Dynamic music sounded, the lights kept changing patterns with the rhythm, and the exclamations of tourists continued, even in the car, she sat in the passenger seat, holding her knees with her hands, listening to the music and swaying her body back and forth slightly.

There was a vibration sensation from the mobile phone in his pocket, Lu Ze picked it up, glanced at Teacher Xiao Zhang beside him, turned down the air volume of the air conditioner, and connected the phone from Fatini.

"Hey Lu Ze, how was the holiday?"

"Not bad. ”

"Come over when you have enough rest, the crew has almost set up, you come over, you can start filming at any time." ”

It was afternoon in Rome, and the subtropical Mediterranean climate still brought enough warmth to the Italian people in March, and he was wearing a thin sweater, stirring coffee in his right hand, holding his mobile phone in his left hand, and smiling as he talked to Lu Ze.

"I'm going to Liverpool on the 15th, the company is hiring, I'm going to go for an interview, I'll fly to Rome on the 22nd, if you're in a hurry, I'll let Lucas go first." ”

"No problem, waiting for your good news. ”

Lu Ze didn't shy away from her, and the conversation between the two was naturally listened to by her, of course, her English was not good, and she didn't know what she said on the phone, but there was one thing she understood, Lu Ze was going to leave again.

In the past twenty minutes, she was happy, but after thinking about the meaning of this phone call, the originally happy mood gradually became depressed, drooping her head, listening to Lu Ze and the foreigner Abba Abba on the other side of the phone for a long time, she could only ensure that she would not cover her ears and not let her frustration be too obvious.

According to the inference of the past, this time again, at least half a year, obviously only in early March, I want to see you again, maybe it is the end of the year, he always leaves when the snow falls, and returns when the snow pours, as if there are three seasons less in life, only living in winter, so she is reluctant, even if he rejects his most ignorant and brave confession.

I didn't have much luxury, I just wanted to meet him, and when I passed by the street, I could hear the music coming from the tavern, but I kept thinking that I really didn't deserve it, and I made foreign exchange...... It should be very profitable, just this economic condition, as well as good conversation and temperament, some good girls chase after him, he really can't look down on himself.

Hanging up the phone, Lu Ze looked at her, she should be thinking, the spirit is outside, there is no movement in the body, there is no expression, he had to clap his palm, wake her up, and bring her mind back to reality.

"Huh?"

"Now that the show has begun, are you okay? I'll send you back if it's okay." ”

In fact, she still has things to do, such as listening to the speech of the volunteer team leader after the performance, arranging tomorrow's work process, and receiving today's subsidy by the way, but the thoughts in her head are tempting her, if she leaves now, she will not be able to hear his voice in the next three seasons.

"I ......"

"I ......"

"I'd better get out of the car. ”

In my mind, the two villains were beating fiercely, and the little white man was a fat woman, and she pressed the slender little red man and beat her violently, so that her reason, or inferiority, took over.

Most of the inferiority complex does not come from her own shortcomings, but compares with her own shortcomings to fantasize about the splendid lives of others, just like at this moment, she is fantasizing about Lu Ze's tall life, and then unconsciously began to retreat.

Touching the car door, trying to find the handle, but didn't find it for a long time, Lu Ze got up to help her open it, her body was very close to her head, she could smell the indescribable fragrance on Lu Ze's body, so she sniffed greedily, but still didn't dare to expose too much breathing.

The wind blew in, blowing on her already hot and red face, no worse than pouring a basin of cold water, making her more sober, slowly touching the ground with her legs, getting out of the car steadily, and gently closing the door.

waved her hand to Lu Ze, with her memory, she returned to the small bench and sat down steadily, well-behaved like a cat, not a lame one, but the snot came out again.

She heard the sound of the engine, just across the road from her, so she still didn't dare to wipe it, but she could take a deep breath freely, and then, feeling the sound of the engine getting farther and farther away from her.

She hated this feeling, her heart was always hanging like this, as if she was expecting something, but the reality was that what she was expecting was usually not as good as she imagined.

She thought that volunteering would be very busy and help many people, but listening to the countless footsteps of the past, few people stopped to ask her this volunteer question.

She always wants to find the true meaning and meaning of life in her busyness, but in the end she finds that most of the time she is not busy, as if life does not want to take care of her little poor worm.

It's like the tavern owner who will go abroad to work, and he doesn't want to give her an answer about what love is.

She wished she was a tireless student, but her world had never given her the soil of knowledge, and her inferiority complex was born here, from her lack of awareness of many emotions.

But fortunately, she is used to no one answering her questions, so she won't be too upset, and she still won't shed tears, just sit up straight, with a slight smile, waiting for the next "life coach" who needs help.

"Here, your fifty dollars. ”

A piece of paper was slapped on the back of her hand, and she subconsciously flipped her palm, held it, and twisted her head in disbelief along with the four fingers that were pressed on the back of her hand, even though she couldn't see the girl of her dreams at all.

"I'm going to find your team leader and let you rest early. ”

He turned his eyes and looked at the middle-aged man with the volunteer armband not far away, the two looked at each other, the man gave a thumbs up, Lu Ze didn't expect that the volunteer team leader was actually his high school classmate, Lu Ze was also very surprised when he found out, but the probability of meeting acquaintances in a small place is very high, and it is not unusual, this grandson is estimated to be a wingman, and the smile is called a smugness.

"Brother Lu......"

"Let's go, I'll send you back, do you live in school or at home now?"

She still held Lu Ze's four fingers, which also made it convenient for Lu Ze, and pulled her up directly, she realized what was happening, and pulled her palm away in a panic, holding fifty yuan, behind her hands, with her head down, standing straight in front of Lu Ze.

"I ...... Residential school. ”

"Let's go, get in the car. ”

Sitting in the co-pilot again, the body was even more tense than the first time I sat up, and the car started, but no one spoke, and the moment of separation approached in silence.

His speed did not slow down, nor did he improve, just like ordinary daily driving, he couldn't say that he cherished this time at all, but in ten minutes, he was at the place.

She got out of the car this time, it was still Lu Ze who opened the door, she got out of the car, stood by the car, anxious, but didn't know what to say, and finally could only say thank you and take the first step towards the school gate.

"Wait, come here. ”

Hearing the retention, her heart instantly tightened, as if she had drunk a nitrogen pump, and her whole body was full of energy, she turned around and approached the door of the main driver, and the square box was stuffed into her arms.

"Ming'er changes and goes to work again, your shoes are too thin, pull out your feet. ”

"I ......"

"Don't be embarrassed about anything with me, I don't have much money, just treat it as a gift from you for giving me a record, is there anything else? ”

"Wait a minute, Brother Lu...... Are you leaving again?"

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Can I call you? I don't bother you very often, just...... It is...... Ah. ”

Compared with her panic, Lu Ze sat in the car but seemed orderly, leaning on the back of the chair, by the way, dialing a radio channel, watching her hold the shoebox and turn around in a hurry, it was really a wicked person.

She put herself in the trap, Lu Ze understood what she meant, didn't she just call him when she wanted him, it was very simple, but she couldn't say it, seeing that she was sweating in the cold, and she couldn't say why, it was indeed an interesting thing for Lu Ze.

"Okay. ”

"Huh?"

"I said yes. ”

“......”