misses his old self even more, at least he can paint, and enclose himself in a fictional world.

He should have kept drawing.

Now, is there a way back for him?

"Junshuo, you're back!" Merlin's eyes were a little evasive.

Li Junshuo frowned slightly, straightened his back, made himself look more energetic, and said with a forced smile: "Come down when I change my clothes." ”

He turned again, intending to leave.

"Jun Shuo, you can't go up, Jiang Yiyun has an accident. Mrs. Lee shouted.

He hurriedly took two steps forward and hurriedly said, "What's wrong with her?"

Mrs. Li looked at Merlin, who was weak-hearted, and her husband, who was still looking at Merlin, suppressed the anger in her heart, but her face was full of concern and helplessness, and she shook her head and said, "Jiang Yiyun has a miscarriage!"

"What?" exclaimed Li Junshuo.

Mrs. Li nodded regretfully: "It's all because I didn't take good care of her!"

Li Junshuo ran out in a panic and really ran to Jiang Yiyun's house.

He walked into the house slowly, clenched his fists, and ran to Jiang Yiyun's room in one breath, he saw his grandfather with a sad face and Jiang Yiyun with a bloodless face.

Jiang Yiyun saw Li Junshuo come in, and turned his head away with remorse.

Grandpa stood up, looked at his granddaughter, stopped talking, sighed and left.

Li Junshuo sat in front of the bed, holding Jiang Yiyun's hand, he didn't dare to ask, he didn't know how to comfort her, he had lost too much today, just like the cold wind of early winter, with the cold pervasive, his heart was frozen.

He was very disappointed, to himself, to his parents, to this family, and to say that there is a supreme honor in a big family, but such honor is piled up with a broken heart.

What else does he have?

The sister who loved him the most fled here.

His parents dragged him into the whirlpool of the mall.

He put down his favorite paintbrush, gave up the pure love that pressed in his heart, and now, he lost his child.

What qualifications does he have to be on top?

He lives not in heaven, but in the icy Arctic!

"I'm sorry!" Jiang Yiyun scratched his memories and pulled him into reality.

Yes, he still has someone to comfort, it's his fault, he brought her into the ice and snow, he can choose to let go, but he let go too much, and he leaves too much.

What he lets go of again is his beating heart!

Is he going to be a cold man like his parents?

What is the difference between such a life and the walking dead?

He shook his head and looked at the tear-stained face that had turned around.

This face is not as beautiful as the one in his memory, but it also hurts his heart, he gritted his teeth and sighed: "It's okay, it's all over, when you are well, we will get married!"

"But I didn't protect the child!"

He looked up at the roof, he didn't want anyone to see him in tears.

He also fantasized about raising this child for a while, and in the future it would do whatever it wanted, and not let it endure the cold like himself.

However, God tricked it and didn't let it come out at all.

It may also be that God foresaw the future, even if this child was born, he could only feel cold like him, so it was better to abandon this doomed fate earlier.

"It's okay, we'll have children in the future!" Li Junshuo vowed.

Jiang Yiyun withdrew his hand, his eyes were full of sadness and despair, and cried: "No, it won't." I met Miss Mei today, and she said that she would not let me be with you. ”

Li Junshuo frowned deeply.

"And ......," Jiang Yiyun stopped halfway through speaking.

"What else?" asked Li Junshuo.

Jiang Yiyun bit her lip, grabbed the corners of the quilt tightly with both hands, and thought for a long time before she whispered: "Also, Merlin came to me today, and she pushed me!"

Li Junshuo let out a heavy sigh, the hand on the bed clenched his fist again, pounded the side of the bed, gritted his teeth and said, "That home belongs to the Li family, not the Mei family." You wait, I'll clean her up, and when I come back, we'll have a wedding. ”

Seeing Li Junshuo running out in a hurry, Jiang Yiyun sighed, sat up, gently wiped the corners of his eyes, tied up his hair again, and looked at the stool that Li Junshuo had just sat on in a daze.

"Is this good?" Grandpa stood outside the door, and there was darkness behind him.

"Grandpa, do you know why my mother is always bullied?" Jiang Yiyun lowered her brows and asked lightly.

Grandpa didn't reply.

Jiang Yiyun said again: "Because of my mother's weakness, my mother follows my father wholeheartedly, and in terms of brains, my father will definitely not be able to catch up with my mother, but my mother loves him too much and puts her life on my father." ”

She raised her eyebrows and looked at her grandfather, "A woman can love someone, but she can't lose herself because of love. Maybe you think I'm cheating people, but where is there none?"

"You and your mother are upright, but the most honest people in this society are the most upright people, because integrity is only for you to lose again and again, lose your financial ability, lose your ability to live, lose your feelings, lose your dignity, lose everything you can lose. ”

She opened her eyes wide, there was a few more sarcasms on her face, and she tugged at the corner of her mouth, "Grandpa, since you helped me, then you have also embarked on the road of deception." ”

Grandpa staggered and hurriedly held on to the wall, he really didn't expect his granddaughter to think so much and distort it unreasonably, but she was convinced.

He tried to persuade her, but was interrupted by her waving hand.

He's old, and he seems to have forgotten too much.

He only remembers that when he was so old, there was only laughter and laughter, only pure love and true love, how could he live to old age, and all he saw in his eyes was negativity and depravity?

He slowly turned around and stepped into the darkness.