Chapter 42: Sowing Discord

As soon as I got the workbook, I rushed out, put the workbook in front of the math teacher, and pointed to the problem that Zheng Xinguang had helped me draw with trembling hands.

"Before the exam, these are all questions that Zheng Xinguang helped me mark, and the above steps are all written by myself! If you don't believe it, you can also make the questions on the spot, and I will show you!"

The distrust in my mother's eyes irritated me deeply, and I was a little careless at this point.

This was the first time I had yelled at the teacher so angrily.

I was angry at the math teacher's malicious speculation, and I felt a little aggrieved that my mother didn't say a word for me.

I look like I'm playing into the hands of my math teacher.

She didn't even look at the workbook in my hand, she glanced to the side, and said to my mother with a smile on her face: "Li Juan, mother, you see, the student's top priority should be to study, and Li Juan's mind is not on studying at all. She is always pulling and pulling with boys. To be honest, I didn't see it once or twice, and I still rode back to school on a boy's bicycle......"

My hand holding the workbook shook violently, and I even wanted to slam it in the math teacher's face.

On the one hand, I was embarrassed by the mocking words of my math teacher, and on the other hand, I was ashamed that she treated me and Zheng Xinguang in this way.

I subconsciously looked at my mom, hoping that she would come forward and speak for me.

Obviously, the relationship between me and Zheng Xinguang is not like this, as long as my mother tells Zheng Xinguang's identity, then the math teacher will no longer be able to say such disgusting words.

Once again, however, my expectations were disappointed.

My mom didn't say anything else, just grabbed my arm first, pulled me to the math teacher, and said, "Juanzi, apologize to the teacher first." ”

My eyes widened and I couldn't believe what I was hearing!

What chilled me even more was that there was no belief in my eyes at all.

It exploded like a cannonball in my mind, and my mind went blank.

I suddenly looked at the math teacher and said loudly: "Teacher, you said that you can't get along with Zheng Xinguang, don't you know, he's my brother!"

When the math teacher heard this, the smug smile froze directly, and his face was difficult to look at on the spot.

After I said this, it was not enough, and I looked at my mother again.

She remained silent, and I looked at her in disappointment and screamed, "You said you would believe me last time!"

After that, I wiped away my tears and ran out of the house without looking back.

"Juanzi, Juanzi!"

I heard my mom shouting in the back, but I didn't want to look back.

When Zheng Xinguang found me, I was sitting on a bench in the garden behind the commissary.

As soon as I saw him, tears began to fall, and my eyes were already a little swollen.

When Zheng Xinguang saw me like this, he hurriedly walked over with a little worry on his face and said, "It's okay, don't cry." ”

As soon as I heard his words of concern, I suddenly couldn't hold back, and I didn't care if he was passing by or coming to me, burying my head in my arm and crying.

"Why is she always like this, wronging me indiscriminately, always feeling that everything is my fault......

I was immersed in my emotions, and when I spoke, my mother's distrustful look kept replaying in my head.

And this kind of memory keeps tearing at my heart all the time, poking my heart into a thousand holes.

This is undoubtedly a masochistic act, but now I can't stop this sad and heart-wrenching emotion.

When Zheng Xinguang heard my words, he instantly understood who I was referring to. He stepped forward and gently grabbed me, scooped me into his arms, and gently patted my arm with his hand.

He didn't speak, just quietly accompanied me, feeling my near-collapse emotion.

My emotions were taken care of, and I couldn't control it even more.

I suddenly raised my head from my arm, looked at Zheng Xinguang with teary eyes and said: "I know it's not easy for my mother, but I've worked hard to make myself sensible, I will help with housework, I study hard, and even Chen Yueru said that I endured it, and I didn't want to conflict with them."

But just like that, why can't I still get her approval? Why can the math teacher get her trust with a few words? She even asked me to apologize to the math teacher, she clearly said that she would believe me!

"A mother who doesn't believe in her children and doesn't care about her children, is there any difference between her and her!"

My chest rose and fell violently because of the swelling emotion, as if I had opened the conversation box and said all the words that had been hidden in my heart for so many years.

As I spoke, when I talked about the grievances, I couldn't cry anymore.

Zheng Xinguang kept listening, sprinkled his warm gaze on me, and when I cried the hardest, he clumsily wiped away the tears from my face with his slightly rough big hands.

In the end, he sighed, felt something, and whispered: "If my mother is here, she will scold me every day." ”

By this time, I had turned from crying to sobbing at the beginning, and my emotions had slowly calmed down.

When I heard this, I remembered that my mother had said that Zheng Xinguang's mother had died very early.

I wiped my tears, stopped crying, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Zheng Xinguang seemed stunned for a moment, and we were relatively speechless for a while, just sitting on the garden bench.

At this time, the street lamp next to the bench was already on, and the warm orange light sprinkled on us softly.

The cries of the gnats sounded around them, and they formed a ballad.

Pale green fireflies occasionally drift through the air.

My mood gradually adjusted in such a peaceful atmosphere, and at this time Zheng Xinguang had already let go of me, and we leaned back in the chair together, chatting casually.

I asked, somewhat embarrassed, "How did you know I was here?"

Zheng Xin's eyes flashed, and he said casually: "I found that you were not there after taking a bath, so I asked my father." He said you and your mom didn't come home. I went to your room and found that your books had been moved back, but the people were not there, which was a little strange. Then I just wanted to take a walk after dinner, so I took a casual walk, and finally found you here. ”

Although Zheng Xinguang used a nonchalant tone, it was not difficult for me to notice that he deliberately looked for him because he cared about me.

My heart, which had been chilling, was warmed unconsciously, and I lowered my head and secretly smiled.

This smile only rose for a moment and disappeared, but I didn't expect Zheng Xinguang to see it.

He suddenly said dryly, "What are you laughing at?"

After I was surprised, I felt a kind of shyness in my heart, but I was naturally happy because of Zheng Xinguang's previous words.

So I wiped the tears from my face, and suddenly laughed: "After crying, I'm in a good mood!"