When she said this, Su Jiaxian's face showed a mocking smile, and I, as a listener, felt that this statement was a bit ridiculous. However, I faintly feel that this kind of love is very respectable.

Who didn't come from at what age, and who never had an unforgettable love that felt stupid afterwards. But at that time, I felt that this kind of love was great and very moving.

I can feel Su Jiaxian's inner feelings, and I can also imagine the great love concept between the two of them at that time.

After Su Jiaxian finished smoking this cigarette, she took another cigarette from my hand and put it in her mouth, and said with a confused look, "I haven't smoked it for a long time, and I really feel groggy." Thinking about it now, that's how it felt. ”

After Feng Xiaonian finished saying this, I was so moved that I cried for a long time. I decided at that time that I was going to tattoo his name on my ear, because human ears are outward, and I wrote his name behind his ears and on his head. It means that he will always linger in my mind, and my ears symbolize protecting him and loving him for the rest of my life!"

"However, when I got a tattoo, the tattoo artist told me that if I wanted to get a tattoo on my head, I couldn't get anesthetic, and there would be sequelae in the future, and I would have a headache every time it rained on a cloudy day. At that time, I didn't care at all, and insisted on getting a tattoo here, because Feng Xiaonian was also very painful when she got a tattoo, so I chose to suffer the same as him, to prove that I love myself more than I love him!"

"In this way, the process of tattooing was terrible, I cried many times in pain, and my head was buzzing uncomfortably. But because of this tattoo, after returning to the place where we both lived, the relationship seemed to warm up a lot. ”

"It was after that night that I got pregnant. ”

"Looking back now, it's really ridiculous. The great love between the two of us didn't last a year, and then he cheated. At that time, we said very well, and we were going to get married. We've all seen each other's parents. However, he cheated on me when I was four months pregnant, you know Brother Fei. I wanted to die at that time, and I couldn't live in pain!"

Su Jiaxian said and spoke, tears streaming down her face, but she was still smiling.

"So, the first child in my life is gone. At that time, the child was already formed, and it was he who caused such a consequence. So I hated him, and how much I loved him before and how much I hated him later. I even got a name for our baby and bought a bottle. I thought we could really get married, but I was wrong, I was so wrong!"

Su Jiaxian gritted her teeth with hatred, and I could feel the hatred in her eyes.

As a father of a child, I can feel the feeling in Su Jiaxian's heart. Especially when she, as a mother, was full of expectations for the love between the two of them, Feng Xiaonian chose to cheat. It's really a crazy and breakdown feeling.

Su Jiaxian suddenly laughed again, "I just lost our child in that painful feeling." When he knew that I went to the hospital alone, he kept calling me and saying that he loved me, he kept telling me, crying with me, he just couldn't hold back his loneliness, and he cheated on impulse, hoping I could forgive him!"

"But I'm sorry, I'm a very principled person. As much as I love him, once is a hundred times. Even though my heart is broken, all my thoughts are lost. I have decided to leave him, and if I forgive him, I am afraid, I am afraid that I will have a shadow for the rest of my life, and it will be an indelible shadow for our next generation!"

So, after he made eighty-seven calls, I chose to turn it off. I remember very well that he made a total of eighty-seven calls to me. After I turned it off, I did the abortion in tears. When I came out of the operating room, I turned on my phone, and the phone messages came flooding me. ”

"Now, I still have the text messages on that phone. I was reluctant to delete it, there were thirteen text messages in total, and I will remember them for the rest of my life!"

Su Jiaxian mentioned these things and took a deep breath.

And I, on the other hand, frowned, and said in confusion, "Since you hate him so much, why do you still keep those text messages?" I feel, especially after he has another woman, you won't keep it, people's thoughts fade with time and growth, and those passions that once faded with time and growth!"

"That's right. I know. But he will never have another woman. He made a mistake that time, and there will never be a second time. When Su Jiaxian said this, she was stunned for a moment and continued, "Maybe, maybe he will have the next or even more women." But I can only remember him for that day!"

"Now that I think about it, maybe he really still loves me, and his love for me hasn't changed. It's just his heart's desires that have changed! Because when I came out of the operating room that day, I didn't even look at the messages he sent me. After I got out of the hospital and took a taxi back to where we were staying, I got a call from his friend saying that he had been in a car accident and was in the hospital!"

"I was so weak that I didn't have the strength to walk. But when I heard the news of his accident, he dragged me to the hospital. In the end, he still couldn't be saved, and I didn't even see him for the last time. Because of this, his father suffered a heart attack and became a vegetative state, and he has not recovered until now. Now he is the only one in the house who is supported by his mother, and his mother is the only one in the family. ”

"So for so many years, whenever I had time, I would go to see his mother and have a chat. His mother kept saying that it was her son who delayed me and made me pregnant, and that he was sorry for me or something. However, there are no people, so what's the use of talking about this? I also found out later, after he was hit by a car, he probably felt that he was dying, and the last text message he sent me was three words I love you!"

"The person is gone, what the hell does he think. Whether you love me or not, and how long can you love me, these have lost their meaning, and there is no way to verify them. I can only live in fantasies and memories, imagining the beauty of the past and the future!"

And the driver who hit him was the son of a big entrepreneur in Y City. It was his speeding at a red light that led to the accident, but in the end, he just lost money and was fine. So I made a wish at that time, although he was sorry for me, but I wanted to pay tribute to our love, for him who had lost his life because of me. I decided that one day I must take revenge, and if I don't do it for a year, I will wait ten years. So for so many years, I've been waiting for an opportunity, a chance to make myself stronger, and even I haven't felt love anymore, with Li Guohao's younger brother, I just want to find a backer to take revenge!"