When Ji Fei heard this, there was a hint of joy on his lips.

But he didn't reveal it, and even continued to pretend to be serious and said: "Either you tell the truth, or you don't say it, I don't want to hear any other excuses." ”

The reason why Ji Fei felt that Qin Hao's previous reason was not the real reason, or that it was not the biggest reason, was because she never felt that that reason was enough to keep Qin Hao from being with her.

After all, she was not so stupid that she couldn't tell whether Qin Hao had feelings for her.

Even if Qin Hao was looking for the reason in her, Ji Fei thought that the reason was more reliable, but if that was the case, if Qin Hao really disliked her, then ...... They may not really be able to be together.

Qin Hao didn't notice Ji Fei's expression of thinking alone, but had been carrying out self-psychological construction, he ...... Until now, there are still many things that he doesn't have the courage to say, but he knows that if he really wants to be with Ji Fei, there are many things to confess, and there are many things that can no longer be hidden.

So, after Qin Hao mustered up his courage, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "I, actually...... Some diseases. ”

When Ji Fei heard this, although she was a little shocked in her heart, she didn't show it on her face, she ...... In fact, I can guess some, but I don't dare to ask, I don't dare to think.

Of course, it's not that she dislikes Qin Hao for being sick, Qin Hao can accept it no matter what, she is only afraid that Qin Hao will get that kind of disease that is difficult to cure, she is only afraid that she will not have much time to be by Qin Hao's side.

Ji Fei tried his best to keep his voice as steady as possible and asked, "Yes...... What kind of terminal illness, to ...... What stage is it?"

Qin Hao saw Ji Fei's worried expression, but for some reason, he suddenly laughed.

Ji Feigang's slightly red eyes returned to their original color because of Qin Hao's uncontrollable laughter, and he frowned slightly and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Qin Hao held back a smile and said, "I don't have a terminal illness. ”

"Then why are you reluctant to accept me?"

"Yes......"

"Tell me, what's wrong with you, are you trying to kill me?"

"If we can get married in the future, we may not be able to have children of our own. Qin Hao didn't say the reason directly, but through this result, everything has been revealed.

To be honest, Ji Fei was really stunned for a moment when she heard Qin Hao say this, but then her eyes really turned red, and there was something crystal that wanted to emerge from her eyes, but she couldn't help it, "Are you stupid?

Seeing Ji Fei like this, Qin Hao stretched out his hand and stroked Ji Fei's cheek and said, "But, you like children, I don't want you to be wronged." ”

"I like children, but that doesn't mean I only like my own children, and I still like adopted children. Moreover, as long as it is not with having children, I will feel wronged. The father of my child can only be you, if it will be someone else, then I would rather not. ”

This time, Qin Hao's eyes were slightly red, he knew how much Ji Fei liked children and how much he cared about them, but now she even gave up the idea of having her own children in order to be with him.

She is willing to do a lot of compromises for him, this one is the biggest compromise he thinks, he is very touched that she can do this for him, but is he worth it?

"That's why you've always been reluctant to be with me?" Ji Fei then asked.

"This is the biggest reason, I just think that even if I am not with you, you can be happy, there are so many excellent people who like you, you deserve better ......"

"I don't need anything better, I just need the right one, I just need what I like, and you're the one. ”

Compared to Ji Fei's domineering declaration, what Qin Hao said before was simply not threatening at all.

When facing feelings, Ji Fei is much braver than Qin Hao, but Qin Hao thinks more than Ji Fei.

However, after this incident, both of them are more aware of the preciousness of life, maybe one day they will be separated for some reason, rather than caring about those false reasons, it is better to cherish this short time together......

Without waiting for Qin Hao to continue speaking, Ji Fei continued: "As long as you don't care about what happened to me before, I always thought that you didn't want to be with me because of what happened to me before." ”

Ji Fei's words reveal obvious bitterness and inferiority, and the emotion of inferiority rarely appears in Ji Fei.

But Qin Hao was not disgusted at all because Ji Fei had an emotion, but felt very sorry for Ji Fei.

He knew everything back then, Ji Fei was not to blame for that incident, Ji Fei was also a victim, Ji Fei understood this truth, she had never been weak in the face of others because of that incident, but she couldn't face Qin Hao.

Because if Qin Hao really wants to be with her, he has to accept her past, and that past, apart from Ji Fei, the clearest thing is Qin Hao.

I don't know why Qin Hao thinks that he is not worthy of her, obviously she is not worthy of her......

Qin Hao and Ji Fei met 8 years ago.

The two of them can get to know each other, or because of Ling Xingmo, which has to start with Ling Xingmo leaving Huaguo 10 years ago and going to country M alone-

After Ling Xingmo graduated from the military academy at the age of 20 with his own ability, he was unwilling to stay in the Ling family anymore, so he resolutely went to Country M alone.

Naturally, no one in the Ling family cared about Ling Xingmo, and they didn't even know that Ling Xingmo went to country M, after all, Ling Xingmo went to a military school, and it stands to reason that he would have to hold some military positions after graduation, but Ling Xingmo was born and could get rid of the shackles of the rules by virtue of his own ability.

Even, one of them found his grandfather.

After all, before he went to country M alone, the last time he went to country M was when he was very young, he followed Ji Yushi, and he should have been a little more than five years old that time, and no one thought that after fifteen years, he would be able to remember where his grandfather was.

Of course, in addition to Ling Xingmo's own super high memory, this is also related to the connections he has accumulated over the years, and it is not difficult to find someone.

When Ling Xingmo found Ji Tiancheng at that time, Ji Tiancheng even didn't believe that this was his grandson.

After all, Ling Cang's bastard blocked the news for a period of time after Ji Yushi's depression died, and it wasn't until Ling Xingmo also disappeared that he had to tell Ji Tiancheng the news.

After Ling Xingmo's grandfather and grandmother learned that their daughter had died of depression and that her grandson had also been stimulated and sick or even disappeared, they were naturally devastated and worried.

Of course, they didn't find it.

And Ling Xingmo's grandmother's health became worse and worse because of this incident, and she had already passed away before Ling Xingmo found them.

But Ji Tiancheng felt that his daughter's death and grandson's disappearance were very strange, so he had been investigating and looking for them privately, but Ji Tiancheng did not have much power in China, and he was also hit hard at that time, and his health has not been very good since then.

Therefore, although the reason for Ji Yushi's death was investigated, there was no way to find Ling Xingmo.

However, even if Ji Tiancheng knew about the bastards that Ling Cang had done, he couldn't help Ji Yushi avenge him, his family had already been ...... by Ling Cang and him The vicious son was hollowed out, and he had no way to deal with Ling Cang.

Knowing that Ling Xingmo had found him, he kindled hope......