Chen Nianmo stopped talking and looked straight at me, he was still waiting for my reply.

I didn't want to talk to him about these things. But seeing that he was staring at me very seriously, and that I had been pressing on me so much lately, Chen Nianmo seemed to be the only one who could and was willing to listen to me.

When I thought of this, I gritted my teeth and simply told him everything that had happened during this time.

I sniffled and said, "Zheng Xinguang hasn't gone home until now, and he hasn't gone back to school. And he also fell out with Uncle Zheng. Now I'm in the hospital, or because of me. In order to raise money for my mother's medicine, I went to a flower shop in the red light district to sell flowers, and when I came out, I happened to meet Li Kai. Zheng Xinguang in order to let me in him after Li Kai school

will not be bullied by Li Kai, just listen to Li Kai's kneeling to him. But just as he was doing this, Li Kai suddenly took out a stick and hit him, and their group rushed up. I wanted to help Zheng Xinguang, but someone tried to stab me with a knife, but Zheng Xinguang helped me block it. ”

When I said this, I couldn't help but choke up again.

Chen Nianmo always looked at me silently, but there seemed to be some emotions in his dark eyes that I couldn't understand.

I collected my emotions and continued: "Zheng Xinguang was admitted to the hospital after being injured, and Uncle Zheng gave him an ultimatum that he must go home, otherwise he would use tricks on me. Zheng Xinguang quarreled with him, I really don't know what is the best choice for him.

“…… My mom saved enough money to open a hair salon where she sat and worked as a hairwasher. But even so, we are still being harassed by other men. Previously we stayed in a cheap basement. The owner there is a ** smoked person, he, he pesters my mother. My mother became someone's junior for me. ”

I choked up again when I said this, and I kept trying to gasp for breath, as if I was a little out of breath.

Chen Nianmo gently patted me on the shoulder, signaling that he was still listening.

Then I said, "Just in the hair salon." There were even men who treated me like my mother and tried to harass me. Luckily my mom arrived in time, otherwise I didn't know I would have ......."

"As for what you said about me being bullied at school, it was because Li Kai came over and used words to ** me, Guo Xiangqiang, as his dog's leg, told me all about my mother in the village and his father Guo Village Chief in front of everyone. After hearing this, everyone was very disgusted with me, plus my reputation in school was not good before, and Zhang Xueqin's attitude towards me was like that, so I would naturally be bullied. ”

After Chen Nianmo listened, he touched my head and said, "The bitterness will come willingly." ”

I finally found someone to talk about the things that I had been accumulating for so many days, and my heart suddenly felt like a burden had been lifted, although the burden was still there, but my heart was also a lot lighter.

Because some things are not clear to people and it is really difficult for me to talk about them, I didn't tell Chen Nianmo about Lin Keer's video in his hand, nor did I say anything about He Wenzhou, but I didn't know, and the concealment at this time left me a huge hidden danger.

At this time, I thanked Chen Nianmo and said, "Thank you for your relief. ”

Chen Nianmo smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's good to be able to help you." ”

After hearing this, I couldn't help but feel a feeling of emotion in my heart, waved at him and said, "Then I'll go home." ”

Chen Nianmo nodded, but at this time, I didn't know that Chen Nianmo's thoughts about me had already deviated unconsciously, and after I left, he even kept watching me go in before leaving.

When I got home, my mom asked me, "Juanzi, where have you been, why did you come back so late?"

I lowered my head slightly when I heard this, lowered my eyes and said, "I'm afraid that the man won't leave when I come back, so I'll stay outside for a while." ”

When my mother heard this, she was slightly stunned, and then sighed.

Then she didn't say anything more, but just explained to me: "In the future, if I am not in the store, ignore the man who comes in, just study in the house." ”

I nodded, trying to ignore the strange emotions in my heart.

My mom told me to leave it alone, but she usually had to deal with these scoundrels herself.

I feel sorry for her, but I can't help it.

On the morning of the second day, I got up early and secretly went to the hospital to see Zheng Xinguang.

I brought him porridge and buns for some stomach-nourishing breakfast, and Zheng Xinguang couldn't help but smile when he saw it.

I have a bun with him, and I have a bun, and I will eat these breakfasts quickly.

At this time, Zheng Xinguang asked me, "Juanzi, why haven't you come here for a few days?"

Before I came, I had already thought about how to explain it, and I wanted to take the opportunity of not being able to come to see Zheng Xinguang because of the hair salon in the past few days to stimulate Zheng Xinguang to go back to school, so I prevaricated and said: "There are many things in school, and the exam is coming soon." ”

When Zheng Xinguang heard this, he was obviously relieved, and he said, "I thought you were going to leave me again." ”

He said this with a hint of sadness and a hint of self-deprecation.

Such extremely unconfident words, coming out of Zheng Xinguang's mouth, for me, are tantamount to a crit on the spot.

Zheng Xinguang was an extremely confident person when I first met him.

At that time, Zheng Xinguang had his own decisions in everything he did and would not be easily influenced by others, but now he is willing to bend his head because of me.

This is a change that I extremely do not want to see.

I didn't know how to get along with him for a while, and to be honest, I was in a hurry.

It's like watching Zheng Xinguang fall into the dark sludge for me, but there is nothing I can do about it.

It's all because of me that he has become what he is now.

Whether it's physically or mentally, he's hurt a lot because of me, and I really don't know what to do.

Can I really deserve to love me like this when I'm so bad?

Then the two of us briefly talked about me, but I felt a little embarrassed somehow.

Because after the sentence just said, it seems that the relationship between us is different, we used to get along as equals, but now it seems that we are a little humble in the face of each other, and such a humble Zheng Xinguang is a very sad existence for me.

Then I saw that the time was about the same, so I said to him, "Xinguang I'm going to school, you can take care of your injuries here, and I'll come back in the evening." ”

This time, Zheng Xinguang looked at me with obvious reluctance in his eyes, but he didn't say anything to save in the end, and I walked out of the ward door with a calm look on my face.

Closing the door of the ward, I leaned my back against the ward, tugging at my chest, feeling a little depressed.

Thankfully, he didn't say anything about retaining me, otherwise I really don't know if I would have fled, or if the illusion of harmony that I had been so careful to maintain would have collapsed in an instant.