It was not until this moment that Cheng Ran felt that his own thoughts were too simple, and the dinner at Jiang Hongshao's house at that time, in his opinion, may have been a mutual bomb with Jiang Hongshao's mother, he neither cowered from the identity of such a character, nor was he ashamed of his inferiority, and he just took it all calmly and coped with it.

So he doesn't think there is any follow-up problem, after all, this is also a life experience.

But his thoughts, after all, come from the background and experience brought by rebirth, so that he can deal with all this, but in the eyes of others, such as Jiang Hongshao, how can he not think that as a teenager, he is facing what kind of demonstration his strong mother is. For example, why don't his parents worry about him going to someone's girl's house?

As a reborn man, he is isolated from this world, after all, no one knows what he has experienced, the river of time he sees in his eyes, but for those who care about him, people do not know what his heart is in the face of external pressures, and they can only see the violent storms that he dealt with as a teenager.

How not to worry about it.

Even if he thinks he is special, but as Jiang Hongshao said, even the two aunts and aunts, who are more powerful, have fallen into the hands of fate, and Cheng Ran, who is still a teenager, will one day lose all his special and spirituality.

And all of this is because of her.

Zhang Yu coughed twice, then laughed, "Nietzsche's words." High school students take reading notes and excerpts from wonderful sentences, but life is not about writing. It's not that you have an idea, there is a beautiful article that tells the story. You are still too young, do you know what hard work is, what hard work is, do you know what it means to be a good person?...... Do you know what a family is?"

Zhang Yu sneered and ridiculed, "Li Yun and I have worked hard, leaving all these behind, we secretly got a marriage certificate and rented a house outside the school, anyway, we are all abroad, the sky is high and the emperor is far away, at that time we felt that we could do anything through hard work." ”

"Later, my parents, and even relatives outside my country came to let me separate from Li Yun, even the closest people to me...... They knelt down to me, let me end this unrealistic marriage, what can I say, can I say that they don't understand me?"

"No, the person I love the most, it is precisely because of my understanding that I will be wronged like this. It is precisely because they saw what Li Yun was behind that they did not hesitate to beat and scold me, and even begged me to end this marriage and relationship......"

"Do you know what a family is? The family that plans to marry her aunt, what is behind it, Chinese-American, California does parts business for the military, some spare parts for Black Hawk helicopters are provided by them, there are many castles in Europe, and the governor is a political ally, after Li Yun married him, he plans to return to China to invest in recent years, do you know how much the investment is at one time? 1.5 billion yuan! Win the core plot of the provincial capital city to build a hotel and comprehensive commercial real estate!"

Cheng Ran said coldly, "So you're afraid?"

Jiang Hongshao was stunned for a moment.

Zhang Yu was a little excited, "Are you scared? Do you know how much my salary is a month now? One thousand fourteen, if it is the head teacher, it may be a little higher, but I am not." At the end of the year, there will be some subsidies and bonuses, which may be more than 2,000 yuan a month. And then you ask me if I'm scared of this, what I'm afraid of...... I was never afraid. I just knew that what I could give and what she could have was not something that could be compared. ”

Zhang Yu's voice was intense, "She is a very ideal person, she wants to invest in her dreams, she wants to do architecture, she wants to go further." And with me, I can only give him firewood, rice, oil and salt. She wants to go to two European countries a year, where can I take her? Or can a woman earn enough money to do that big business? Or how many years does it take to earn it? Does that simple ideal still exist? Or does it depend on her parents?"

"Let me ask you, in the face of such energy, what is the feeling?' What is the difference between the fact that I love you at this time and I liked you when I was seventeen years old, and one day, it will only be such a sigh......

"From beginning to end......," Cheng Ran said, "I only heard a loser find a seemingly reasonable reason for his failure. If you can't do it, just do it down-to-earth, if you can't be like a girl, you can be aggrieved like a, what is the other party's rich businessman, the other party is an underworld arms dealer, did you go to the river by yourself first? A loser just made an excuse for himself!"

"Cheng Ran!" Jiang Hongshao shouted to stop.

Zhang Yu was hit hard, his eyes were full of red silk, his shoulders shrugged, and he coughed violently.

Zhang Yu did not hesitate to expose his scars, in fact, his heart was already extremely painful, and Cheng Ran's words were not cruel to him.

Cheng Ran looked at Jiang Hongshao, who had not yet fallen, the girl's pupils fluttered, and there was a slight twitch in a certain position in her chest, but her beautiful face was a little stubborn.

Cheng Ran got up and took a few steps forward, "I'm going to the playground......"

After a pause, he turned to look at Jiang Hongshao, "Are you leaving?"

Jiang Hongshao's eyes trembled, staring at Cheng Ran, and the two of them looked at each other from a distance.

It was probably a few seconds that passed, but it was a long time.

Cheng Ran turned to leave.

Jiang Hongshao shouted his name from behind.

Cheng Ran didn't look back, so he didn't see tears overflowing from the girl's red eyes.

......

Zhang Yu stood aside, and when he saw Cheng Ran's head, he didn't look back, and Jiang Hongshao, who was standing alone, used her sleeves to cross the two warm eye sockets, as if she didn't want people to see her like this.

"Are you alright? Zhang Yu finally spoke softly.

Jiang Hongshao shook her head, her slender five fingers and sleeves wiped her face repeatedly, her nose was red, she sucked it up, and regained a bit of clarity.

She turned her head to look at Zhang Yu with a cold expression, "I don't agree with what you just said...... Do you know how my sister-in-law felt after you made that decision? You haven't seen how uncomfortable she is, I have seen it, she told me that she didn't want you. It's just that I didn't expect it...... In the end, you voluntarily give up. ”

"So she hates you all her life. ”

Zhang Yu looked at Jiang Hongshao's red eyes, vaguely as if he saw Li Yun back then, and said with a wry smile, "There are so many people who are reluctant to leave, and in the end, they are just okay." Does your sister-in-law feel that her current life is very disappointed, and does she feel that her current life is torment? Look, in fact, no, because everyone's ability to adapt to the environment is strong, and the so-called hatred of me is sometimes just a summary of that relationship. Because there are not too many words, because in fact, her current life can make her feel safe and don't have to consider the surrounding environment to consider that relationship, so she can use a person who hates me to express the evaluation I deserve for doing something wrong. ”

"Life is so long, the world is so big. Don't say it's too high and too far, just say that what you are obsessed with when you are ten years old and what you are obsessed with at the age of eleven will not be the same thing. Your hopes for life at the age of 18 will not be the same as your thoughts on life at the age of 20. My favorite things back then may be nothing more than the same in later life. People in their twenties can look forward to love, but when they reach the age of thirty or forty, they will feel that a stable family suitable for them is enough, and the ultimate point of life is still ideals and careers, otherwise there is no way to display the value and ambition of a person in this life. At the age of thirty, even if you marry someone you don't love, but after you have a flesh and blood child, you will feel that the other party is not so unbearable, the other party is responsible for the family, loves your children, and gives the child a stable reliance and the role of the pillar of the family, so what is there to be dissatisfied with. People are selfish, those who live for themselves are only petty selfish, and those who live for the blessing of future generations of the family are greatly selfish.

Even if some things are unforgettable, time will slowly weather. There is no point in her life following me, my withdrawal is a kind of fulfillment, and that kind of life is suitable for her. ”

"Maybe, you have your reasons and ideas, maybe this is really the result, it is good for you and for my sister-in-law. Jiang Hongshao said, "But I recognize Cheng Ran." ”

"So...... It's time for me to go to him. ”

Zhang Yu looked at Jiang Hongshao's back after saying goodbye to him, and said softly, "Why bother." ”