Chapter 635: Don't Say Goodbye Anytime Soon, Tears Are Salty
Regarding Chu Wei's remark that he wanted to come over to see her, Tang Chuxia just replied indifferently: "You go, I don't need you to come and see me." ”
After that, Tang Chuxia struggled to stand up by himself.
It's just that the process of standing up was a little unsmooth, and just when Chu Wei wanted to go over to help her, Tang Chuxia stopped her coldly: "I don't need you to help." ”
It would be better for her and Chu Wei to draw a clearer relationship, no matter what Chu Wei thought about her, she was unwilling to see Chu Wei again.
The nurse on the side couldn't understand their Mandarin, but they saw Tang Chuxia's rejection of Chu Wei, so they hurriedly stepped forward to support Tang Chuxia, and said to Chu Wei in English: "Please leave." ”
Chu Wei didn't leave immediately, still staring at Tang Chuxia silently.
And Tang Chuxia had already sat in a wheelchair with the support of the nurse, and his mood calmed down a little, looking at Chu Wei, who had not yet left, and said: "Since you have already seen me, you don't have to come again in the future, it's better to forget the past between us." ”
Chu Wei opened his mouth to say something, but Tang Chuxia didn't give him a chance to speak, and after speaking, he asked the nurse to push her away.
Chu Wei stood in place and looked at Tang Chuxia's distant back, stunned for a long time.
Even if Tang Chuxia didn't let him come to see her, how could he really not come.
The feeling she gave him was so strong that it made him feel that the gap in his heart had been filled.
However, she did not want to see him, and he could not force her to provoke.
An Yichen told him that now that Tang Chuxia is still in the recovery period, he can't be stimulated, and his emotions can't fluctuate too much.
Therefore, Chu Wei could only quietly watch Tang Chuxia being pushed away by the nurses, but he couldn't do anything.
......
But every day after that, Chu Wei would still persistently come to see Tang Chuxia, but he didn't let her discover his existence.
However, how can you walk by the river without getting your shoes wet, Tang Chuxia is not a stupid person, it is impossible to find Chu Wei all the time, but she can't order Chu Wei to stop coming to see her, after all, this is the hospital and not her territory, as long as Chu Wei doesn't appear in front of her, she can't do anything to him.
She only hoped that she could heal soon and leave, and live the rest of the days quietly by herself.
But it seems that such a small wish is also difficult, and her recovery speed is very slow, after all, she has been lying for too many years.
And during this time, Chu Wei has been appearing by her side, silently doing some small things for her, and gradually he dares to appear with a fair face when there are many people around her, even if it is just mixed in the crowd......
Although Tang Chuxia still didn't want to see Chu Wei, Chu Wei could also say a few words in front of Tang Chuxia, but it had to be when there were many people, and Tang Chuxia refused to be alone with him.
If it weren't for Jian Shen's sudden departure today, he shouldn't be able to be alone with Tang Chuxia.
After washing the fruit, Chu Wei brought the fruit to Tang Chuxia, and Tang Chuxia began to drive away the guests, "You can leave." ”
When Chu Wei heard this, he just said, "You remember to eat fruit, I'm leaving." ”
It's just that when Chu Wei walked to the door, Tang Chuxia said: "Chu Wei, don't come again, I'm almost recovered, and I'll leave in a few days." ”
"Leave?!" Chu Wei was surprised, although he knew that Tang Chuxia was almost recovering, and Jian Shen also said that she was recovering well today, but he didn't say that she would be discharged from the hospital in a few days.
Although he had thought about what to do after she was discharged from the hospital, he didn't dare to think about it after all, and now, it was finally this day.
Chu Wei looked at Tang Chuxia and asked, "After you are discharged from the hospital, I really can't see you anymore?"
Hearing this, Tang Chuxia just looked at Chu Wei quietly, and smiled bitterly when he looked at it, "Sometimes I really envy you, forget all the things in the past, you don't need to carry the past, you can live every day happily and easily." Did you know that this kind of life is not something that everyone has the opportunity to have? ”
"Since I have forgotten that my life is so happy now, don't think about remembering the past, and don't pester me anymore. You don't know our previous grudges, you don't know what kind of mentality I have when I face you, I'm tormented, really tormented. Even though I know you've done nothing wrong in the past, I still can't forgive you. If you continue to dwell on it like this, it will only make me miserable. Stop pestering me, it's good for you and good for me. ”
Tang Chuxia's words made sense, but Chu Wei shook his head, "No, I already know about the past." I checked before I came. Concerning your father and others, I ...... I can only say sorry, but I have my own mission, and if I had to choose again, I would still do it. ”
Although, it would be very painful for both her and him.
Hearing this, Tang Chuxia's expression was a little cracked, "I know you have your own mission, and I also know that you did the right thing, I don't expect you to do anything, and I don't need your cheap apology, I just want you to go, are you okay?!Don't appear in front of me again, we'd better not meet again in the future!"
After saying these words, Tang Chuxia's breath even trembled a little, she had endured these words since she saw Chu Wei, and now that she said them, her heart was happy for a while, but after a while, she found that she was still unhappy.
Even if you vent all the emotions in your heart, you are not happy, what is the use of venting? Can you change the facts? Can you change the status quo?
Neither.
......
Chu Wei didn't dare to let Tang Chuxia's mood fluctuate so much, seeing this, he hurriedly said: "Don't get excited, I'll go, I'll leave, if you really don't want to see me again, I'll ...... in the future." Won't come looking for you. ”
After saying that, Chu Wei turned around and walked towards the door, but when he walked to the door, he couldn't help but stop and said, "If I don't pester you to make you happier, I will do my best to do it." However, if I can't see you, my heart will feel empty. In the past few years, others thought that I was doing well after amnesia, but in fact, only I knew that my heart was empty and cold. It was only after seeing you that the cold and empty hole was filled. Maybe later...... I can't see you anymore, so I can't help but tell you these words, and in the future, you take care of yourself. ”
When the words fell, Chu Wei left without looking back.
And Tang Chuxia didn't look at him from beginning to end, even though his footsteps had already faded away or even disappeared, she didn't look out of the door.
No one noticed that the petite body that was sitting quietly trembled slightly, and in her eyes she looked out the window, there was also a line of crystal things slipping down.
Tang Chuxia felt it, that thing was salty.