The taxi drove for twenty minutes to get home, but it only took ten minutes to return, and he threw down a handful of banknotes, Lu Ze got out of the car, the green belt was wet by the rain, a little slippery, Lu Ze was tripped and fell out two meters away.

When he got up, he didn't see if there was a wound on his body, but he felt that his leg hurt a lot, and he couldn't use his strength, so he limped downstairs to her house, where a group of people had gathered.

These people are holding long guns and short cannons, constantly shooting something, the flash is constantly flashing, a cordon has been set up around, and there are many onlookers.

"Get out of here!"

"Hey, do you have any qualities?"

In a hurry, Lu Ze couldn't talk about his quality, and he almost pushed the outermost onlookers to fight, which also made many people feel unhappy, and there was no door on his lips.

"Hey, what are you doing? No one is allowed in here now. ”

Lu Ze was just about to open the cordon and go in, but he was stopped outside by a policeman wearing a raincoat.

"She's my friend! let me in, she's my friend!"

Lu Ze took off his hat and opened the cordon to enter, the policeman seemed to recognize Lu Ze, so he didn't stop it, took a step sideways, and let Lu Ze in.

Suddenly, Lu Ze lost his strength, his head began to dizzy, as if he was deprived of oxygen, or carbon dioxide poisoning, and sat on the ground with his butt, looking at the person covered with a white cloth and losing his mind.

There was no heartbreak, no liver and intestines, but the head began to dizzy, the picture in the eyes kept rotating, and it became difficult to breathe.

It was difficult for him to accept the fact that the person who was alive thirty minutes ago was now lying there motionless? What are you kidding? Lu Ze was lying on the ground, and he was unconscious when the rain hit his face.

"Mr. Lu, are you okay? I'll help you up, are you okay? Nurse!

The police dragged Lu Ze, and found that they couldn't drag him, so they called the nurse in the ambulance over and wanted to give Lu Ze a detailed examination, after all, he is also a public figure, and it is not a matter of lying here, not to mention that there are so many reporters filming.

"I'm fine....... I'll get up, Wen Shu...... Look at me? I'm Lu Ze, look at me, moving?"

Lu Ze didn't dare to call her loudly, and he couldn't call her so loudly, so he shouted cautiously, and the police hugged Lu Ze's waist from behind, not wanting him to get close.

He can only accept the reality, this is the reality of the dog, the sound of his heart beating seems to be in his ears, Lu Ze stood in the rain, the whole person was stiff, the rain wet his hair, left along his cheeks, Lu Ze turned to look at the reporters who were still taking pictures, they were still filming themselves.

Looking at them with numb expressions, these people didn't mean to be restrained at all, as if Lu Ze was just a doll taken by them, and so were those lying on the ground.

"Hehe......"

He was suddenly tired and didn't want to scold these stupid reporters, so he reached out and wiped his face, took off his coat and walked over.

"Mr. Lu, please stay away from the back and cooperate with us to protect the scene, otherwise I can only ask you out, Lu ......"

Lu Ze turned a deaf ear, walked up to her, put his coat on her, but there were words in his mouth.

"Give her some rain, she was afraid of freezing in the imperial capital before, she was afraid of the cold, she loves beauty so much....... I don't want others to see her make a fool of her. ”

The policeman was choked and had nothing to say, and his heart suddenly became blocked, and he turned his head and stopped looking at Lu Ze, Lu Ze's numb look would really make people feel uncomfortable.

Sitting next to her, the pain in his leg made Lu Ze breathe a long sigh of relief, touched his trouser pocket, found that the cigarette was still in his coat, looked up at the police, and asked.

"Is there a cigarette? Can I get one?"

"Oh....... Yes. ”

Lighting a cigarette, inhaling it into his chest, and exhaling it slowly, Lu Ze found that he had no tears at all, and felt uncomfortable? Yes, but the tears seemed to be all blocked in his heart, and not a single drop could flow out.

The door of the corridor was pushed open, and an older policeman pushed the door and walked out, glanced at Lu Ze who was sitting on the ground, hesitated, and walked over.

"Mr. Lu, you came to Miss Jiang's house at nine o'clock in the evening and then left at eleven o'clock, didn't you?"

"Hmm. ”

"Deal with the deceased here, the onlookers leave! All leave! Please Mr. Lu, please go back to the bureau with me, cooperate with our work, and record a record. ”

The police dispersed the onlookers and left, the medical staff came over, opened the black body bag, Lu Ze extinguished the cigarette butt, and looked up at the policeman, who was about forty years old.

"Where is she going?"

The policeman hesitated, probably a little unbearable to see Lu Ze like this, and licked his lips before slowly speaking.

"Funeral home. ”

"Shall I go with her? ”

"This....... I'm afraid not, according to the rules and regulations, the transcript must have a camera record, so you might as well go back to the bureau with us. ”

"Really?"

"Not really. ”

Lu Ze nodded, this is someone's rule, you can't break it because you are alone, he followed the police into the police car, the reporter kept taking pictures, after the car started, he turned his head and kept looking, looking at the ambulance that was leaving in the opposite direction with the police car.......

.......

"What were you and Miss Jiang talking about at that time?"

"She said she was leaving, I said where to go, she said she didn't know......."

The transcript was completed quickly, and Lu Ze was not suspicious at all, after all, the accident that happened ten minutes after Lu Ze left, and some witnesses saw Jiang Wenshu walking to the balcony....... The person who saw it was still a journalist.

Lu Ze extinguished his cigarette and rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, with a deep tiredness, he was very tired, really tired.

"This....... It was the letter that Miss Jiang left for you, which was pressed under this frame, and is now handed over to you. ”

The police handed over the camera, and the picture was taken of a desk with a photo frame on it, and in the frame, there was a photo of Lu Ze and her, the two were not far away, and they were also smiling.

And under the photo frame, there is a letter pressed, which is now handed over to Lu Ze by the police, and the envelope is pink kraft paper, like her style.

Carefully opened, the content of the letter is neither long nor short, gently spread out, the handwriting on it is beautiful, a little small, but the letter is clean and does not affect the reading.

.......

"Brother Ze, I'm sorry for making such a decision, when you read this letter, I shouldn't be there, you should be sad, right? I'm really sorry, I hope you can forgive me, but I don't regret making this decision. ”

"I used to think that I would not regret what I did, because the road was my own, I gave my body in exchange for a chance, this deal is not a loss for me, at least it can give me hope to come out, not never see the sun, I lost my shame, and I lost my self-esteem, but I really didn't care at the time. ”

"Until I met you, frankly I fell in love with you, that night on the rooftop, I knew that we couldn't, but I still delusionally thought that the relationship was accurate, but you still didn't surprise me, and rejected me directly, but from that moment on, I found that I regretted it, I found that I was still ashamed, and I also thought that if I hadn't done something like that, you wouldn't have rejected me, right?"

"But come to think of it, if I hadn't done it, then I wouldn't have met you, maybe I've gone home now to get married and have children, and there has never been a perfect story in life, maybe it's wrong that I shouldn't like you? ”

"So I started to hate myself, I became entangled in this matter every night, I couldn't sleep all night long, I was worried that things would be revealed one day, until now, I was still not mentally prepared, I was afraid of the disdainful eyes of others when they looked at me, and I was even more afraid that you would alienate me because of the exposure of the matter, and even become disgusted with me. ”

"I can only work hard, and then lie in bed tired and sleep sweetly, and go to work every day to relieve my fear of the future, it feels really bad to be pinched, really. But soon, I got tired of the disgusting vanity and grievances every day, the kind of social interaction that was purely of interest, and I was afraid that others would dig a hole for me every day, and this kind of worrying life also made me at a loss. ”

So I began to get used to being alone, learning to self-control in a daze and fantasies, thinking about you during the journey, thinking about you at work, thinking about you when resting, and even thinking about you when taking a bath. ”

"From then on, my dreams are half sweet, half smelly, sweet about you, smelly about you, sometimes I wake up laughing when I sleep, sometimes I will cry in the middle of the night, I know you are not so perfect, but you are so perfect in my heart, no way, who makes me not really have you, can not find your bad habits in life?"

"Until the matter was exposed, the last thing I wanted to see happened, I was afraid that you would hate me, but fortunately you gave me a call that night, let me relax, I think as long as you don't hate me, but I was wrong, I found that I still care about other people's eyes, for fear that other people's disdainful eyes will crush the self-esteem I finally set up for you, I began to suffer, in the past few days I have been suffering from chicken soup, people live for themselves, not for others to see, but in fact people live for others to see。 ”

"After the accident, I also thought about escaping, but I was desperate to find that there is no place for me in this world, as for abroad, I will feel afraid of a foreign country, I dare not go, but at home, can I run to the deep mountains and old forests? Therefore, instead of hiding in Tibet, it is better to die, at least I will not suffer anymore, and I will suffer in this matter, so I made this decision, in fact, because I have no money, I lost a lot of money, and I worked hard for four years, but there are only more than 200 yuan left in the card, even if I run, it is only enough to buy a ticket, or a green car. ”

"If this letter reaches you, then I will be dead unexpectedly, don't feel sorry for me, let alone shed tears for me, after all...... Only the serious Lu Ze is the most gentleman! That is the Lu Ze I like!"

"Death is a relief for me, although I can't let you go, please forgive me for my selfishness, and ...... I can't investigate my girlfriend for you anymore, although I will be very jealous when I observe, after all, the biggest dream of my life has changed from becoming a star, becoming your wife, washing and cooking for you, and teaching your husband and children, ......so it's not very unproductive? From the beginning to the end, I didn't do it either. ”

"I'm leaving, I hope you miss me, and I hope you don't want me, I was sad when I wrote this letter, and I was even more sad when I saw your picture on the table, and if you were sad for me, I would be even more sad, so bless me, and I will be a good person in my next life, and it would be better if I could meet you again. ”

"I wish you a good wife, I wish you happiness and health, I wish you a full house of children and grandchildren, I wish you a prosperous life, I wish you a high step, I wish you ...... Forget about me. ”

"Jiang Wenshu, who has loved you for 1,517 days and loved her heart to the point of stopping, February 25, 2020. ”

......

Gently put the letter on the table, Lu Ze stretched out his hand and rubbed it on his face a few times, exhaled, picked up the letter and folded it, put it back in the envelope, held it in his hand, lit a cigarette, and raised his head to take a deep breath.

"Can I go?"

"Yes. ”

Lu Ze got up, his leg hurt very much, he limped open the door, Shen Jinghan stood outside, and when he saw Lu Ze, he hurriedly came over and put on Lu Ze's new clothes.

"Aze ......"

Shen Jinghan was particularly nervous, not because of anything else, but because he was afraid that Lu Ze's already very serious condition would worsen.

"Ah...... Let's go. ”

"Where are you going?"

"Funeral home, I'll go and accompany her. ”

Shen Jinghan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't refute, and walked out of the door with him in silence, now in this situation, let alone going to the funeral home, even if Lu Ze wants to go to Afghanistan as a mercenary, she has to agree.

But when he got out of the police station, what Lu Ze saw was a group of reporters, like sharks smelling blood, rushing towards Lu Ze, Lu Ze didn't want to deal with them, and limped in his clothes and prepared to leave.

"Lu Ze, may I ask what you and Jiang Wenshu are talking about in the room......?

"Smack!"

A big mouth was directly pumped over, Lu Ze didn't think about it at all, and knocked this stupid guy with a microphone to the ground, this is the first time he has beaten someone in so many years of entering society, even if he hits a reporter, he doesn't regret it.

"She made a mistake, I admit, and she didn't deny it...... But is she going to lose her life! Go and see! Open your eyes and fuck her! She's dead! Dead! What are you talking about? Does it have anything to do with you? I'm talking about your mother! She deceived the fans and disappointed them, and the fans scolded her, she deserves to be scolded, but what about you? Do you have a penny to do with you? Have you earned a penny from you? You rely on her hot spots, and you still want to make a fortune on her even when she dies?"

"You...... How are you beating people!"

"Remember! I! Lu Ze beat you! Shoot clearly! How many do you like, where to sue and where to sue! This is the Public Security Bureau, you go in! I'll wait for you! Finally, I will send you a word, you can listen to me clearly, I will grass your mother. ”

"I'm sorry, now Lu Ze doesn't accept the interview, please get out of the way, in addition, this is the Public Security Bureau, let's go in now, you can do an injury appraisal privately, and then come to Qianshijia to find me, I am Lu Ze's agent, my name is Shen Jinghan, now I give you time to choose, three, two, one, that is private, I will wait for you in Qianshijia tomorrow." ”

Shen Jinghan was talking, but she kept looking at the press card hanging on the reporter's chest and the media label on the microphone, remembering this media, and the beaten reporter stopped talking, so she took Lu Ze and left in the car.

“......”

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